this is the day that i was totally not looking forward to. and still, i cant believe that im actually saying my goodbyes. kinda refuse to sink into the reality of everything.
i have to admit that it was damn difficult to say goodbye. no thanks to jas cheryl etc for singing that horrible f4 song and making me cry like a baby. that started the next few series of sobfest.
and now, i wish i can just grab my bag and run out of the gates of T1 like a lunatic and hide in my warm blankets of my bed in cck.
one of my goodbyes was literally a scene out of some ou xiang ju. i kid you not. the kind you turn your back, and then walk that long stretch of dark road, away from someone. then with every step you take, you just wanna turn around, run back and hug that someone. but then you just know that turning around and running back, will make the next walk away even harder.
and then there is my grandma, who just simply loses control of her tear ducts. she couldnt send me off at the airport cos of limited seats in the car. also cos, i guess she was really tired. but the moment she stepped into my room, and the first words came out of her mouth, her tears just flowed like some tsunami. omg. tell me how not to cry.
can i book a return air ticket to singapore in June? O.M.G.
I just can’t believe you’re gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise, in the way that you’re by my side
Well we got so much in store
Tell me what is it I’m reaching for
When we’re through building memories I’ll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I’ll see you again I’m sure
No It’s not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day one more smile on your face
But they can’t take yesterday
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn’t our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I’m looking back on yesterday
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