caught the wedding game (大喜事) over the chinese new year long weekend.


it had me laughing quite a bit actually. dont know if it'll tickle everyone else out there as it did me, but i really enjoyed it. especially the one part where chris had all of fann's stuffed toys hung up like some butcher parlour, while he sat at the couch watching WWF, stroking the decapitated head of a stuffed lion. i totally couldnt stop laughing during that scene! and the gorgeous wedding gowns featured in the movie was absolutely dreamy and drool-worthy. all taken into research for my future big day. hehe!

chinese new year weekend was spent very low-profile. went nowhere except shuttle in between bt gombak and choa chu kang. very shiok to actually rot at home for the past few days. though some drama did piss me off at some point.

oh yes, and dinner with the girls to celebrate ah wi's birthday happened on sat night too. fun! pictures all at sam's wordpress. hee. lazy.

long awaited *knudge celestina* lunar tonight. now i really need to think about what to wear. siannn...

its usually a drag to wake up on a saturday morning for work. but today's saturday was a tad different.

i dragged myself out of bed as usual. went to bathe and get ready for work. after getting dressed, i woke you up to go hang the clothes we put in the washing machine the night before. and early in the morning, there we were hanging out the mountain of clothes we let pile up. it was sweet. in between you asked "will you be late for work?" i didnt want to leave you to do the work alone, and so i didnt care. not much words exchanged. but when we were done, you gave me a hug. made me feel all warm and fuzzy.

then i went back to blowdry my hair. before i could reach for the dryer, you picked it up, turned it on and proceeded to blowdry my hair for me. silly you didnt really know how to do it properly. bet you never did blowdry someone else's hair before. hehe. so i took over and did it myself. you then went back into the room. thinking you were going back to sleep, i just continued with what i was doing. the next thing i know, you were holding my bag and putting all my neccesities in. everything. all that i need and more. you even remembered to put in my digicam just cos later we are going for my final fitting.

then you sent me all the way to my door. we hugged and kissed goodbye. and i said "every morning im the one who sends you to the door. today you're the one sending me." :)

something very simple in the morning. may not mean anything to most of you out there. but to me, it meant the world.

who am i kidding? i'll never get enough of you :)

ive been so busy i hardly have time to sit down properly and blog. its quite mad.

on a lighter note, looking forward to lunar in a week!

i need to catch some shut-eye. bye!

as much as i want to forget everything that happened last night, the words you said have been engraved deeply in my memory.

完美，不再完美.

你说，当时，你是一时的气话.

但对我而言，气话往往是你埋藏在心中最真实的话.
只因你一时的‘气’才有勇气说出来的话.

难道，我真如你所说的？ 真的那么失败吗？ 真得的那么没出息吗？

脑海里不断重播昨晚的每一字，每一句. 你一句句的说，我一次次的痛. 一次次的觉得我所相信的从来没存在过. 让我一切的美好回忆，被删除，被取代.

然后重播我当时的心酸，当时的想不开，当时的想离开，当时的想从此在你生命与视线里彻底的消失. 然后又狂哭，舍不得，离不开.

看着你不顾一切的熟睡，心痛加倍. 因为以前的你根本不是这样的.

不久以前，你会因我的流泪而流泪， 因我的失眠而失眠.

好不容易，放下自己无聊的尊严，紧紧的抱着你熟睡的背影.

只想告诉你，我只是害怕而以. 无论我外表有多么的坚强，我还是无法控制的害怕. 我还是一个女孩. 只需要你抱着我，说你永远保护我，让我知道你永远是我专署的护身符. 当我一个人在我恐惧的黑暗里害怕，你会放下一切，冲过来安抚我. 只不过这样而已.

我只要你告诉我，你会一直这样的爱着我.

已经差不多30小时无睡眠. 感觉真的很累，很累. 眼泪，怎么还是流不完？

ma maison @ the central

going out!
finally can dress down on a sat cos i dont need to be at the office.
finally went to try the place out after so long.
waiting for our seat.


lurrrrve the interior of ma maison - old english cottage style.


vintage tablecloths.
our root beer float.
fried cheese fritters.
heavenly stuff~
yummy clam chowder.
doteni hamburger steak. super yummy!
my omu rice with beef stranagov.
look at the glistening egg on the rice. *slurps*
a key to "check out" after eating.
very vintage once again.
full, and satisfied :)

my lovely surprise from him

kinda overdue, but better late than never! :)

251208 Christmas Day
Pan Pacific

was specially instructed by dar to meet him directly at pan pac that day. was kinda lamenting the fact i had to travel there all by myself. bleah!

he picked me up from the marina square. i almost got lost walking to pan pac from cityhall. *rolls eyes* anyway, he was wearing the biggest grin on his face. i knew something was up already by then. just didnt know what.

i was led up to room 1916. very nice room number! he suddenly covered my eyes from behind with his hands. i instantly went into autopilot mode and nearly elbowed him in the tummy! HELLO, squashed my pretty lashes with his hands lohhhhh. *LOL* he had to make do with me shutting my eyes while he led me into the room. didnt really trust me but he had no choice. hee!

we entered the room, and i smelt.... RUBBER. (eew)

he asked me "do you smell that?"
i said "yah, funny smell."
i didnt get to see the look on his face after i said that.

he positioned me somewhere in front of the bed. finally i was allowed to open my eyes. then, i dont know why, i suddenly chickened. i was afraid of seeing what was before me. not sure why. but to sum up the ten thousand thoughts going through my head, i was afraid i would let loose the tear ducts.

i opened my eyes to nothing i imagined. i took a few seconds to take everything in. amidst the shock, i still acted as per my usual self and all i could say was "orh." i was speechless.

i opened my eyes to this.






tons of balloons! hence the rubber smell.
apparently this was what i was supposed to smell - the rose petals. =.=


a great view from our balcony.
he knelt down and presented me with this.
even said the words "will you marry me?" *melts*
overflowing with saga seeds... hidden inside was...
i had to say yes...

after that i took my own sweet time to admire his efforts, and take in everything in detail. indeed, it was lots of sweat and blood put into this lovely surprise for me.

my very own solitaire from him!
specially done up in purple and red rose petals, just cos i love purple!


a clearer look of the wordings. so prettyyyy!
and then i realised, every single one of those 100 balloons had words specially printed on them. "MARRY ME NIKKY" *sighs*
loves.



a found a particular rose that looked weird. haha!
closer look at his bottleful of sweat and blood. literally.
so cute!


secret recipe by my boy. 我是幸福的.
overflowing with saga seeds he painfully picked in the hot sun.
i agree.


spent the rest of the afternoon lazing around and giving him lotsa TLC, hugs and kisses. he was so tired from making all the arrangements since early in the morning! watched 'Yes Man' at GV marina square later on. my darling was so tired he actually fell asleep in the cinema. hehe.

bought dinner back to the hotel and watched HBO all night.





and it was time to clear the lovely petals. if not where to sleep!
we had fun rolling around in sweet smelling petals. 100 balloons in my hand. 幸福!

by night time, the balloons started losing helium and floated down one after another.
還真的是短暫的美麗.
complimentary gingerbreadman from pan pac.
our beautiful night view.

我是幸福的女孩 :)