im super sleepy at work today. not the usual sleepy. this is the kind when you really cannot control your eyelids and they just keep sliding downwards. and then your vision starts to blur when they're open. then you kinda just stare into nothingness and space out. im really about to pass out from the sleepyness. this is torturous. i need to shut my eyes! im like using all the strength i have left in me to hold my eyelids up. im ALMOST about to resort to toothpicks.
anyway alot of people have been asking me what it's like to be married. let me answer the question here.
SAME.
hahaha it is REALLY the same! it's not like we went through the customary and banquet, or we moved into our very own love nest. everything is as per what it was before we ROM-ed. nothing's changed. maybe after we get our love nest, and gone through our customary and banquet and then you ask me this question again. i'll tell u for sure, there will be CHANGE.
the atmosphere at work has been rather solemn since last sat. something v unexpected happened to a colleauge of mine. everyone is asking themselves "how?" and "why!" but no one can really answer those questions can they? a cliche saying, but true. life is really fragile. treasure those around you. dont leave any regrets.
1 minute ago, my colleague and i were playing games on the computer. the next moment she's rushing off to the hospital in tears. how does a healthy person just collapse like that?! brings me back to a situation a couple of years back. i picked up the phone with a slight tremble in my hands, and called hubs to just hear his voice. suddenly the peace i felt in knowing he is fine overwhelmed me. at that moment i couldnt even get angry at him for being late (AGAIN!)
somehow, bad things always happen to good people. why?
sidetrack: i cant seem to stop being busy. in the midst of planning a gold coast trip in may.
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