it was breakdown day for me. *sighs* wat can i say...i super stressed out until i don't even feel like talking about it...cos jus talking abt it can make it even more stressful....sat in front of the sony online editing machine n cried...jus cried my eyes out...hoping it could make me feel better...but it didnt. i am stressed like crap....if i could...i would just dump everything n run away to some island for a couple of months...den come back n pick up from there....but i cant......im hoping this next week will fly past and den i can hibernate and rest....like sleep for 24 hours straight....no one can imagine the kinda freaking stress im going thru now....and its not helping when my mum keeps interogatting me..its super irritating...i hate being asked idiotic questions....i hate being accused for things i didn't do....i hate it when she lies thru her teeth and thinks im some 3 year old kid who's gonna believe her....seriously.....cant my parents jus learn for a fact im a freaking 19 going on 20 year old...im not kid anymore..i can freaking take care of myself.....and i freaking hate for a fact tat they r going thru my "stuff" and still act like they aren't!! sheeesh...im in a state of near explosion......after a long stressful and tiring day at sch....i dun wanna come home to be nagged at......CAN'T I FREAKING HAVE SOME PEACE IN MY OWN FREAKING HOME!!!
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