something laoshi said today totally made me wake up....and i suppose its really time for me to wake up n stop living in my dreamland already...time to look myself in the face n say "its over!! nikky!! wake up!!" we were talking abt some stuff in class today and we suddenly came to the topic of relationships...etc etc...den laoshi said "we shouldnt cling on to our memories...if we keep clinging on to them...its like dragging buckets of water with u....they will just keep dragging u down....try to let go of everything....." hmmm..makes u think isnt it? let go of everything and life would b much easier....i think i should be doing that...and i will....i will wake up tmr n tell myself..its over...its all over and i will move on..........i shall channel all my feelings to my singing....i really feel so darn motivated after watching tat whole show abt how FIR made it to today...i wanna be lyk Faye..i wanna be able to sing my heart out to a crowd of ppl..be it 38 to 380....but first things first...gotta work on my vocals....faye waited 4 years for tat day..i mite hav to wait 4ever.....but i will......*cross my fingers* im needing all the luck i can get.....i wanna fufil my dreams....n den cry on the stage before a crowd of 3800 watching a video of the journey i took to reach there...........*smile* people..wish me luck!! =)
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