☆ n i k k y c h a n ☆

Dont know if its the hormones, but my life just got magnified before my eyes, 10000X larger. And its not a pretty sight. Im officially unhappy. Everyone out there looks at me and thinks I have a great life. Well newsflash people, try to dig a lil deeper. I try to ignore it and just live my life the way I want to, but it seems that no matter which direction I choose, there will always be someone/something to stand in my way. Im an emotional wreck right now. But Im also alone. Double the intensity. Nobody really cares about what I want. They usually care about what they want, or what they think I should want. But not what I want. I could unleash the crazy bitch inside of me and just go haywire, that way people may take me a little more seriously. But then again, who gives a shit about the crazy bitch. I would probably just self destruct in no time if I did that. Nobody likes to deal with crazy bitches, emotional wrecks and crying whiners. Everything needs to be sunshine. And I am supposedly all sunshine. Well guess what, the dark clouds came to town. And the weather forecast for the next couple of days to a week is dark clouds and thunderstorms. No sunshine whatsoever. Bite me.

Grabbed this from Jfai.