a pretty bad night ytd aint it?
all i wanted was for myself to enjoy the company of you and my friends on her birthday. but over miscommunication on both our parts, we had to deal with voices being raised, tears and heartaches. its really breaks my heart when we quarrel cos during those times, i feel like all the love in the world is gone, and ure just so cold. like im ur enemy of some sort. every word that comes from u is cold and piercing and so utterly hurting. every look i see on your face makes me wonder what happened to all the love i felt.
but once we kiss and make up, u will always go back to being the same loving self u were.
and then there's hugs and kisses, and words that warm me up inside. u wipe the tears off my face and then u get all cheeky just to make me smile again. you bring me for walks around places that u know for sure, will bring more smiles to my face. tight hugs, sayangs, and promises that u will nver ever leave me. and occasional comments on how ke ai i can be.
i just wish that quarrels were never a part of the journey. but its kinda impossible, cos they r also part of the reason that keeps the journey going. cos after every session, i realise how much more i love you and how much more i want you in my life. and also, how much more u love me and want me in your life. u are right, we cant live without each other.
now, im about 24 hours from seeing you again as ure far away in the middle of the sea fishing with ur buddies. it just gets me so worried inside when i start thinking about the stuff that may happen to u out there. then again, im just being overly paranoid. im just hoping that time will pass quickly and that u will be safely in my arms again.
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