havent really been updating cos i keep putting it off due to me being awfully lazy. and uploading pics here is such a chore.

anyway my cam is dead so no pics to upload too. so what the heck right.

was at st james on sat night for darren's bday. happening-ness. havent been having so much fun in a long time. awesomeeee~~~

seeing my face on channel U lately? haha its a trailer for an upcoming tv show called 只想說聲對不起. can check it out here.

lazy is overtaking my will to blog. BYE!

My World My Blog 青涩部落格

those who watched my episode today, do leave a blabber! i'd like to hear comments (good or bad) about my second television appearance. loves! :)

青涩部落格 mediacorp community -> clicks!

第2集预告： 我们的爱情故事

“为了爱，我可以给他一切。” 看到女同学们都有男朋友，都有人陪伴，秀慧也很渴望爱情。但是，第一个男朋友留给她的却是无比的痛苦。15岁的秀慧迷失了，“什么是爱情？我以为我懂，原来我什么都不懂。”

“爱情只是玩玩而已。” 15岁的仙蒂身边总是围绕着很多男朋友。他的出现，却让她真正心动。短暂的甜蜜后，他因为打架被判入感化院，第一次，她愿意专一地等待一个人。“原来爱情不一定只是玩玩而已。”

两名少女的真实青涩爱情故事。

5月22日，晚上930pm与1130pm, 只在U频道。

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some of u might have caught a glimpse of my petrified face on the My World My Blog trailer last night. well not exactly pertrified but close. excited to see the finished product. yesterday nights pilot ep was good too. really CHAO AH LIANS lah. haha. brought back some fond memories of my first tv appearance. cute.

planning to go KL over the long weekend. hotel rooms check! coach tickets NOT CHECKED! ARGHHHHH!!! might have to take my dad's car in on sunday morning, which means one whole saturday wasted in sg. bleah. another alternative is to head into JB and get a coach to KL from there. i wanna go in earlier but it seems like everyone in sg decided to go KL too and no coach tickets are available alrdy. that sucks.

edit: got my coach tickets! KL here i come! :)

been shopping online like a mad shopaholic on the loose. sadly my gojane stuff aint coming cos of reasons. so got 2 more batches to come. hopefully they're all okay to wear.

koh samui koh samui koh samui... wherefore art thou koh samui...

okay i know where koh samui is. just that why is it taking so long for my trip to commence. june 27 seems so far far away. tmd. *scrowls*

im gonna do a continuation of sam's "the time we were 20" post when i get home tonight. hehehe. yes those WERE the days. the glowing teenage years of life that blows over within a flash. and the step into adulthood is just oh-so-boring. routine life and piling bills of all sorts. now i know why peter pan keeps up the whole "i dont wanna grow up" stint. i dont wanna grow up either. growing up is sucha chore. if there was a neverland, id be there in a jiffy. i can be tinkerbell. small and spicy. fly around and kick pirates in the nose. sprinkle fairy dust here and there and find some handsome other fairy boyfriend who'll fly and prance around with me.

*slap myself awake*

yes im STILL surrounded by office people, office workstations, office phones ringing away... OFFICE LIFE. urgh.

pic stolen from val dear's blog

NOTE: my episode of My World My Blog has been shifted to ep 2 instead of ep 1. therefore, my ep will only air next thurs 22 May @ 9.30pm on Channel U. note it down! :)

cant understand why some online stores dont put prices on their stuff. i mean, hello! isnt that like the first and most impt piece of info that a consumer needs to know? ive been having a hard time with these websites. they state "for more information, pls email us at xxx@xxx.com" and then when you do email them, they ignore u. tmd, been waiting forever just to get abit of info. its just so frustrating. do they not own an ounce of common sense?! mygawd. for those of u out there who owns some kind of online store, pls make your webbie surf-friendly. it helps to boost sales really. i refuse to buy from pple who have fucked up websites. shows how much effort they put into their business.

so, my dar did something awfully sweet. we've been having a rough patch lately, due to both of us being PMS-y. well not exactly rough patch lar, just had squabbles here and there. but in a fit of anger, i went to tear up this quite impt notebook of mine. (i know, me and my horrible temper) but the next morning when i wanted to find my book, it was MIA. but i was in a rush to get to work, so when the dear one told me "nvm lar, just leave it." i just 乖乖 listen and went to work. however, what i didnt know was, dar alrdy put the shards of paper and the mangled notebook into his bag, and brought it home. and while i was at work, he carefully pieced it together, and re-copied all my 'notes' into fresh pages. THE SWEETNESS OF IT!!! so when i got home at night, i found the notebook on his desk, with all my 'notes' copied in his handwriting. at this point of time, i have to admit, i had tears at the corner of my eyes. i was awfully touched. and i will always remember this sweet gesture of his. the gesture that made me know deep down inside, we're meant to be together. i have met the right person, the person i wanna spend the rest of my life with.

dear, 我知道最近我的脾气很糟糕. 我也知道你一直在包容我. 非常感谢你一直陪在我的身边. 当我难过的时候，你总是安慰着我，告诉我不管发生什么事，你都一定我不会离开我. 你让我知道什么是被爱，什么是幸福. 我相信我们一定会永远都这么幸福的. 爱你.

ON THE SET OF "MWMB"
(the only two pics i have which i took on my hp)

lovesloves

i just realised i have alot of bastards to thank, for finally meeting my mr right. shall have a more detailed post laters. meanwhile i just wanna scream abt how much i love my dar!

I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

i just got a msg from my director telling me that i've got VOs to do at the office next sat. and also that her boss watched my footages and totally enjoyed it. im ELATED! haha. im glad i did well. it was really a challenge compared to the last production cos of the vast difference in both characters. so anyways i'll give an update on the screening time and date k? keep this spot tagged okay? :)

hmm. i tried to upload pics from my cam but the card reader seems to be having some problems. ah well, at least i tried!

new ad from nuffnang. YAY!

there's so many things i wanna blog abt but im just sooooooo
L A Z Y :)

okay pls pardon the not-very-happy birthday post. was just emo-ing for a few moments back there. im okay now! im happy again! i think its thanks to the very drastic haircut. hurhur.

anyways shoot for ep 1 is overrrrrr. sadly i dont have any scenes watsoever with my dearie val. awwww. i wanna do fight scenes~~~ no more ah lian scenes this time as well. now im meek and naive and innocent. so NOT ME. but i had a fun time still!!! shot from 10am in the morning till 2am the next day. can u blieve it. can die. so happy that i got JENN for mr sound man once again!!! he can mic me up again again again!!! hahaha. this time, mr asst cameraman - weiming, was another joker of the lot. funny luhhhhh. okay biggest boo boo - I DIDNT BRING MY DIGICAM FOR THE SHOOTS. sooooo... i have zero pictures to share. how idiotic right. i know. didnt bring digicam for shoot, didnt bring digicam for birthday chalet, didnt bring digicam for anything!!!! ARGHHHHH.

oh yes, didnt bring digicam for haircut either. no before and after. SIGHHHHHH. nikky nikky nikky!! pls learn from your mistakes!!!! DIGICAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *slaps self in the face* since daddy has bought me a new awesome lumix, its time i made my blog more picture-y. its been too wordy. like 10 - 20 wordy posts and then one fully pictured post. that will be a thing of the past!!!! *cross my heart*

so anyway my hair is now - short concave bob, ash green colour. but the green will come out more prominently in sunlight. otherwise, it may look black.

oh yes, nikky's computer is dead ONCE AGAIN. farking hate my computer yes? apparently dad says its well and alive again already yesterday, but he doesnt have time to bring it in cos he's on a trip to KL for duno wat. -_-"' <-- havent used this for eons. HURHUR.

lotsa strikeoffs from my wishlist!!!
escada moonsparkle - thanks to dar
loewe patent red hp strap - thanks to dar as well!
panasonic lumix - thanks daddy

impending strikeoffs are gucci horsebit nail and ipod nano. KEKE!

those of u who know me long enough will remember the short docu-drama i shot for channel u a couple of years ago - Hooked. yes, the one that im this chao ah lian that was bad infuence.

now the producers are doing this other docu-drama again. will post details of the date and time of the show when i get them. meanwhile for those who never knew me long enough to see my debut on channel u a couple of years back, here's the clips! *grins* enjoy...

HOOKED - part 1


HOOKED - part 2


HOOKED - part 3




p/s i've got 6 hamsters to sell $8 each. anyone interested?? :)

TONIGHT 9.30pm @ Channel U!!! rmb to catch me on teevee worh! hehe. if u happen to read this post after 9.30pm and ure banging your head on table for missing me on teevee den jus set an alarm on your handphone for 12am for the repeat telecast. THANK YOU! :)

went tanning with my sam darling. the sun was shithot sia. me n her were like DRIPPING sweat on the hammock. there were literally POOLS of sweat on the hammock. GROSSNESS rite. haha. i was hoping tat i went thru the human bbq for SOMETHING. in the end, i got dark jus a LEEEEETLE bit. DARN!!! from today onwards i will be going tanning more often den ever. well, at least i got a LEEEEETLE darker la.

met some weirdo tourists. one from new zealand another 2 frm japan. started off with pure boliao conversation to "can we take a pic together?" okie fine. den that horrible guy happily requested to stand between me n sam, den put his sleazy pudgy hand on each of our butt cheeks. FARK! aft the pic i jus siam far far away and went to bathe. those idiots actually expected us to go watch the stupid monkey show with them. KERAZEE! hmmfs.

AFTER tat we went shopping. hooboy. i spent $99 in a day la. freak. haha.

1) adidas sling bag - $35
2) tube top frm FOX - $19
3) shorts frm FOX - $23
4) purple top frm PEPPER PLUS - $22

TOTAL: $99
THE HEARTACHE - PRICELESS.

LOL. went to catch a movie aft that. i dont wanna go into HOW THE HELL WE ENDED UP WATCHING "HOME SWEET HOME". fyi - the movie is a lame scary show. the one feat shu qi n this freaky looking thingy tat climbs pipes n elevators who i found out was lin jia xin. next time, sam is banned from buying movie tickets lor. *makes faces*

finally done with my channel u docu drama shoot. whoo! boy was it an experience!

1) glue sniffing scene: they used real glue lor. den i had to tighten the plastic bag before inhaling. but 3 hrs of sitting in front of a few cans of open glue plus fake sniffing (still can inhale some lah) landed me with a headache for the rest of the day.

2) ahlian disco scene: wahh. my hair was literally a-la-MAMASAN! glitter, poofy, and very yellow! duno wat i mean? check out he show when it airs den. i felt so horrible walking arnd with tat hairstyle, IN BOAT QUAY. the stares i got. sheesh.

3) smoking scenes: hooo boy!! tat was one disgusting experience. had to puff out smoke so bobian, gotta inhale lor. but of course i didnt tarek lah!! jus kept it in my mouth n blow out the smoke. had to do quite a few takes till i wanted to puke sia. the aftertaste was damn bitter n i stink like hell. *makes faces* had to eat so many sweets n gurgle so many times. but it didnt realie help much. hmmm.

other scenes were ok. everything was alot of fun. so i enjoyed the experience n i think if i can do this more often, this will become my FREELANCE JOB. haha. yays!

hmmm, gonna meet him later. havent seen him for toooooo long.

okies. gotta go work already.

oh yes, my docu drama will be aired on the 17th Nov. not sure abt the time yet. the title is Hooked. in chinese, Mi Huan Ren Sheng. rmb to catch it! *smiles*