is it me? or is it you.
why do i always find myself in a situation whereby i am always one in the wrong. i cant be late even if i have a gd reason. but u can. (without having a gd reason) i cant let u wait, but u can make me wait. and i fucking hate that computer of yours. pls excuse the language but its killing me that i cant smash it to pieces and shards. i hate that the damn computer is taking up MY time with you. even if its for a while. i hate the fact that u are willing to piss me off just for 10 more mins of gaming. i hate way u become when ure gaming. the way you just cant be bothered to talk to me. the way u curse and swear whenever your character dies. and i hate the way you just keep telling me ur finishing soon, but soon never comes. however, im thankful that ive trained my ears to detect the sense of irritation and reluctance to talk, therefore, i always choose to just quietly put down the phone and swallow all my grievences. but i dont know how much more of this i can swallow, before i explode into a rage one day, and smash your computer into pieces. everynight i dream of 100 different ways to kill your computer. ranges from drowning it in the kallang river, to dumping it off the top of uob plaza, to tearing it apart piece by piece, till all ure left with is a couple of pieces from the keyboard and maybe the mouse clickers. or would you like to keep the cpu casing instead?
im way beyond arguing with you over this issue till i just mope over my defeats (occasionally) and lament about your devotion to the bloody game which i so condemn already. ive tried reasoning, ive tried screaming and crying, ive tried wailing and whining, and ive even tried understanding, forcing myself to like the game. sorry, cant be done.
im just hoping 1 year plus on, when we sign half our lives away to each other, i wont be signing a quarter of mine to a godamn gamer. everyone grows out of their bad habits. i grew out of mine for u. i certainly hope u can grow out of yours for me. cos this bad habit of yours is just as immature as my bad habit.
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