today is the boringest day i have ever spent. ALONE.
i miss my bb dear. i duno why but his breaktimes seem to be getting shorter n shorter. and today he tells me his permanant off day (wed) mite be occupied this week. cos of new stock coming in so he gotta be back at work. DAMNIT. im seeing less n less of him. URGH!!!
oks i know. i should really stop all these mushiness. but im feeling mushy today. cos i miss the silly boy to bits. i wanted to kidnap him home today. im selfish. i want him ALL TO MYSELF.
really feel like making this sticker that says "property of nikky - HANDS OFF!" n paste it on my bb dear. HE IS MINE!!! grrrrrrrrrrr. i wanna kidnap him homeeeeeeeeee.
hmmmms. yet, i always feel that he is holding back quite abit from me. there's always this barrier that keeps me from entering his world. maybe its the past and he doesnt want me probing. but i cant help but wonder, im your girl - so why is it so difficult to just talk to me?
sighs.
i miss my boy.
i miss my boy.
i miss my boy.
i miss my boy.
i miss my boy.
i miss my boy.
i miss my boy.
i want him to myself 24/7, pls? *blinks*
No comments:
Post a Comment