i had the laziest weekend last week. lazed all day at home with dar, watching our heroes season 1. dar is absolutely hooked on it, he dont even need to sleep. LOL.

im totally not in the mood for work. today is monday. its my first and last full day at work for this year. tmr is just half day, and im off to do my eyelash extensions, to be all pretty for taiwan. *grins* flying off on friday early in the morning. prolly will not get any sleep the night before. so many days in taiwan!! to make up for all the other times i was supposed to go but didnt. hehe.

my fav season in (one of) my fav countries with my fav person!!!!
how absolutely lovely.

my first priority when i get to taiwan. go get my nails done at jolin's nails place - Oops!J. and get my hair doen at the supposedly HOTHOTHOT hair salon - H Park. heard that they done like so many artiste's hair. wanna get a brand new look. sick of my poodle-like curls. then its shopping shopping and more shopping!!!!! *muarhahaha*

oh no, im getting high just by TYPING this post. cant wait!!!

countdown 1 more week to holiday in TAIWAN!!!!!

so exciting......

to the best dardar in the whole wide world:
thanks for anything and everything you've done for me/us.
im truly blessed to have you in my life.
looking forward to the next few months full of celebration,
xmas, 1 yr anni, vday, yr bday, MY bday, all in four months.
and loving you more with each passing day.
much kisses and hugs...
love, yours truly (literally)

i wish this weekend was all a dream.

some horrible nightmare i can just wake up from.

and when i open my eyes, elvie is still there. still popping his cute little head out of his sleeping box and staring at us, eager for us to carry him out and let him stretch his little legs. i'll never forget how he would run after me, sticking close to my legs and following my every step. neither would i forget how he snuggles in my arms and fall asleep with his head resting on my hand. nor the way he chews on my fingers, just to relieve his teething itchiness.

elvie, one week with you is just not enough. but it was enough to let me love you, care for you. enough to let me feel the grief of losing my baby. enough to let me have sleepless nights. enough to make me lose my appetite. you were my joy, really.

why me? or rather, why you? were you not meant to stay by my side? my very first little puppy to call my own, and i have just 1 week with you. its not fair.

wherever you are, pls know, your daddy and mummy loves you with all our heart.

the angels will take our place, to care for you and love you the way we will.