HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACELYN !!!!

pre celebration @ acid bar

me and the birthday girl.

self indulgent.

the girls and our beloved JIE MEI!!!

feeling loved.

our trademark huggie pose.

yummylicious fries at ACID BAR.

THE BABES!

meihui, jacelyn, my fingers & peiyan's hp.

she loves me so much!!

spasticated. done for the nite.

alot of things are happening at the same time and im finding it quite hard to digest.

*give me strength

This new show i watched - E Mo Zai Shen Bian.

loosely translated - Devil Beside You.

simply love this show. one of the dramas tat i simply can say, i adore! i just couldnt stop watching!!! firstly, cos of cute male and female leads. secondly, a v nice soundtrack. thirdly, great acting! (except for a few bad apples) the last ep got me tearing like crazy. goodness. if there is such a guy in the world like Jiang Meng, pls god, let me meet him. he's the kind of mean fucked up bf that every girl will absolutely ADORE. i love this kind of huai nan ren. hehe. oh and i simply adore the way he forcefully kisses Qi Yue. I ALSO WANT!! haha. i love guys to qiang wen me. *lol*

enough of the nonsensical gushing. now down to serious stuff. REALITY GUSHING!!! another 5 hrs to seeing my darling boy!!!!!! yes, im supposed to be at the airport super early in the morning. but i cant slp!!!!! ive been missing that guy since the day he left me for brunei and i havent even HEARD HIS VOICE since tat day as well!! *plops to the floor* im so happy now i dont even feel fatigue!! hehehe!!

hmm, been tinking lately tat i shld change my dress sense a little bit. time to ditch the sneakers look. ya i wont exactly DITCH it but i shld start to dress a little more ladylike/mature as well. need to get some comfy girly pumps and less loud skirts. went shopping arnd lido today and realised theres lots of nice office lady wear there. IF i manage to get the job im hoping to get, i'll head there to stock up my OL wear. another wonderful excuse!!!!

thinking of running away to bintan for a short holiday escapade with him. hehe. but then we hav to see if his schedule allows etc. so, shall ask him later!!!!! eeeks!! time is crawling!!!! cant it go ANY faster!!! brrr cold cold weather, i wanna hide in someones coat. *smiles*

"i dont care what other pple think, what other pple see, cos i want you and only you."

- quoted frm Jiang Meng frm E Mo Zai Shen Bian

Happy 10 Months to US!!

10 months of laughter, tears, happiness, anger, sadness, quarrels, hugs, kisses, and sweetness.

and i still feel YOU are the one for me.

i miss him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
urgh its like slowly eating me up.

anyways, went shopping in the day and mummy bought me 2 tops and a new hairband. keke!! i kinda like the yang chen ling image now, the hairband look! though it makes me look younger than i alrdy am. haha. but heck lah, just try for the fun of it. then tmr gonna go facial, cut my fringe, and check out some makeover studios. hehe.

was thinking wat it be like on the day i go pick him up from the airport. i tink the night before i will not be able to sleep. den i'll go crazy the moment i see him den hug him till he gasps for air. hahahahaha!!!!

just watched the rerun of guessguessguess. the ep on girls with the wa wa voice. wahaha. pls lor where got pple with voice like girl no.3!!!! my gawd can diee. and girl no.1 is shorter than me!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! erhm.. ok evil. hehe.

thinking of a place to go holiday during sept. where got gd weather and nice attractions?

- hongkong?
- australlia gold coast?

hmmmmm. ideas anyone???

ive been waiting for a call from The Regent hotel. sent them a resume recently to apply for the position of customer service officer. hmmm, its been a long wait and im kinda getting worried. hoping to get the job cos i kinda like it. *cross my fingers* plsplspls, call me!!!

sigh, still another 12 more days before he comes back from brunei. its such a long time!!!! time reali passes so damn slowly without him around. havent even been talking to him on the phone cos the roaming charges are damn expensive. and i only get like 2 - 3 msges a day from him. urgh i miss him!!!!!

im bored of my hair again. feel like cutting it a different style but it jus isnt long enuff yet. grrrr. my hair's taking so long to grow. *tugs at hair* grow faster lehhhh!!!!!

i need a holiday soon. with him. waiting and waiting for september to come after he commisions then we can go for another holiday! hehehe.

feeling a little irritable these few days. wonder why.

the end of a chase to my dream. now i have lots more time on hand. and lots more "freedom". but i still feel the prick of it. after all, i did chase it ever since a long time ago. well, all im hoping now is that this door kinda closed for me, another door will open somewhere else. i still love to sing and always will.

baby will be heading to brunei for 16 days. tmr nite he flies off. sigh. its gonna be a heck of a long 16 days. but wat else can i do but wait. hmms. sometimes i reali wonder, wat is it abt him that i love so much. and yet the more i tink, the more i cant get an answer. i just love him. smtimes he does the silliest things and i love him still. no reason. i just do. times flies and its gonna be a year in abt 2 months. i never expected myself to be this committed and yet i am. was walking arnd n slacking at the place opp PS. the place i entrusted myself in his care. its under construction. damn. but i so miss the times tat we were "dating". the feeling was just totally indescribable. i liked him. i wanted to be with him. and yet, i was so afraid that i was gonna kick myself in the butt and put myself thru a whole lot of shit again. but i still went with my heart. and im glad i did. cos i know for a fact, he loves me as well.

feeling kinda emo these days. like not those sad wanna cry emo. but just emo. whenever im alone and everythings quiet, i just relive the past all over again in my head. kinda makes me appreciate stuff a little more. hehs. i miss my sec sch days. i miss my jb days. i miss my poly days. i miss my adp days. i just wish that somehow, i can go back and go thru everything again. refresh my memory a bit more before i start to forget.

8th may comes so quickly. and 24th may seems so far. sigh.

haha lazy me. was intending to put up a post to "exhibit" all my bday presents but i was too lazy. hehehe. so i shall do that another day when im too bored.

spent lots of time with baby over the long weekend. and will be this weekend as well. all to make up for my next few weeks. sigh. 8th may to 24th may are going to be pure torture for me. baby will be in brunei. *pouts* will have to find some other stuff to take up my spare time. sigh. although we spent alot of time together, we also happened to spend alot of money. wahlau. over the long weekend we spent at least 500 bucks!! eat happening place, watch movie like siao, buy things like no nid money. the progress package him feel as if he damn rich so he started spending without thinking. *slaps forehead* and my words just fell on deaf ears.

oh yes, everyone, (who is over 21) pls head to the cinemas and catch HOSTEL. haha. its reali damn freaking gory. like bloody splashing everywhere and pieces of flesh here and there. no kidding!! im a person who can take gore, and at times i had to hide my eyes. tats how bad it was. the lady sitting next to me rushed out of the theatre halfway and her bf had to chase after her. haha. tat was how bad it was. but its a hell of an experience. so go catch it. happening i tell u. haha.

k gotta head to sleep. hehe. SWEETDREAMS!