☆ n i k k y c h a n ☆

happy 1 year & 1 month to us!!

but not a very good start though. i woke up to a horrible nightmare of all nightmares this morning. i dreamt that my darling *choychoy touch wood* passed away. i felt like i wanna die in my dream. in fact, i felt like i was going crazy. like everything didnt make sense. like i could feel him around, i could hear his voice, feel his touch, and yet, i cant see him. sometimes i could, but most of the time, i cant. i remember crying to someone (cant rmb who) about me totally not being able to go on with life, and how being alive was totally meaningless. then i rmb wiping away my tears, and telling that someone, maybe my boyfriend will come back. maybe he didnt really die. totally incoherrant ramblings. then i woke up, almost in tears.

my colleague said that if u dream of someone dying, that person will hav a long life. i do certainly hope so. my god. its the scariest dreams in my life. i hate nightmares. they make the rest of my day less joyful.

on a lighter note, im actually looking for something. something so difficult to find im almost about to give up already. im looking for a miniature DIY set that i can fix and put together myself. its similar to the one featured in 恶作剧之吻. its the birthday present that 湘琴 makes for 直树.

the picture isnt too clear but try to make do lah. i dont want the kind that u have to buy the big empty dollhouse and then slowly buy bits and pieces to put in. those kind, i can find. i want the kind where u buy a set consisting of all the different pieces to make up the bakery shop/living room/flower garden/whatever it is u want, all pre-packed into one fat box to make up the 'scene'. if u know wat im talking about, and u know where i can find smthing like that, do drop me a msg, and u will be totally loved by me. haha!

heard STAGE is coming to town. i duno whether to be happy or not. happy cos i can get the stuff so much easier. no need to fly to taiwan. not happy cos every tom dick and harry will be wearing STAGE, which kinda makes it not so exclusive anymore, in a way. in fact, at first me and dar actually had this thought of buying over a franchise to open in sg. now, it seems like our so-called 'plan' is going down the dumps. sian half. oh well! talk is cheap. i shld have put words into action sooner. not like it was gonna be easy but.... *pouts* nvm.