04 March 2004

*sighs* i really missed him alot last nite...all the pushing from the pple arnd us got me thinking back about what happened on xmas eve last yr...i had someone to "protect" me frm all the pushing...and....last nite i had to face it myself...a bits saddening...somemore bryan had to RUB IT IN?! dance halfway can ask me "nikky..do u miss alex??" ... DOHS...and seriously...i did.....

i kept wondering why bryan and bertram was there and he wasnt....maybe i was thinking too much...but...aiya..i just missed him okays......

i admit it...i missed him....ALOT....... *sighs*

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