16 December 2004

sobs...i gonna miss my first official recording..damn it....saturday's the recording for impressario 2004's theme song...and where am i?! in IPOH?!?! bobian..my aunts wedding leh...canot dun go....haix... *v big sigh* now i realie wish i could split myself in half...sheesh.....my FIRST EVER RECORDING and i'm not there...wells...its not MY recording actually...a group song...but still!! gonna miss out so much on the experience already!!!!! *another big sigh*

so damn upsetting.....

another 9 more days to xmas....so depressing...xmas is getting so damn depressing lah!!! lonely lonely xmas....... xmas only makes me feel lonelier than usual......

hmmm.....although i dun think there are much guys out there reading my blog but i juz wanna ask anyway.... is it that easy for u guys to tell a girl "i like u" ?! i mean.... dont u have to b super duper sure before saying it to someone? i'm beginning to lose trust in those 3 words....its been told so easily to me so many times that...i think the meaning has been lost somewhere back there.....am i making sense here?! hmmm....getting so tired...so so tired.....

merry xmas to myself.

thats so freaking sad.

*sighs*

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