28 March 2009

the last one week was literally shit for me. it could be heaven to most of you out there but to me, it was shit.

sunday was horrible. i had a nagging pain in my right ear that wouldnt go away. the pain even caused me to not be able to open my mouth fully cos it ached the jaw joints like mad. so i went to see a doc and got myself an mc for monday.

monday - mc
tues - went to work. started fevering up in the afternoon. then i started shivering and my lips turned white. i went straight back to the doctor at the clinic and got directly referred to mt e to see ear specialist. doc at clinic gave me 2 days mc, mt e specialist gave me 2 more.
wed - mc
thurs - mc
fri - mc
sat - off

WAHHHH.

so i got all the nonsense that were clogging up my ears sucked out, and the specialist at mt e inserted some cream-like medicine into my ear canals. both left and right cos the other side was getting uncomfortable too. so i left mt e almost 85% deaf.

it was supposed to be great. but i was sooooooo NOT GREAT.

i was having fever on and off up till the last day of my mc. i spent nearly all the afternoons alone at home with nothing to do. it felt like shit to not be able to hear and my on-off fever was not helping. i was almost perpetually lying around different parts of my house. moments i'll feel cold, then i'll feel hot the next. or i'll feel both at the same time, which was excruciating.

then i started getting whiny, and sick of being alone. i was whining on msn, whining on the phone, whining to whatever or whoever i could whine to.

so ya, at that point i really wished i was all well and at work instead.

dont ever wanna go through this kind of trauma again.

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