i wish this weekend was all a dream.
some horrible nightmare i can just wake up from.
and when i open my eyes, elvie is still there. still popping his cute little head out of his sleeping box and staring at us, eager for us to carry him out and let him stretch his little legs. i'll never forget how he would run after me, sticking close to my legs and following my every step. neither would i forget how he snuggles in my arms and fall asleep with his head resting on my hand. nor the way he chews on my fingers, just to relieve his teething itchiness.
elvie, one week with you is just not enough. but it was enough to let me love you, care for you. enough to let me feel the grief of losing my baby. enough to let me have sleepless nights. enough to make me lose my appetite. you were my joy, really.
why me? or rather, why you? were you not meant to stay by my side? my very first little puppy to call my own, and i have just 1 week with you. its not fair.
wherever you are, pls know, your daddy and mummy loves you with all our heart.
the angels will take our place, to care for you and love you the way we will.
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