it's one of those nights when you feel like your whole life is a joke. you just take a step back and realise how messed up you are. no matter how much you cry, it wont go away. everything's just so fucked up i doubt it can get any more worse.
i think its the rain.
who am i kidding.
sometimes i just lie to myself so much that i cant differ wats real and wats not. i need to stop imagining everythings nice and perfect. nothings perfect. ive never met anything or anyone who is. i just make myself believe it is. wat a big fat liar i am to myself. i should slap myself.
so now, im kicking myself in the ass. wondering why am i doing all this shit to myself. sometimes its just all good to be the person who least cares. just not care about anything.
im just a fucking messed wreck. fuck.
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