great..now i gotta type everything..comp hanged while i was halfway thru my LONG post...sheesh...as i was saying before my idiotic comp died on me....i finally learnt wat is really SINGING today...fang fang lao shi taught me the proper way of singing...so now when i try to hit the high notes..my throat doesnt feel so strained...last time..wah super strain my throat sia..until it hurts...so ya...i really really hope that my singing will improve...cos tats the only thing i wanna giv my attention to....i shall shift ALL my attention to my singing...practise n practise n practise!!! i wanna fufil my dreams...cos this is the only fufilable one now.......the other dream...is becoming a too far away....today...no msges....no phonecalls....nothing...he hasnt been coming online these few nites as well..i seriously wonder wats he doing...4 days of shortlived happiness....pls dun let me taste that heavenly happiness for 4 days and then take it away from me....jus like that....i'd rather u not let me know how great it feels....at least it wont hurt tat much....*sighs* im kinda tearing now...radio is playing All-4-One's I Swear....so emo.....its making me all sad....*sighs* is there already another girl? another girl whom he calls sweetie...another girl whom he treats jus as sweetly...another girl whom he chooses extremely sweet popcorn for...another girl whom he sends home...another girl whose hair he brushes from her eyes....another girl whose hand he's holding...another girl who can lie on his shoulders....another girl he hugs tightly on the bus...another girl he msges constantly...another girl that he thinks abt every nite before he goes to slp...another girl that he enjoys talking to every sec of the nite from 12am to 4am plus...another girl he gives his promises to.....*sigh* i want to be that girl...again...... *wipes tear*
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