i just saw the mtv for tao zhe's ai wo hai shi ta today.
gosh. the EMOTIONS tat i felt. undescribable.
guess i can go be the mtv female lead hor. hmms. my reaction was exactly the same as the girl lah. the trashing n crying. so impossibly nutcase. after watching the mtv today i realised, i still hav my reservations. i still hav my doubts. but there's reali so much tat i can do. friends keep telling to me leave him, and that he isnt worth giving a chance to. ppl, it isnt that simple. its not like i tell myself "im gonna leave this guy" n poof! im over him. i hav feelings oks.
quoted frm a v gd fren:
"hw can he do tt to someone who loves him so much?"
i have no freaking idea. and i will try n find out after his field camp. tats a promise to myself.
i just dont understand. is it THAT difficult to just say "i love you too" ?? u used to tell me that all the time last time, and now, u can tell me "say too many times it doesnt seem that zhen gui anymore." sighs. i duno leh. i realie dun understand wat in the world is going on in that brain of urs. really feel v confused lately. i have heard so much advice frm so many pple its just making me EVEN MORE confused.
im so tired of thinking.
so tired of waiting.
so tired of giving my everything for nothing.
but tired as i may be, i am not giving up on this relationship.
why? the reason is simple:
i love him.
thats all i need to know.
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