a new song on my blog... FINALLY! as a fren of kelly poon's i shall just use this song of hers tat i absolutely love. haha. a very nice n touching song that she delivered beautifully on the last day of the superstar competition.
i love the lyrics.
kelly's flying high now. YAY!!! gong xi ni la kelly. i remember u telling me before on the train to town that your dream was to perform at the indoor stadium. u made it.
ok maybe i abit lag with this congrats msg but somehow it just tallys with the song i attached to my blog mah. haha. dun care.
anyway, this weekend was real rough. not gonna mention wat happened but it just made me feel once again, oh so stupid. but sometimes its my stupidity that keeps me sane? i duno. i have this strange strange feeling now.
after i lost trust in this person, how much time do i need to build it up again? i thought i needed tons n tons of time to build it up. i was so wrong.
its just so difficult to stay angry with him. its so difficult to give him the cold shoulder. basically, i love him too much. the fact that i said "i cant believe at one point of time i shared my bf with that biatch" rather den "i cant believe at one point of time i shared this jerk with that girl" tells alot. according to a girlfriend - it says alot that i blame the girl more den i blame him. ya i do. even though she may not hav known that he was attached. i still blame her. and im not afraid to say, i hate her guts.
although i dun realie hav the right to say that cos i have once been in a situation like that n was in her shoes, i still HATE HER GUTS!
u know, if i ever see her, i would most probably threaten the shit outta her n tell her to stay away frm my boy. STAY FAR FAR AWAY.
enough of venting of anger. time to head to bed now.
baby, i love you, still.
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