Everytime we fight and dont talk, I injure myself in some way.

Its like something written in the stars; bound to happen.

F.M.L.

Some of you may have seen this on my facebook.

In a fit of boredom I decided to archive this story here.

Warning: ITS GONNA BE WORDY.

As some of you already know, I am making my way home in 3 months time. And of course, my darling Juicy is coming along with me. What? You think Id leave her here?!?! Pffft. Anyway so apparently importing a dog into Singapore is NO JOKE. All the information processing like literally sucked the living daylights outta me. Felt like studying all over again. So to cut the long story short (although not very short), Juicy is supposed to have a valid rabies vaccination at least 4 months prior to getting into Sg, and then after that get a FAVN (aka Rabies blood test) and then after that have another rabies jab again after the test.

So the order goes:

1. Valid rabies jab at least 4 mths before

2. Blood test to test for rabies level

3. Rabies jab again at least 1 mth before

(and sometime in between when I get the blood test aka FAVN back, Im supposed to apply for her import license.)

So all along Juicy has had a valid rabies jab. Its supposed to be ongoing. No issue with that. But I havent had her microchipped yet becos I wanted to wait till a couple of months before heading home then microchip with my Sg address to save cost on changing of address.

Made an appt at the vet to get Juicy microchipped as well as have her blood sample taken for the FAVN test. So here comes the appearance of said angmoh - E. She picked up my call. And alerted me that becos my previous rabies vac cert does not have Juicy's microchip number, that does not count. I have to re-do a rabies vac for her WITH her microchip number filled in. I PANICKED. I have less than 3 mths to home. That rabies vac after her microchip will not be valid cos its not 4 months prior. And apparently according to E, they cannot just "fill in" her microchip number into the previous rabies vac cert. "ITS ILLEGAL." Ok lor, lets not do illegal stuff then.

I decided to call AVA to find out what are my options. By then I was alr freaking out and on the verge of tears cos I was so scared Juicy get imported to Sg. So then my SAVIOUR - J is the person Im liasing with in AVA. J gave me the most awesome solution - get the vet clinic to write an official letter stating that the previous rabies vac is for the same dog that is microchipped. EASY PEASY! Mother happy already!

So the next day was my appt at the vet. Reached the clinic and E was at the counter. So I told her about what AVA said. GUESS WHAT SHE SAID.

"Im sorry we cant do that. It will implicate the clinic. If the dog doesnt get imported into Singapore for that reason, it will be our fault."

WHUTTTTT????? Im not asking you to LET MY DOG INTO SINGAPORE. Merely asking you to get me a letter stating the previous rabies vac is for the same dog. VERY DIFFICULT MEH???? Its the truth correct?????!!!!!!!!! IM JUST ASKING YOU TO STATE THE TRUTH, HELLO. So I continued to explain (while mentally strangling her across the counter) that it is AVA that will allow/disallow the dog into Sg. And they said its ok as long as I have that letter. And then she goes on to say...

"Im sorry we have to follow USDA (U.S. Department of Agriculture) guidelines. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY SINGAPORE AVA WILL MAKE AN EXCEPTION FOR ONE DOG."

HELLO YOU STUPID BITCH. WHETHER OR NOT THEY MAKE AN EXCEPTION HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU RIGHT?!?!?!?! YOU'RE JUST A FREAKING RECEPTIONIST. A NURSE AT MOST.

At this time I was literally about to stab her with the pen in my hand. REPEATEDLY. And FYI, USDA does not do anything BUT endorse the documents. They dont even bother if my paperwork and Juicy qualifies for the import guidelines or not.

Then after me refusing to accept no for an answer, E decides to make a call to USDA. Mind you, her whole conversation to that person on the other line sounded so condescending, like she just wanted to prove herself right, and that I should not be doing things this way, with all her "Yeah, I told her...right???" So in the end,  conclusion that she got after her useless call to USDA...

"So yea...I guess what you could do is...get AVA to write a letter stating they need a letter from us."

WHUTDAFUQQQQQQQQQQQQQ!?!?!?!?!?!

"YOU WANT ME TO GET A LETTER TO GET A LETTER?!?!?!?!?!"

"yes."

"Ok fine. I will get AVA to write me a letter. Will a soft copy do?"

"NO WE NEED THE ORIGINAL."

"FOR A LETTER?!?!?! I still have to get them to mail it to me?!?!?!?!"

"Yes. You can give us a soft copy to prep the letter. But we will only release it to you once we get the original copy."

FUCKYOUVERYMUCH.

ITS JUST A FREAKING LETTER LEH HELLO. PREP SIMI SAI?!?!?!?!?!

Then she decides she hasnt given me enough shit for the day. She goes on to tell me...

"By the way, just to let you know. You need the FAVN (blood test) results for the import license, which has to be done 1 month prior to import."

"Yes I know that. How long does the blood test results take to come back?"

"I dont know. If they have alot of tests to do, it will take longer. If less tests it will be quicker."

*STUNNED SILENCE*

You mean after working here for so freaking long that you can make decisions about the letter and whatnot like that, YOU DONT KNOW?!?!?!?!?! And what kinda answer is that?!?!?!?!?! Dont tell me I also know!!!!!!!!!! So after more pressing and questioning, she finally gave me a time frame of 2 - 6 months. OH YAY. Halfway through solving problem#1, I now face problem#2. By then I literally gave up talking to this bitch. She obviously having some hormonal rage or early menopause of some sort. Or she just fucking wanna screw up somebody's day. I went home.

Still fuming mad from the visit to the vet clinic, I called J at AVA to get her to write that retarded letter for me. TURNS OUT, this is a very common case. J told me that alot of people do microchip their dogs later after their rabies vac. All they need is a letter from their vets. And apparently all the other owners vets have no problem getting a letter, EXCEPT MINE. J literally LAUGHED at the fact that I had to get a letter, to get a letter. SHEESH. "RIDICULOUS" was the word J used over and over again. Then I asked J if she knew how long usually the FAVN tests in USA will take. According to her knowledge, all the other owners she dealt with said it takes 4-6 weeks. 4 TO 6 FREAKING WEEKS!!!!!! HOW THE EFF IS THAT EVEN CLOSE TO 2 TO 6 MONTHS!!!!!!! 

SO I AM SAFE TO SAY, ANGMOH BITCH IS OFFICIALLY A FUCKED UP MORONIC SORRY EXCUSE OF A HUMAN BEING/VET RECEPTIONIST/ANIMAL NURSE.

I DONT CARE IF IM BEING TOO HARSH. THERES NO SUCH THING CALLED TOO HARSH TO A PERSON THAT MADE ME GO THROUGH SO MUCH TROUBLE OVER SOMETHING THAT COULD HAVE BEEN SOLVED SO EASILY. SERIOUSLY, FUCKYOUVERYMUCH.

So now, Im waiting for that original copy letter to be mailed to me, so that I can bring that letter to her, and throw it in her face, whilst informing her how useless she is.

The feeling of being alone can literally eat a person up alive.

I have so many different outlets of reaching out to you, bringing my thoughts across to you. And yet, when I open up all these different pages, I still feel alone as ever. I stare blankly trying to find you. I try to feel your warmth once again. But I cant feel anyone at the other end anymore. Cant feel that there is anyone waiting to catch me when I fall. 

All I have is this blinking cursor staring back at me.

I want to run away, just to see if you would chase after me.

Its been so long since I really properly blogged about anything happening in my life. Hell, Ive been staying at my new house for a couple of months now and I havent even taken any pics. What have I been doing? Honestly I have absolutely no idea. *shrugs*

So finally Im gonna start my countdown back to home!!! 8 months to go. THIS IS GOOD. HOMEHOMEHOME. HELL YEAH. I wanna eat tabao food EVERYFUCIKIN'DAY. *double thumbs-up*

Just got back from a long weekend trip from LA & Vegas (again) last month. Honestly so tired of posting pics already. Post at FB good enough right? Doubt theres anyone reading my blog that isnt on my FB anyways. If there is, do a shout out and maybe I would start my picture posting again.

So its gonna be almost a year since I brought my overbite babygirl into my life. One of the best things that ever happened to me. Think I wouldve gone mad if not for her. Now she's like this clever little ball of fur (or lack thereof) that likes to climb into my bed in the middle of the night to snuggle. Super AWWWW... Anyways now Im immensely paranoid about her flight back to Sg in 8 months. She's gonna be super freaked out la! She's an awfully big scaredy cat who just jumps at any sudden noise. Even if I drop my hair clip on the floor she also can jump and flee. How the hell is she gonna survive almost 18 hours (minus transit time) in cargo all alone in a crate!!! *cries dramatically* Then after the long awful flight, she still gotta spend like 10 days in quarantine all alone again. OMG I CANNOT IMAGINE. How how how... I dont know how.

And if there's one thing I miss terribly, its THIS.

THIS AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT CAME WITH IT.
鵝肝～～～～～～～ >.<

Dont know if its the hormones, but my life just got magnified before my eyes, 10000X larger. And its not a pretty sight. Im officially unhappy. Everyone out there looks at me and thinks I have a great life. Well newsflash people, try to dig a lil deeper. I try to ignore it and just live my life the way I want to, but it seems that no matter which direction I choose, there will always be someone/something to stand in my way. Im an emotional wreck right now. But Im also alone. Double the intensity. Nobody really cares about what I want. They usually care about what they want, or what they think I should want. But not what I want. I could unleash the crazy bitch inside of me and just go haywire, that way people may take me a little more seriously. But then again, who gives a shit about the crazy bitch. I would probably just self destruct in no time if I did that. Nobody likes to deal with crazy bitches, emotional wrecks and crying whiners. Everything needs to be sunshine. And I am supposedly all sunshine. Well guess what, the dark clouds came to town. And the weather forecast for the next couple of days to a week is dark clouds and thunderstorms. No sunshine whatsoever. Bite me.

Grabbed this from Jfai.

So it seems that it has become a norm for everyone to "share" presents. Someone's birthday comes up, and the same clique of friends just chip in money for 1 present for the birthday girl/boy. So here comes the question: Out of everyone who chips in money, how many of them actually care about the meaning behind it? Do you really put any thought into whether this present suits the receiver? Whatever happened to "its the thought that counts"?

A birthday present is not just about chipping in the money. If someone were to ask you, "Do you remember what you gave me last year?" or "Why did you decide to buy this?" Would you be able to answer? Honestly? How much of the present-choosing process were you involved in. It has become a situation whereby 1 person finally decides to bother, and then asks the rest "Is this okay?" and then they just agree, and then chip in. Or worse, some don't even bother to find out what the present is, and just go with "Tell me how much".

I am honestly getting sooooooo tired of this present-buying process, plainly because I am always the one who cares to bother, and bothers to care. Be it whether I am the one with the most time on my hands, or even when I am still working. I like buying/choosing presents for my friends because I like the thought behind the process. I like to think about what they would need/like, and then wrap it up nicely. I like see the looks on their faces when they unwrap it. I like to see the appreciation on their expressions. And it is through their expressions that I see my "Thankyou"s. But more often than not, this gesture of mine tends to be taken for granted alot. More often than not, I am always the first one to voice out "Hey, XXX's birthday is coming, what shall we buy? How about this this this?" And then it becomes "MY RESPONSIBILITY" to deliver.

Well you know what??? ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I've had it.

Buying presents is not something you just have to get it over and done with. It takes efforts, thoughts and sincerity. If you think dumping that $10 or $20 means getting the job done, then save your money. I'd rather take credit for my own efforts thoughts and sincerity. Never once in my life have I ever chipped in money into a present without finding out what exactly the present is. And even more so for the presents I personally pick and choose for others. So I refuse to have others doing that for mine. If I am not important enough for you to even put the slightest bit of thought into my present, then don't chip in at all. Don't need an extra $10 just so I get a bigger present.

This is the last time I want to be a part of any insincere present-sharing.

There's really more to presents than just pressing a few buttons on the ATM or clicking your way around your iBanking.

From now on, I'm buying my own presents for the people I truly care for and love.

IM DYING TO ATTACK MY FREEZER NOW AND DIG OUT THAT PINT OF BEN N JERRYS CHOC CHIP & COOKIE DOUGH FOR MY PERSONAL SATISFICATION AND PLEASURE.

but cannot ley. sleeping soon. FAT :(


food cravings in the middle of the night is really 不好笑.
current massive craving: BBKOI + IKEA SWEDISH MEATBALLS.

JULY YOU IS NO COMING ANY SOONER. WHY...!!!

SUCKS TO BE ME RIGHT NOW.

another tennis session today. problem is, i keep hitting the ball upwards and with too much force. think im too used to badminton, having difficulty getting used to tennis. still trying though. give me a few more sessions!

the date's tentatively set at 27 nov - 19 dec. most prob wont have much changes unless something last minute crops up. though i cant wait to go home for a visit, the thought of flying all the way to and fro alone is pure torture. previously my idaho -> taipei flight was already torturous enough. now its gonna be to and fro idaho -> singapore, with like 2 transits in between. *pouts*

and can i just lament again about how badly i need a haircut?!?!?! *pulls hair*

MAJOR SHOPPING URGES :(

 

oh wow. never felt like a bigger retard than this very moment.

*BANGS HEAD ON WALL REPEATEDLY*

reached my hotel in Salt Lake this afternoon and saw an indoor pool view from the hotel lobby. so i whipped out my camera to take a picture. and to my wonderful 'surprise' i saw the words "NO CARD" flashing on my display screen. WELL DONE NIKKYCHAN. FORGET TO BRING MEMORY CARD. so gotta spend extra money on a new memory card, when i have like 3 of them back home.

so we went searching for a new memory card at Gateway. walked all over the mall and couldnt find it anywhere. was super pissed with myself for being such a klutz. then finally realised there was a Walmart near the hotel, so took a trip there to buy one. still felt like slapping myself cos its like spending 冤枉錢. money that can be well spent on other stuff.

got back to the hotel at night and wanted to insert the new memory card into the camera. TO MY UTMOST HORROR, THERE WAS MY MEMORY CARD, SITTING AT THE BOTTOM OF MY CAMERA POUCH!!!!!!!!!! NOW IM SUPER PISSED WITH MYSELF... RAWRRR!!!!!!!!!

*BANGS HEAD ON WALL REPEATEDLY SOMEMORE*

luckily for me, Walmart has a return policy, so i can go return it tomorrow morning. BUT STILL~ going through all the trouble for nothinggggg!!!!! and a few photo opportunities missed~~~ SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ nikky ah nikky...

BLOGGER IS OFFICIALLY PISSING ME OFF!!!!!

most of my older entries dont appear cos they limit each front page with a certain 'length' of entries. so when i major photo post, the older posts disappear. and there's no 'OLDER POSTS' button to see them. WTF MAJOR FML.

AFTER 6 YEARS ON BLOGSPOT, IM CONTEMPLATING SWITCHING TO WORDPRESS ALREADY. HELLO BLOGGER PEOPLE!!! YOU'RE LOSING BUSINESS WHEN YOU DO STUPID THINGS LIKE THIS OK!!!!!

now...to think of a good wordpress url.

GOT BURNT BY THE OVEN GRILL TODAY.
THE PRICE TO PAY FOR OVEN-BAKED CODFISH.
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I NEED LOTSA TLC NAOOOOOOO!!!!!!
wo yao xiu xiu~~~

new song.
been a while.
"Dilemma"
after so long,
still lovin' it.

absolutely pissed.
shivering with anger.
totally speechless.
feel murderous.
run out of solutions.
still speechless.

GIVE UP.

the internet at home is half fucked. its pissing me off so badly i swear i wanna throw something. HOW THE HELL does the internet cock up ONLY AT NIGHT. its like the bloody mofo thing can sense that "oh its night time! time to screw up nikkychan's connection!" and then proceeds to disconnect. HOW DOES IT EVEN HAPPEN!!! ULTIMATE WTF FML.

im an absolute mess tonight. i dont know whats wrong with me.
(it could be the PMS. most probably is.)

its one of those nights where you just feel down in the dumps and everything is not working for you. EVERYTHING. not one single thing is going your way. you'd wish everything to just stop. everything. i just sit here, and i wanna cry. i mean really burst into tears. its times like these you wanna find a friend, and rant away. but HELLO, no one is here. i need someone. someone to hug me, and tell me everything's gonna be ok. but nope. not happening too. so yes. im all on my own. trying to tell myself to cheer up and everythings gonna be ok. but its not. nothing is ok. nothing is gonna be ok. i want to scream it all out. but the neighbours would call the police.

i just booked my air ticket back to singapore in May today. its supposed to make me super duper happy. WHY AM I NOT FEELING IT. every morning i wake up and ask myself, what the f am i doing here. and everytime the answer smacks me right in the face. I CHOSE THIS. and i slap myself everyday for that. im missing all my friends' birthday celebration. im missing all the fun. im missing out on LIFE. THIS is not life. this is nothing close to life. this is just getting through, day by day. like a boring movie that doesnt end. you just want to fast forward and skip all this. and you wont be missing out on anything at all. cos no part of me feels alive enough tonight. im quite sure, im dead on the inside already.

I.OFFICIALY.FEEL.LIKE.SHIT.

CNY & VDAY, AND IM STUCK HERE. FUCKKKKK.

ITS NOT OKAY. DONT TELL ME ITS OKAY. COS RIGHT NOW, LIFE'S BEING A BITCH.

well done nikky! after the loooooooong procrastination about whether i should get the parka, and when i finally decided I WANT IT! it gets sold out. TMD. *sit on floor and cry*

anyway, yes i had a blog revamp. haha! new blog header (yes i love myself) and a new "track of the moment" on the right. now my blog got music! YAY~ the song has been looping in my head. omg 方大同 is a true musical genius! LOVE HIM!

weekend is coming. but im not really looking forward to it like i used to. esp when theres really nothing to do. apparently we are supposed to go skiing. but, dunno when that is. and i scared! later i roll the down the mountain and become some giant snowball.

its not even a month yet. im dying here already. omg this is harder than i thought. time, pls fly faster! i cannot stand being here. i cannot stand doing nothing everyday.

i miss singing ktv.
i miss sambal kangkong.
i miss chicken rice.
i miss the wasabi tei at FEP.
i miss buying movie tickets at cine.
i miss having allocated seats in the cinema.
i miss taking 190 to town.
i miss macdonalds with chilli sauce.
i miss my bed.
i miss my summer clothes.
i miss hamham.
i miss all of you back home.
i miss you.

买了菜 她跟他慢慢的炒着菜
他为她赶回家走得快
爱无处不在 可是呼之却不来

小阳台 她拿走死掉的小盆栽
他对着啤酒杯等下载
爱无处不在 可是到处有悲哀

爱在大街上小路上每个人海
谁却爱在小岛上不愿离开
难道爱在不该爱的时候才爱
就算百步以外总有 爱在爱在

我爱在黄昏看谁的刘海
你爱在清早打谁的领带
我们都要爱偏偏无法同在
不能明白 只能够期待
爱无处不在

那是爱 到头来也发现这是爱
流泪的微笑的都是爱
管它好与坏 总是呼之却不来

雪花白永远都渴望看桃花开
梁山伯辜负了祝英台
在何年何代 总是到处有悲哀

爱在阳光下烛光下每点尘埃
谁却爱在黑暗里不愿离开
难道爱在不该爱的时候才爱
就算百步以外总有 爱在爱在

我爱在黄昏看谁的刘海
你爱在清早打谁的领带
我们都要爱偏偏无法同在
不能明白 只能够期待
爱无处不在

从来微风都靠树枝摇摆
从来种子都靠春泥破开
所有人世间的美好都存在
就算看不到都依然存在
在意料之外
我的女孩你快走过来
爱在期待(爱在爱在)
爱无处不在
我们无处不在爱

我爱在黄昏看谁的刘海
你爱在清早打谁的领带
我们都要爱偏偏无法同在
不能明白 只能够期待

我爱在楼下找谁的门牌
你爱在途上靠谁的胸怀
我们都要爱偏偏分开无奈
不能明白 只能够期待
爱无处不在

hello idaho, byebye singapore.

this is the day that i was totally not looking forward to. and still, i cant believe that im actually saying my goodbyes. kinda refuse to sink into the reality of everything.

i have to admit that it was damn difficult to say goodbye. no thanks to jas cheryl etc for singing that horrible f4 song and making me cry like a baby. that started the next few series of sobfest.

and now, i wish i can just grab my bag and run out of the gates of T1 like a lunatic and hide in my warm blankets of my bed in cck.

one of my goodbyes was literally a scene out of some ou xiang ju. i kid you not. the kind you turn your back, and then walk that long stretch of dark road, away from someone. then with every step you take, you just wanna turn around, run back and hug that someone. but then you just know that turning around and running back, will make the next walk away even harder.

and then there is my grandma, who just simply loses control of her tear ducts. she couldnt send me off at the airport cos of limited seats in the car. also cos, i guess she was really tired. but the moment she stepped into my room, and the first words came out of her mouth, her tears just flowed like some tsunami. omg. tell me how not to cry.

can i book a return air ticket to singapore in June? O.M.G.

I just can’t believe you’re gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise, in the way that you’re by my side
Well we got so much in store
Tell me what is it I’m reaching for
When we’re through building memories I’ll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I’ll see you again I’m sure

No It’s not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day one more smile on your face
But they can’t take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn’t our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I’m looking back on yesterday

yes yes, i know. ive been awfully lazy with my blog updates lately. been up to my neck with stuff. first it was my citizenship which was too taxing for words. then planning my hk trip in between. also settling my dad's long term visit pass application, and my US visa application with RSAF simultaneously. multiple medical checkups, running to and fro the malaysia high comm, and then ica. im so sick of everything. not to mention i got to settle my resignation at work, PLUS plan a trip back to my hometown AND his hometown.

i didnt realise that it could get THIS tiring. and amidst all this my parents still think i have the time and energy to travel all the way back to jb to get a blood test done. RUBBISH.

i think the number of jabs i got in this year alone is getting increasingly alarming. where got people take so many jabs in a year one!!!! count with me...

1. cervical cancer jab #1
2. flu vaccination (thanks to my europe trip)
3. cervical cancer jab #2
4. blood test for US visa
5. blood test (a more detailed one)
6. hep B booster
7. cervical cancer #3

WTF. this is madness.

just to get away from all the mad rush, hubs and i rewarded ourselves with a 90min body scrub and massage at MEDICAL AESTHETICS SPA @ palais renaissance yesterday. super relaxing. the body scrub smelled like bubble gum. and i like it that they weren't pushy about selling us packages. went shopping at ion later on. one of those days when you want to spend money, but got nothing for you to spend money on. everything i tried on looked like crap on me.

ate myself silly at 鼎泰豐, then ended the night with a movie, as usual.


honestly, nothing to rave about. very unrealistic at some points. and only like the last 1/3 of the movie was REALLY about the tsunami. the other 2/3 was character and story build-up. too draggy. but overall, still okay. watch-able.
ultimately, TIRED. very tired. * y a w n *

i realised you totally dont understand why am i so pissed.
so let me get this through to you.

- this whole issue was between her and us. unless you really heard both sides of the story, you really shouldnt have said so many things about us. you said you were neutral. didnt seem like it when you left that comment.

- you had a blog entry commenting that why did we have to drag you and jasmine into this. let me get this straight, we have never once dragged you nor jasmine into this. the two of you were just 局外人 to us. but why did you have to keep writing blog entries after blog entries, twitter after twitter, just to slam us? dont you think that was kinda uncalled for? 不知道事情的真相，就不要乱说话...

- i know the other blog entry concerning some 'rich girl' wasnt directed to me. but obviously i know who you were referring to. it really isnt that difficult to guess. but again, she did not mention a single word about you. why did you have to go slam her too? you mentioned that you wanna slap her over some of the stuff she said. now lets look at this in another way. when i mentioned that you also said things that made me wanna slap you, how did you feel??? yup, you called me a "FUCKER". now, obviously im not that childish to really go right up to your face and give you a slap over some blog entry. 我只是在用以牙还牙的方式让你明白，你根本就不应该这么说. 你会不爽，别人也一样.

- you say you dont understand why do we keep assuming this, assuming that. then why are you doing the same??? you have assumed a whole lot of stuff that you weren't clear about at all. totally being contradicting.

anyway this is to let you understand where i am coming from. i dont flare up at people for nothing. 根本没那个力气去找架吵. 只是觉得，以你的立场，你根本不应该这样骂人，因为你根本不知道事情的来龙去脉. 我们都没惹你，为什么要先来惹我们呢？

lastly, what goes around, comes around. think about it.

little girl, if you dont know what's going on, dont start.
we havent even got started with you yet, so why go dig your own grave?

so now you think you very hero right.
FYI, you're saying stuff that make me wanna slap you too.
and being young doesnt give you the privilege to say things without thinking.
some advice, get the facts right before you open your mouth.

"ASSUME MAKE AN ASS OUT OF ME" as quoted by you.
so stop assuming you know everything. cos obviously, you dont.