im so sick and tired of everything.
i guess its really time to give up on this so called relationship. no point for me trying so hard to salvage this while he doesnt seem to give a damn.
why do i have to hold on so tight when on the other end of the rope he is just loosening one minute and pulling the next. i have completely lost balance and i see no point in trying to keep the rope straight. so just let me end my own misery and throw myself into another misery altogether.
i've never known how it feels to break up with someone i still love. but now i do. i dont know wat his reaction will be. i dont know wat he will say. i dont even know if he still harbours any feelings for me. and i want to know. even if it means that we still gotta part. i want to know.
typing this entry is basically bringing tears to my eyes. it seriously hurts like crazy. okok, STUPID ME AGAIN. yes yes, jumping into another relationship that will just go down the drain.
wat can i say. i never learn. n i guess i never will.
the irony of it: and i thought we could last at least 6months.
guess i was over ambitious huh.
goodbye, my love.
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