ive got a confession to make.
i have a sudden urge to get married.
yes u didnt read wrongly. i have the sudden urge to just get hitched. damn its like this sudden marriage craziness. py darling is tying the knot in less than a week. then there's my ex colleague from ipsa next month. and then there r random people arnd me tying the knot too. and then every other show/movie i watch, and every other blog i read, suddenly talks about weddings after weddings. and i start walking past bridal studios and wish i was in there trying out the gowns with darling. this is craziness. *slaps self*
yes i know, very fast. me and darling are together for less than half a year and im alrdy having marriage cravings. i guess this is what happens when u are with the right guy. shit wats wrong with me?!?!?! *slaps self once more*
ok its just a craving. i know i wont, cos logically its just all wrong. we're not even 1 year into a relationship. im not even stable on my career. and then there's really the money issue. i dont want a crappy wedding. i want a fairytale wedding. i want EVERYTHING to be perfect and dreamlike. and getting hitched now wont get me that. i will only get a substandard wedding. i dont want!! *slaps self again*
i havent been like this before. i used to have commitment-phobia. i used to promise myself tat i wont get married anytime before 27. and then now, every once in a while, i'll just give myself a discount. and right now my ideal age to get married is 25. thats 3 years away. oh wait, maybe 24 is good too. 24 is a nice number. its an even number. i like even numbers. 24 is 2 years away. another even number. *pause* oh noooooo!!!! *slaps self repeatedly*
wat in the world did the boyfriend do to me.
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