PICTURES GALORE!!!!

forewarning: alot of self indulgence ahead. not for light-hearted.

( notice my new hairstyle >.< )

K LUNCH WITH AIDI & VAL

me look like ghost.
STILL look like ghost.

GRAND OPENING OF THE CANNERY @ FASHION BAR

group pic!
diana darling is sooo red!
when i was trying to take a nice pic, diana darling decides to poke her finger in.

NITE OUT @ ATTICA

i love my earring!

OTHER RANDOM PICSif im not wrong, taken in the wee hours of the morning at clarke quay.
and another one taken in the wee hours of the morning at ps mac.

NOTICE MY FREAKING EYE BAGS!!!! ok im done with self indulgence. pre xmas steamboat at ahwi's place tmr afterwhich will be a night of drinking!! oh yess!!! looking forward!!!

up till the very last min, i'd still cling on to that glimmer of hope that u will call or text to say "i'll be there." (idiotic selfish thoughts)

words of wisdom from val dear:
"nikky, statistics are sad"
"they are numbers of jaded-ness"
"why on earth do u want someone u care for to become a number in ur life?"

babe, i'll let u know when the day comes, cos im clueless at the moment. to some, numbers dont mean anything, the more the merrier in fact. to me, i hate to keep count. cos the bigger the number gets, the more times u'll feel like a failure.

i cant help but feel selfish at moments. yes, everyone is selfish. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US. being the selfish us, we'd hope everything would go our way, even if it means someone else has to be the sacrificial lamb. "if its not the other person, it'd be me. and i wouldnt like that. so i'd rather it be the other person." how many times has this thought crossed ur minds. honestly, it has crossed mine before. a couple of times in fact. selfish beings are we.

*overwhelmed with dissapointment.

TAIPEI has been postponed till next year. *curses* im doomed never to step foot in the lands of taipei ever. grrrr. lets hope plans for next year goes smoothly. if not i'll freaking book some private jet or helicopter n fly myself over. DONT CARE!! got too many pple awaiting my arrival at taipei. not good to keep em waiting. *grins*

getting a part-time until i find a suitable full time perm job. if not im just gonna start eating grass alrdy. oh in fact, i already am. *huffs*


ALL I WANT FOR XMAS IS......
honestly, wat do i want for xmas? *ponders*


if im on track, and everything goes smoothly, im heading to TAIPEI between 26th dec - 2 jan!!!!! *rejoices* omfg, been dying to go there since forever!!!!

TAIPEI HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!
*throws confetti in the air*

mundane day it is. wake up, slack, buy dinner, slack, watch tv, slack.

its high time i really started job searching. initially was pending some stuff at sonybmg. lets not talk about it. pisses me off. sent a couple of resumes out, pending news.

fark i cant emphasize how much i hate staying here. seriously. i cant even do some messing up in the kitchen for heavens sake!!! ok by messing up i mean just experimenting around. not exactly HUUUUGE messup. and for $350 a month, this isnt very worth it. i can always go scout for better places with a better rental price tag. damn. after i find myself a job, im just gonna go out there on my own. id bet there are plenty of nicer places to live in. for eg. my darling zhu's house!! *grins* haha mawr? on a serious note. zhu's bro's room is empty and he did mention that i could move in if i wanted to. BUT!! its at simei. darn. no offence to easterners but i just DONT WANNA STAY IN THE EAST!!! gosh!!! that side of the island is alien to me!!! i wont know my way arnd, n definitely wont know bus routes AT ALL. west, north, south i can navigate my way. but EAST?! im a lost bunny there.

my throat is waaaaay fcuked. its just PAIN and AGONY. ive been drinking water so much, im running to the toilet all the time. its just so irritating. sometimes it doesnt hurt as much, but other times it just irritates me SOOO much.

im in serious need of a holiday. like scout off to some country n spend a couple of days there. I FREAKING NEED IT. cant stand all the stress in this country. cant stand all the stress thats surrounding me. yes 85% of it comes from my PARENTS. cant leave me alone for crying out loud. nag nag nag nag nag. *strangles a random person* ARGHHH!!!! i absolutely CANNOT stand it when they presume im doing nothing with my life than just wasting time in singapore. I EMPHASIZE - PRESUME!!!!! when im farking awake till 6am doing essay research and writing, DO THEY KNOW!? NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! they PRESUME im out supper-ing. they PRESUME im clubbing. they PRESUME im online chatting my ass off. they just PRESUME watever they see me doing for the couple of hours they are here, is the stuff i do every single hour of every single day. WAT BULLSHITE. i seriously dont need this from them. i regret like hell to this very day i didnt take a full time degree. backside itchy go take part-time. NICEEE. ahh fcuk it!!!!

its nice to rant on my lil space once in a while duncha tink? *innocent look*

oh yes, caught star awards 06 over the weekend. my gosh. i nearly fainted when i watched the red carpet. lin pei fen and mark lee actually called xiao bo laoshi "XIAO BAI LAOSHI". *distraught look* so disgraceful!!! xiao song n xiao bo laoshi r reknowned producers in taiwan. FAMOUS LIKE THEIR OYSTER MEE SUA CAN!!!! *slaps forehead* XIAO BAI. omfg. and not the mention, bringing the awards to st james power station is soooo sala can. all the artistes look so cramped up in the audience seats and not all of em have got seats to start with. and boring like hell. no performances thruout. lousy awards ceremony.

k im feelin so whiny tonite. wats up with me. *grumbles*

kudos to val's msn nick - I NEED A DRINK BADLY.
mojito, pina coloda, martini, anyone?

to jeremy: hey u did ur best!! no matter wat im sure laoshi is damn proud of u!! as well as your friends and family. at least i know i am! :)

one performance tat i absolutely adore



very niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

on a lighter note!! rmb tat pair of boots i was supposed to get? well, there has been a major cock-up. the supplier sent over the wrong colour. so i got a refund and a discount on the next pair i get. which i hav in mind alrdy!!! im getting this!!!!!

getting the darker brown one. lets hope it arrives before xmas in the CORRECT COLOUR.

recently in a craze for this band - LIFEHOUSE. omfg, the lead singer has this damn soulful husky voice. and to add to the voice, he so cutee!!! haha. im in love with jason wade!!!!

cham whoring time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!