27 September 2004

just listened to Toro's wang le ai....so nice....so emo...a song tat would make me cry....*sighs* emo emo emo.....tonite is emo nite....

thought of the nite: how i feel is sometimes determined by others.

a month plus back after i broke up with an idiot...i couldnt feel happier being single....i told all my friends n rejoiced....."i am single!! woohoo!!" i could even list all the good stuff abt being single to my friends..no need to report to anyone..i can do watever i want at clubs and not feel guilty abt it...etc etc...and yet...after another person comes into my life and leaves jus as quickly..everything turns a 360 degrees....being single sux...i dun wanna b single.....i wan to go back to where i was...i hav that feeling tat i hav someone to report to...someone to care about wat i do everyday....jus someone to turn to when i'm feeling down in the dumps....weird hur....somehow....it was all better BEFORE he came into my life....he came..messed it up...and left.....i remember tis line from a song..."mei ren neng ba shui de xing fu mo shou"..no one can confiscate another's happiness....i tink he just did.......

"you de ren shuo bu qing na li hao..dan jiu shi..shui dou ti dai bu liao..." - ZHANG SHAO HAN's Yi Shi De Mei Hao

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