mygod im in love with my new jay chou collection - November's Chopin.
anyone tries to touch it i will chop off their hands. EVERY song is just pure MAGIC to my ears. ye qu has already melted me. now theres songs like fa ru xue, hei se mao yi, and shan hu hai. *meltsmeltsmelts*
tonite is a darn blue nite. couldnt stop crying at ktv jus now. don wanna talk abt wat happened but now i think i hav more or less made known my feelings to him. how much it has hurt me n how much i think he has changed, for the worse. how i feel that he is putting friends n everyone else in front of me. finally tonite i hear something that really an wei me.
he is serious abt this relationship.
he loves me alot.
he is willing to change for me.
he is very sorry.
i cant explain how much these words put me at ease.
dearest, wo ye shi hen ai ni. i dun wanna lose you. as much as i dun wanna lose u, theres so much tat i can take. i couldnt stop crying at the fact i had to end it when i loved u still. you hav given me another reason to hold on to this relationship but pls dun let me find another reason to leave you. i almost did tonite.
November'sChopin.
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