its the night before my flight out. in about 11 hours time im gonna be on a flight towards LAX, and then onwards to TPE.
ive got like a thousand thoughts going through my mind. having a ton of mixed feelings. a part of me feels kinda emo and whiny, cos im taking a long haul flight, without hubs. and leaving him here all alone for almost 2 weeks, is making me feel partly guilty, and partly 捨不得. kinda worried the big baby cant take care of himself, and probably wont be eating proper meals without me here. sigh~ and to make things worse, he's being emo and whiny too. LOL~
but of course, theres the other part, that i cannot stop grinning to myself~!!! OMG HOLIDAY TIME~!!! and holidaying with jas cheryl n cel = HAPPINESS!!! but we're missing out kmiang though. KMIANG WHYYYY!!!! LOL~ and im super elated about finally going back home. HOME AT CHOA CHU KANG. i miss that home so much. just imagining myself getting off the train at CCK, walking that long path towards Northvale, and then clanking open that side gate, walking past the pool, and then towards that familiar lift lobby, and then, DADDY MUMMY IM HOME!!! :D
i can finally eat all the food ive been craving for, see all the people i miss to death, smell the air in sg, take 190 to orchard road, party at butter, and just BE HAPPY, AND KEEP SMILING.
NIKKY IS BACK! AT LEAST UNTIL END OF MAY :)
i feel alive again~
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