☆ n i k k y c h a n ☆

seriously, i feel like spewing vulgarities right now. wat the hell is wrong with my *toot* parents!!!! wah lan ehhh!!!!!!!

i need to vent my anger:

my dad is a stupid ancient baboon who tinks he still lives in the fucking ice age. for god damns sake your daughter is 20 turning 21, i tink she has an inkling wat the fuck to do with her life lor. time for u to step out of your own ice age world n take a look around!! HELLO!!! its the year 2005 and pple dont wait until they're like 25 and above to start dating u know!!! crazy old baboon expects me to stay single till im like 25. *huffs* continue living in your own lil crazy world ok? for your information, I AM HAPPILY ATTACHED!! (for crying out loud)

n wat the fuck do u mean by saying im immature. ive been self independant for the past few months and i dont hav a problem with that. the only reason why i stopped working was cos u asked me to CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES. ok i jolly well will. i hav tons n shitloads of assignments coming up. so freaking leave me alone.

calling me everyday to check where i am. WAT IS THIS?! call me at least once everyday and u complain im not calling home. HELLO!! wake up yr idea la! u bloody hell call me at least once a day den i call u for wat sia. is it that difficult to loosen those strings a little??? yada yada yada, keep saying u care abt me and blah blah blah. if u seriously care abt me, try giving me a little space to breathe ok!!!! and if u seriously care abt me, i would swear u wanna c me happy rite? so wats all this nonsense about la!! i mean, almost EVERYTHING u guys r doing makes me unhappy. so wats the bloody point in it all???

oh, lets not forget my WONDERFUL mother who have this stupid thought that every guy in this whole universe is a horny bastard who wants to sleep with her daughter. thank you very much but im waaaay smarter than that ok. stop suspecting that every guy im with is gonna try to do smthing with me for heaven sakes. and even worse, PLEASE DO NOT SUSPECT THE GUY WHO IS MAKING ME HAPPY AT THIS VERY POINT IN MY LIFE. use your brain n think, MAYBE THERE IS A GUY WHO LOVES ME WHOLEHEARTEDLY after all. did it ever cross your minds that there could be such a possibility!!!!!

have u all thought abt it carefully as to why i sometimes hide stuff from you pple?? let me give u a hint!!! YOU DONT FREAKING LISTEN!!!! I KNOW WHAT THE HELL IM DOING!!!!! *screams*

and it comes down to my wonderful KL trip. unless the two of you can give me a wonderful reason as to WHY I SHOULD NOT GO TO KL, i dont c why i cant go. its not like another osama follower decides to bomb the petronas twin towers ok!!!!! (my dad says robbers.) WAHAHAHHAHA!!!! like as if jb no robbers hor.

im going ahead with my KL trip plan whether u pple like it or not. cos for one reason, I DONT FUCKING SEE WHY THE HELL NOT. esp when its during my sch break.

p/s. ok its my fault that i havent been going back to jb. simply one reason: i hate the travel time. sorry for that lah. i shall make time to go back lah.

there. anger vented. i feel a teensy weensy bit better already.