25 January 2005

Heard the saddest news in my entire life on monday.

Good bye my dearest girl. I finally realised that no matter how much i cry, you wont come back.
i'm hoping that our tears will wash away all your unhappiness.

A letter to Vicki:
My dearest girl, you decided to end your tough journey and give up. Maybe you feel that it is getting too tiring for you and it is just too difficult to go on walking. So im wishing so hard that you are now with your father and you are in his arms being his little loved baby daughter. For the past day i have been thinking, maybe i havent been really there when i was supposed to, maybe i should have cared somemore, maybe, i could have done something to prevent it. i miss your smile, i miss your voice, i miss your "ni jing tian hen piao liang eh!", i miss the way u laugh, i miss the way you look blur. i miss you.

in my heart, Vicki, u are the prettiest girl in the world. i swear.

you will always always always be missed by us.

somehow after this incident everything else seems unimportant.

Napfa. Tat was the last day i saw you and your smile. i just wish i hugged you more that day.

Vicki Vicki Vicki, i would give EVERYTHING to see your smile again.

i love you girl.

Dedicated to the Prettiest Girl in the World - Vicki Lin.


Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you.
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you.


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