the biggest most happening news in sg these days MUST be the runaway terrorist. and the bugger is still not caught yet. wth. if sg doesnt catch this guy, our reputation will go down the drain i tell u. how on earth does a limping terrorist in a high security detainment centre get away?! i really dont get it. and surrounding is all forested area, i heard. acc to my cisco, forested area is waaaay more easier to find, than tracking a rifle-armed boy in the middle of people infested orchard. and the bugger is limping!!! dont understand... my cisco is damn funny. i told him i totally dont understand how the guy got out of the detainment centre and he said "maybe he transformed into an earthworm and wriggled out." well, doesnt sound too funny after i type it out. HE says it funny. haha!

ive been doing alot of shopping lately. letting loose my purse-strings. haha! i just needed some retail therapy i think. also, alot of amo ($$$) was spent gathering all the stuff needed for dar's bday present. now its all ready, and hidden in one corner of my house so dar wont chance upon it in my room. its ready mroe than 2 weeks ahead. im kiasu. haha. i also foresee another amount of amo to be spent for dar's special bday dinner.

havent had pics to post for a long time. actually have a few to post in my hp, but havent gotten down to transfer them to my comp. sigh. my good cpu is still at the medics. my lousy cpu runs so slowly i think a tortoise wouldve made a joke out of it.

dar's got D&D tonight, and ive got SSU gathering later. steamboat hurray!!!

NATAS Fair tomorrow. holidays holidays holidays!!! i have no idea where to go, but im definitely going SOMEWHERE. i wanna get out of this place. need to take a breather.

oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE LEAP-LINGS OUT THERE!!! its 29th feb!!!

happy 1 year & 1 month to us!!

but not a very good start though. i woke up to a horrible nightmare of all nightmares this morning. i dreamt that my darling *choychoy touch wood* passed away. i felt like i wanna die in my dream. in fact, i felt like i was going crazy. like everything didnt make sense. like i could feel him around, i could hear his voice, feel his touch, and yet, i cant see him. sometimes i could, but most of the time, i cant. i remember crying to someone (cant rmb who) about me totally not being able to go on with life, and how being alive was totally meaningless. then i rmb wiping away my tears, and telling that someone, maybe my boyfriend will come back. maybe he didnt really die. totally incoherrant ramblings. then i woke up, almost in tears.

my colleague said that if u dream of someone dying, that person will hav a long life. i do certainly hope so. my god. its the scariest dreams in my life. i hate nightmares. they make the rest of my day less joyful.

on a lighter note, im actually looking for something. something so difficult to find im almost about to give up already. im looking for a miniature DIY set that i can fix and put together myself. its similar to the one featured in 恶作剧之吻. its the birthday present that 湘琴 makes for 直树.

the picture isnt too clear but try to make do lah. i dont want the kind that u have to buy the big empty dollhouse and then slowly buy bits and pieces to put in. those kind, i can find. i want the kind where u buy a set consisting of all the different pieces to make up the bakery shop/living room/flower garden/whatever it is u want, all pre-packed into one fat box to make up the 'scene'. if u know wat im talking about, and u know where i can find smthing like that, do drop me a msg, and u will be totally loved by me. haha!

heard STAGE is coming to town. i duno whether to be happy or not. happy cos i can get the stuff so much easier. no need to fly to taiwan. not happy cos every tom dick and harry will be wearing STAGE, which kinda makes it not so exclusive anymore, in a way. in fact, at first me and dar actually had this thought of buying over a franchise to open in sg. now, it seems like our so-called 'plan' is going down the dumps. sian half. oh well! talk is cheap. i shld have put words into action sooner. not like it was gonna be easy but.... *pouts* nvm.

omg, im spoilt for choice!!!!!!

i was searching the wonderful world wide web for different luxury resorts in either krabi or koh samui, and i chanced upon this website - Small Luxury Hotels. just do a search on krabi or koh samui and you'll see wat i mean.

see!! GORGEOUS!!! all the resorts are so breath-takingly beautiful!!! how to choose!!! *squeals* luckily im not getting down to choosing for maldives yet or i'll be dripping drool all over the keyboard.

but i heard koh samui is a little too touristy, so the beaches are not as beautiful as before. krabi, is more untouched. i wanna get like a beachview villa, probably smth with an al fresco garden shower, and our own private spa. im thinking of getting a spa package or smth. anyone got any other resorts to recommend??? tee hee!!!

wanted to head to Carousel @ Park Royal on Scotts for hi tea buffet on sat. but the lousy crowd spoilt everything! full house. sian half. no hi tea buffet for us so we had lunch at cedele @ wheelock. it was OHKAY lah. nothing to scream about. i was still craving hi tea buffet so watever delicacy i stuffed inside my tummy would not satisfy me anyways.

sundays are my be-a-pig days. eat sleep rot watch dvd. i finally finished my 恶作剧之吻 and now im waiting for 恶作剧2吻 to come out. now i know why so many pple liked the serial lah. its quite sweet. but i think the main reason is cos its not the usual, boy chase girl kinda story plot. its the other way round, girl chase boy. and i must admit, the girl is damn garang in the show. i dont think i can be THAT persistent after being rejected so many times.



i need to quickly get down to setting a date for krabi/koh samui. june has no public hols. damn.

its an off day today!!! :)

was at MOS with dar last night to support val dear. she was great!! the very confident val i know. haha. but the so-called competition rounds were kinda weird. they didnt help to show off the contestants TALENTS at all. all it did was make a few of them look kinda stupid. hurhur. met iko, sweet girl :) she totally reminds me of myself in my younger days. i was just like her - energetic and manja (in a way) and now, im totally tamed. OLD ALREADY LAH!

MOS is dying. me and dar had to wait till after 1am before the crowd started coming in. so after the italentstar thing, we headed to haagen dazs for ICE CREAM! becos dar was craving chocolate, we decided to get the fondue. omg, so filling!! i almost died of chocolate overload.

after that we headed back to MOS. it was okay but the crowd is so different i could hardly feel at ease. everyone just looked weird and awkward, i duno why. it felt like a geek parade all of a sudden. no eye candy at all. i tink im getting too old for all the partying.

slept in for today. it feels so good not to have to crawl out from bed early in the morning. went for a short swimming session below my block, and then went home to sleep somemore. haha. swimming just totally drains the energy out of me! anyways, just had a super filling steamboat session at dar's home with his family. yumyum!

edison chen's saying byebye to the entertainment industry. aww. well, at least he admitted to the scandal like a man. lydia sum passed away. double aww. the hk papparazi is sure busy lately.

i've been having thoughts about maldives lately. me and dar planned to go in mid year but then, it seems that our moolah has to go elsewhere first. there are more impt issues like our home, and our car. so maldives will probably be our HONEYMOON plan. and by then, i wont make do with a shabby stay. i would hav a honeymoon package booked at one of the most drop dead gorgeous and luxurious resort. I DONT CARE! so mid year plans would probably be koh samui/krabi. i wanna go to a more relaxed, non commercialised place for a change. so if all goes well, koh samui/krabi here we come!!! :)

not a very happening weekend once again. tried dream-chasing once again, and failed. its hard not to lament. i was better before. my standards dropped quite a bit after i stopped training and practising already. well, i shld blame myself, really. but i also like to push the blame, to the fact that the other pple vying to fly to tw were all still in the entertainment circle so their chances were sky high due to their constant exposure and practices. well, dar mentioned that if i were them, i would join the auditions ANYWAY. so i cant blame them. true. but i dont wanna admit it. HAR HAR! i hope jeremy and quanzhong kor are flying to tw. they kinda deserve it more. heh. ah well, one chapter closes, another opens!

afterwards, i splurged on 2 pairs of heels and 1 pair of flats, all for work.

oh yes, i wanna thank my awfully sweet darling for being sucha dear and head down to ps to queue up for me first, in the hot sun. he got scorched for awhile. and then, also hav to thank him for being there for me thruout the ordeal, and for supporting me to no end! lovelove!!

dar and me hav been awfully tired these few days. we sleep so early! and wake up so late. haha. well we both hav a day off this thurs! wed heading down to MOS for italentstar launch to support:

SGF01 Xinhui Tan (Val)

Step 1: Go to http://www.italentstar.com/sg/index.php
Step 2: Register for a Voter account
Step 3: Log-in to your Voter account
Step 4: Vote for SGF01 Xinhui Tan
Step 5: Log-in DAILY and vote DAILY


Val dear: u know ure good enough, and WE know ure good enough. so have confidence in yourself like we do k? manyloves.

wed MOS, anyone? :)

a very quiet and budget valentines this year, compared to last year. due to a very clashy schedule of celebrations, valentines from now on, will not be over-the-top anymore.

dec 25 - christmas
jan 27 - yearly anniversary
feb 14 - valentines day
mar 16 - dar's birthday
apr 21 - my birthday

check it out... 5 consecutive months of celebrations and presents. so me and dar have come to a consensus - we cut down on spendings for xmas and valentines. cos we would most probably be in another country during xmas anyways. so that would be alrdy a kind of celebration. as for valentines, its just too overrated for comfort. so our focus would be our yearly anniversary, and our birthdays. which is smth im having a headache over now. dar's bday present. argh...

so yesterday it was just a quaint dinner, nothing extravagant. and a movie - Jumper. everyone shld go catch it. its GOOOOOD. it was better than expected. i would LOVE to have jumper for a bf. friend is also good enuff. "oh, today i feel like having lunch in tokyo, and dinner in paris..." poof! ure there!! hahaa. isnt it wonderful!!! like traveling is just a snap of a finger!!! goodness... i wanna be a jumper too... JUMP JUMP JUMP!! jump myself into a bank and help myself to endless cash.

im just daydreaming. haha.

its the time of the year when flowers add an extra special meaning, prices of teddy bears rocket sky high, dinners are awfully expensive, female colleagues are getting floral deliveries, male colleagues are making floral deliveries, the girls are very happy, the guys are very broke...

its the time of the year you feel the extra strong scent of LOVE in the air...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY... ♥

dar, happy 2nd vday. manyloves.

after years of having the same blogskin, i needed a change.

TADAH!!! :)

im finally back at work. glad, in a way cos im finally WELL enough to be at work. but not glad in a way cos i cant sleep all i want anymore. *grins*

dar is FINALLY back, after a long long week. he was so shocked to see a 'stingray'-haired me. hahaha. he couldnt recognise me at one glance. ok i admit, i do look alot different after the haircut. i look like a small girl again. i FEEL like a small girl again. HEH.

went to watch Sweeney Todd yesterday. It wouldve been quite an interesting show if not for the fact that it was a musical. the singing really put me off at some parts. the lyrics dont make much sense, and the tunes were just awfully weird. but johnny depp still wowed me lots with his v pro acting. sometimes it was hard to believe, the very man acting as Sweeney Todd, was also capt jack sparrow. lol. wat a vast difference. after the movie, we went to gucci to find the hp strap i bought him for our 1 year anniversary. i was so pessimistic abt finding it again, cos i was quite sure i bought the very last one. however we were super lucky, cos some guy who put a reservation on the strap didnt show up, so we took it. so dar spent some v 'yuan wang' money again. sidetrack abit. gucci sales ppl at paragon are nice. the ones at taka arent. the taka sales ppl all have this v sickening stuck up face. not v gd customer service. the gucci sales ppl at paragon are so much more better. they go all out to help u get wat u need. tats y i like shopping at the paragon outlet so much more.

saw a patent red loewe hp strap at $220. very prettyyyyy...

i wanna catch Ah Long Pte Ltd soon. the trailer tickles me pink everytime i see it. "ni ji huai lor...wo ji shuai lor..." hahaha. mark lee, u very good...

im back in my comfort zone, with my dardar within arms reach.

the past 2 days was too scary for me. scary beyond imagination.

for the past 2 weeks i had on off fevers. but nothing beyond fever, so i thought it wasnt so serious. until friday night, also the night before dar leaves for msia, i was having a super bad migraine. i couldnt even move my head the slightest bit, cos it would trigger off horrible vibrations in my head. then, the fever came again. i wanted dar to bring me down to the clinic downstairs. but after some waiting, i realised i had red spots all over my arms and legs. freaked out! dar quickly called A&E and we rushed down to NUH in a cab. was crying all the way there. felt so miserable. dar was trying to cheer me up all the way there, but in his eyes i could see the worry too. once we got to NUH, i was rushed off to the fever facility to be quarantined whereas dar was redirected to register for me. then, i was cooped up in a small room with just a small window at the door. i bawled my eyes out in there. i wasnt allowed to go out and see dar, dar wasnt allowed to come in as well. it was just terrible. all i could do was just stare at the clock ticking away. i wanted to see dar so so so badly. after what seemed like years, (1 hour plus) the doc came to see me. she asked me a series of questions, checked my rashes and wanted to put me on a drip. i freaked out. i managed to get her not to put me on a drip. but she took a huge tube of blood sample. and then i had to wait again. after an hour plus she came back, saying it was negative for dengue but definitely was a viral attack. was sent home with medication and an appt to take another blood sample next week after CNY.

then went home with dar. was left with only a few hrs with him before he left for msia. all the time was wasted in the fever facility where i was quarantined. cried like a baby in his arms. felt so weak and vulnerable at that point. wished that he didnt have to go but it wasnt a choice, cos my condition wasnt completely serious. then i cant rmb how (think it was the medication), i fell asleep in his arms.

next morning, dar sent me home and went off with his family to msia. and it wasnt the end of all the nightmares. dar msged me an hour later on his brother's hp, his hp got STOLEN! fuck. cursed and swore my head off, whilst being groggy and woozy. which means ALL OUR ANNIVERSARY PICS ARE GONE!!! cos they were all in his hp. and!! THE FUCKER STOLE HIS HP TOGETHER WITH MY 1 YEAR ANNI PRESENT FOR DAR - THE GUCCI HP STRAP!!!!! i could fucking twist the fucker's neck if i saw him/her. and his N95 8GB was brand new!!! not even a month old!!! the same case as his HTC touch in genting. dar is so suay sometimes. anyway i curse the fucker to DEATH. may the hand he used to steal dar's phone ROT to no end. FUCKERRRRRR!!! tmd.

anyway so ive been nursing a crazy migraine for the past day since dar left. its sooooo bad i teared non stop. cried and cried cos the pain was so unbearable at times, even after painkillers. i miss dar so godamn much. i need him to sayang me to sleep and care for me. i need his hugs and kisses and his goofy smile. omg i need him so badly right now. and its just been a day plus. i gotta wait till 1 week later before he gets back.

sometimes i hate CNY. its the only time that we HAVE to be apart, whether we like it or not. we went thru it last year, but it wasnt such a long period of time. why did he have to go back just when i fall sick!! and esp when its such a long time. its the time i need him by my side the most, and i dont have him. and without his hp, its even harder to get hold of him.

1 week without him = 1 whole damn year.

fuck, i feel like crap now.