29 October 2009

我就快要跟你見面囉~~~ 香港1101我來也~~~















第一次以個人去參加活動... 有點點怕怕的說...
可是有約了一些新島迷在那裡見面...
希望一切順利... 希望不會迷路...
希望他的心情美美的! 跟那天在dxo的心情一樣美!
也希望我們不會排到很後面~ >.<
羅志祥!!!! i'm coming~~~

26 October 2009

*jaw drops*

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很有feel哦!!! 這種感覺... 很熟悉...

21 October 2009

yes yes, i know. ive been awfully lazy with my blog updates lately. been up to my neck with stuff. first it was my citizenship which was too taxing for words. then planning my hk trip in between. also settling my dad's long term visit pass application, and my US visa application with RSAF simultaneously. multiple medical checkups, running to and fro the malaysia high comm, and then ica. im so sick of everything. not to mention i got to settle my resignation at work, PLUS plan a trip back to my hometown AND his hometown.

i didnt realise that it could get THIS tiring. and amidst all this my parents still think i have the time and energy to travel all the way back to jb to get a blood test done. RUBBISH.

i think the number of jabs i got in this year alone is getting increasingly alarming. where got people take so many jabs in a year one!!!! count with me...

1. cervical cancer jab #1
2. flu vaccination (thanks to my europe trip)
3. cervical cancer jab #2
4. blood test for US visa
5. blood test (a more detailed one)
6. hep B booster
7. cervical cancer #3

WTF. this is madness.

just to get away from all the mad rush, hubs and i rewarded ourselves with a 90min body scrub and massage at MEDICAL AESTHETICS SPA @ palais renaissance yesterday. super relaxing. the body scrub smelled like bubble gum. and i like it that they weren't pushy about selling us packages. went shopping at ion later on. one of those days when you want to spend money, but got nothing for you to spend money on. everything i tried on looked like crap on me.

ate myself silly at 鼎泰豐, then ended the night with a movie, as usual.


honestly, nothing to rave about. very unrealistic at some points. and only like the last 1/3 of the movie was REALLY about the tsunami. the other 2/3 was character and story build-up. too draggy. but overall, still okay. watch-able.
ultimately, TIRED. very tired. * y a w n *

13 October 2009

i cant even begin to describe how the disappointment in me is engulfing me whole.
its killing me to even think about it.
how did things become like this? how did you become like this?
if only i went with you on that very night, i couldve prevented all this from happening.

歇斯底里. 为你痛心.
也顾不了自己那么多了.

08 October 2009

03 October 2009

hubs is far away in koh samui with his friends while i rot away at home. hate hate hate this feeling. totally regret coming up with this decision to go on seperate holidays. this sucks.

my home has become a chalet over this weekend. while hubs is in samui, the parents are in aussie visiting the brother. so, im literally home alone.

fri night - had jas, karin, joyce, jas's mum over for steamboat. luckily jas loves me enough to accompany me for the night at home. i wont know how id fall asleep being all alone in the house.

sat night - will be having my darlings over for a sleepover later. once again, darn glad they are all free to come. make my nights that much easier to pass.

sun night - hubs insists his parents to come over and accompany me. but i dont wanna trouble them really. i know how hard it is for the older folks to get used to a new sleeping environment. seems like jas & gang wants to come back and steamboat round 2. i'll have to confirm with the parents-in-law.

sigh... basically this whole weekend is crap without hubs by my side. now i fully understand the meaning of "等到失去了才來珍惜". feeling awful and miserable all at the same time. everytime i sit around with nothing to do, i just wanna burst into tears.

wasnt easy saying goodbye to hubs fri morning. wasnt even morning, cos the sun wasnt even up. 5am and he was bidding me goodbye while i was half asleep. then i started crying. i dont know why. felt a huge sense of loss, i couldnt explain. after he left, i tried to persuade myself to go back to sleep. 2 hours later i woke up to get ready to work. then i saw the note he left me on my side table. cried again while i was reading. felt utterly miserable and depressed by then.

now im counting down the minutes and hours till i pick him up at the airport on monday. funny how weekends whizz pass all the time, and this weekend, just crawls and crawls its way to monday. my first time actually looking forward to the weekend flying by. my first time hoping monday is tomorrow. better yet, today.
darling sam's 25th!
@ Dbl O
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last but not least...

we all got it BAAAAAAAAAAAD....
i literally got slapped across the face by this very violent girl. *LOL*

02 October 2009

笑死我了!達浪~~~
杨小姐的这个look我很喜欢...
i realised you totally dont understand why am i so pissed.
so let me get this through to you.

- this whole issue was between her and us. unless you really heard both sides of the story, you really shouldnt have said so many things about us. you said you were neutral. didnt seem like it when you left that comment.

- you had a blog entry commenting that why did we have to drag you and jasmine into this. let me get this straight, we have never once dragged you nor jasmine into this. the two of you were just 局外人 to us. but why did you have to keep writing blog entries after blog entries, twitter after twitter, just to slam us? dont you think that was kinda uncalled for? 不知道事情的真相,就不要乱说话...

- i know the other blog entry concerning some 'rich girl' wasnt directed to me. but obviously i know who you were referring to. it really isnt that difficult to guess. but again, she did not mention a single word about you. why did you have to go slam her too? you mentioned that you wanna slap her over some of the stuff she said. now lets look at this in another way. when i mentioned that you also said things that made me wanna slap you, how did you feel??? yup, you called me a "FUCKER". now, obviously im not that childish to really go right up to your face and give you a slap over some blog entry. 我只是在用以牙还牙的方式让你明白,你根本就不应该这么说. 你会不爽,别人也一样.

- you say you dont understand why do we keep assuming this, assuming that. then why are you doing the same??? you have assumed a whole lot of stuff that you weren't clear about at all. totally being contradicting.

anyway this is to let you understand where i am coming from. i dont flare up at people for nothing. 根本没那个力气去找架吵. 只是觉得,以你的立场,你根本不应该这样骂人,因为你根本不知道事情的来龙去脉. 我们都没惹你,为什么要先来惹我们呢?

lastly, what goes around, comes around. think about it.

01 October 2009

little girl, if you dont know what's going on, dont start.
we havent even got started with you yet, so why go dig your own grave?

so now you think you very hero right.
FYI, you're saying stuff that make me wanna slap you too.
and being young doesnt give you the privilege to say things without thinking.
some advice, get the facts right before you open your mouth.

"ASSUME MAKE AN ASS OUT OF ME" as quoted by you.
so stop assuming you know everything. cos obviously, you dont.