i gave 3 cute little hammies to a nearby pet shop. now im left with two. just nice! the comfy cage i bought for them was overcrowded with all of them packed in like sardines. imagine, five or six of them clinging onto the running wheel for dear life. one or two manage to run while the rest get bumped around whilst trying to get a spot on the wheel. (wat's the fascination with wheels for hamsters anyways...)

so now im really glad they have so much more space. dont have snatch and fight over who gets to run on the wheel. but now with two, they still try as they might to clamber on the wheel together. sheesh. funny hammies. cannot take turns or queue up meh? LOL!

im missing my jaybee friends. all my ex ninjutsu mates, my juniors, and of course my sensei. i miss the high of getting all sweaty and slamming pple on the floor. its so intoxicating! have recently ventured into their new website, as well as new logo and new dojo name. no more YASENSHI DOJO MALAYSIA. they're now SOGO BUDOKAN MALAYSIA. i still prefer the old name leh! and now they're sooo... white! i still luuuurrrrve my black uniforms and my black belts. the white uniform is so taekwondo-ish. dont like. ninjas are supposed to be black and mysterious. well, obviously their theme isnt ninjas anymore. went down some direction im not v familiar with. so my little juniors have all grown up and are now the seniors of the lot. still rmb teaching them the basic fundamentals of the white belt syllabus. awww...

tomorrows a public holiday! yay! means i have plenty of time to have fun tonight. hee. will be meeting up with diana and val dearies. we have much bitching to do yeah? Fashion Bar tonight. will hav many pics cos nikky shall learn from her mistakes and rmb to chuck the lumix into her bag first thing when she gets home later!

i hate the weather these days. something's terribly wrong with mother earth.

omg, apple© sure works fast! oh, i meant that to be a good thing btw. hehe. i placed on order for a refurbished ipod yesterday late afternoon. i expected it to come a tad later, maybe friday or smthing. amazingly, i just received the delivery this morning at 10am! so fast! :) oh in case anyone is wondering why i bought a refurbished ipod, its cos i wanted the previous generation nano. dont like the shape of the newer gen nanos. not very user friendly in a way.


YAY! mine mine mine mine... though i'd LOVE to have the red version of this nano but it seems like nearly impossible to get my hands on one already. still rmb that huiyu from 360 lent me and dar hers for one of our scenes on shoot, and it was RED!!! wanted to steal it there and then. HEH! but still, pink is just as nice i guess. anyhoos, there are lotsa skins to cover it up if i get sick of the glaring pink, so yea. ANOTHER STRIKE OFF MY LIST!!! *grins*

the girls @ Timbre

i met a nice cab driver that night who willingly stopped his cab for me 3 mins before midnight, without charging me any midnight charge. he was really nice. though he was a newbie and didnt know his way around (orchard even) i was still very willing to forgive him. and when i reached home, i realised had a few bucks less than the fare, and he didnt have any NETS service on his cab. i offered to go to the atm to withdraw more cash but he turned me down, smiled and said "its okay! no worries, have a nice night!" mr nice cabbie!!! :) how i wish every cabbie was as nice as him. the cabbing world be so much better!

note: before mr nice cabbie stopped his cab for me that night, another COMFORT cabbie, whizzed past me whilst i flagged like a kuku nutcase. and his cab signage was GREEN and totally AVAILABLE! idiotic pighead of a cabbie. ya lar wanna eat passengers only after 12am wat! fcker.

i wanna go back timbre again. didnt have enough time to have fun that night. just as the girls were getting roaring and crazy whilst reminiscing on our crazier clubbing nights, it was time for me to go. yes, im a party pooper. well, blame my sucky working hours. working on saturdays totally doesnt do me any justice watsoever. anyway the next time we go back to timbre, we're sure to head down earlier, before 8.30. queuing for 1 hr is not fun AT ALL.

It's our 1 year 3 months anniversary...

lovelove

i just got a msg from my director telling me that i've got VOs to do at the office next sat. and also that her boss watched my footages and totally enjoyed it. im ELATED! haha. im glad i did well. it was really a challenge compared to the last production cos of the vast difference in both characters. so anyways i'll give an update on the screening time and date k? keep this spot tagged okay? :)

hmm. i tried to upload pics from my cam but the card reader seems to be having some problems. ah well, at least i tried!

new ad from nuffnang. YAY!

there's so many things i wanna blog abt but im just sooooooo
L A Z Y :)

okay pls pardon the not-very-happy birthday post. was just emo-ing for a few moments back there. im okay now! im happy again! i think its thanks to the very drastic haircut. hurhur.

anyways shoot for ep 1 is overrrrrr. sadly i dont have any scenes watsoever with my dearie val. awwww. i wanna do fight scenes~~~ no more ah lian scenes this time as well. now im meek and naive and innocent. so NOT ME. but i had a fun time still!!! shot from 10am in the morning till 2am the next day. can u blieve it. can die. so happy that i got JENN for mr sound man once again!!! he can mic me up again again again!!! hahaha. this time, mr asst cameraman - weiming, was another joker of the lot. funny luhhhhh. okay biggest boo boo - I DIDNT BRING MY DIGICAM FOR THE SHOOTS. sooooo... i have zero pictures to share. how idiotic right. i know. didnt bring digicam for shoot, didnt bring digicam for birthday chalet, didnt bring digicam for anything!!!! ARGHHHHH.

oh yes, didnt bring digicam for haircut either. no before and after. SIGHHHHHH. nikky nikky nikky!! pls learn from your mistakes!!!! DIGICAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *slaps self in the face* since daddy has bought me a new awesome lumix, its time i made my blog more picture-y. its been too wordy. like 10 - 20 wordy posts and then one fully pictured post. that will be a thing of the past!!!! *cross my heart*

so anyway my hair is now - short concave bob, ash green colour. but the green will come out more prominently in sunlight. otherwise, it may look black.

oh yes, nikky's computer is dead ONCE AGAIN. farking hate my computer yes? apparently dad says its well and alive again already yesterday, but he doesnt have time to bring it in cos he's on a trip to KL for duno wat. -_-"' <-- havent used this for eons. HURHUR.

lotsa strikeoffs from my wishlist!!!
escada moonsparkle - thanks to dar
loewe patent red hp strap - thanks to dar as well!
panasonic lumix - thanks daddy

impending strikeoffs are gucci horsebit nail and ipod nano. KEKE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIKKY!!!!
*throws confetti in the air*

alrightys ive been MIA for a quite a few days. been at sentosa costa sands for a 3 day chalet. it wasnt fantastic. but thanks to dear, it wasnt crappy either. had a great time checking out the tourist spots like some sentosa-first-timer. sadly, we forgot to bring our camera. so we have ZILCH pictures. fucked right??? yes totally fucked. and to top it off, the costa sands chalet was disgustingly hopeless. i got my door knocked on so many times i lost count. the cleaner can come 11am in the morning just to tell us he wanna clean. wtf?! so he expects us to wake up and clear the room for him to clean? SIAO! i contemplate to shoot a complaint to costa sands management. costa sands sucks. sigh.

actually, theres nothing to scream about for birthday this year. the "craze" level is on a absolute low. it was just dinner with the gang at a thai restaurant in vivo, and then a movie - SEX IS ZERO 2. sweat in sentosa, shop in vivo, and probably a new haircut later. no birthday cake this year. just a ben&jerrys SUMMER LOVE to take its place i guess. the pple that i expected more from, i didnt get. the people that i didnt expect anything from, gave me surprise birthday wishes at the stroke of 12. the irony of it all. sigh.

on a lighter note, i got 3 surprises from my dar. my patent red loewe hp strap!!! *grins* madly in love with it. my surprise bouquet of purple roses and sunflower at the office, and a escada moonsparkle perfume. all from the sweet one. *smooches* daddy bought me a new panasonic lumix digicam. loving the huuuuuge screen!! and the fact that all my pics come out crystal clear. many thanks to daddy! mummy promised me a necklace this year but i havent had the time to go and pick one out with her yet. will find the time to do that soon. sigh.

ok wats up with the 3 huge sighs on my birthday post. it isnt right.

anyways, i dont know if i shld be revealing these stuff yet. but watever, its good news! and good news are meant to be shared! so here goes, we got our wedding bands. yup. u read right. WEDDING bands. not couple bands. got em from love & co - this absolutely lovely place that specialises in wedding bands only. they're a sister branch out from sookee. i loooooveeeee their wedding bands! its so ME US. they're not dainty and fragile like the ones ive seen from other retail jewellers. so me and dar just walked into their branch at vivocity today, just to take a look. and we walked out with a pair waiting to be made in italy and delivered in 2 mths plus. haha! yes we are THAT impulsive. but well, even if we're not getting married so soon, we can always keep them till our ROM day, which wont be too far away. so just get them first! hehe. also cos my dar fell in love with a certain design, which i thought was quite nice too. *smiles*

ok im tired. tired from...i duno what. just tired. mentally and physically. maybe following dar to US is a good break from everything in sg. i need that break. i need a break.

this is not a good birthday post. i'll come back with a better one.

bye world.

those of u who know me long enough will remember the short docu-drama i shot for channel u a couple of years ago - Hooked. yes, the one that im this chao ah lian that was bad infuence.

now the producers are doing this other docu-drama again. will post details of the date and time of the show when i get them. meanwhile for those who never knew me long enough to see my debut on channel u a couple of years back, here's the clips! *grins* enjoy...

HOOKED - part 1


HOOKED - part 2


HOOKED - part 3




p/s i've got 6 hamsters to sell $8 each. anyone interested?? :)

GUCCI 'horsebit nail' small boston

i am gonna make you mine...

RANDOM PICTURES FROM MORE THAN 5 MONTHS AGO

yes this is very very random.

BUT!!! still worth your 5 - 10 mins of attention, no? :)

so i finally took the hassle to upload the pics on my hp.

a night picture of taipei 101. awesome...
in taipei, at some point of time.
UOB PFS D&D - carol and me
jay chou world tour 2008.
WOOTS!! EXTREMELY NEAR!!
note: my hp got no zoom lorrr!!! a rainbow we chanced upon together.
my extreme haircut. took me some guts to chop it all off...
... NOT!!!! i still have long hair from the back!!! LOL!!!
p/s aiyer...my toilet happens to have good lighting lah!

mummy and me, sometime in cny. do we look alike?
our fondue at our fav haagen dazs outlet in clarke quay.
us at 'one million star auditions' in sg.
mug shot! hahaha! check out my v chio number!
his imitation of me.
me and val dear. see our numbers!!! nope, didnt strike 4D though.
my one year anniversary (part 1) present for him.
credits to angie :)

he loved it!!!
my one year anniversary present from him... ... MY FIRST LOUIS VUITTON!!!
louis vuitton vernis key and coin pouch.
LOVE IT TO BITS!!!!
me being vain before zouking. super vain lar... my birthday present for dar. SEE HIM SMILEEEE!!!
he loves the card!!!
my happy boy!!!

his invitation/card, a pure leather hp case, and adidas limited ed japan tee!

my recent birthday surprise!!! im a happy girl...
the window of my room, which happened to look like some villa in the pic. sunflowers and purple roses. my love knows me too well.

ohmygosh!! i just received a pleasant surprise this morning at work that brightened up my somewhat gloomy start of the day!!

a big bouquet of a sunflower surrounded by purple roses from my dearest dearest dearest darlingest boyfriend!!!!

his birthday bouquet is 10 days early, cos i wont be in office during my actual day and the whole of the week before. ohmygosh he's awfully sweeeet...

pictures will be up!!!! :)

im feeling so pampered and loved right now...

my withdrawal symtoms is getting worse.

im about to place an order on papergirlsshop for 6 pieces of tops at nearly $180.

omg, someone stop me!

just had a super satisfied lunch at Crystal Jade Ginseng Chicken with my lunch buddy. It was an advanced birthday treat. yummmmy!!! :)

my mum mentioned yesterday. im super extravaggant when it comes to buying bags and shoes. i have quite a collection. okay maybe thats a bit over-the-top but yea, i have quite a fair bit of them. BUT! im quite stingy when it comes to buying clothes for myself. hurhur. okay actually im very stingy when it comes to buying office wear. i recently have a huuuuuge decrease in the number of office wear i have in my cupboard. i dont know wat happened to the clothes. either they had a colour run and i chucked them, or they were put in the wash and then disappeared. either way, i am running out of office wear i have been stealing my mum's. hurhur.

so i have decided! with my next pay, and upcoming bonus, i am going to stock my cupboard with LOTS AND LOTS of pretty office wear. woots! shall refrain from buying anymore bags and shoes. maybe stock up on accessories as well. and then i need to clear my cupboard of all the unwanted clothes which have been growing algae alrdy i think. haha! some are not even worn once!!! im incorrigible. *sniggers*

im having withdrawal symptoms from the lack of splurging. i need to shop!!! and koh samui is still 2 months plus away. i wanna go night markets and spluuuuurge my guts out!!!

taiwannnnnnnnnnnn.... i miss youuuu.... *whines & wails*

caught UNTRACEABLE with dar and mummy yesterday night. i didnt really enter the theatre with high hopes, but i definitely left the theatre with high ratings for the show. it got me hiding at some parts of the show. quite intense, actually.

the movie stars diane lane (whom i remember clearly, from UNFAITHFUL) as this single mother who is on the huntdown for this internet killer who gets too close for comfort. this internet killer is damn smart from what i see. he puts the victim on live webcam on this website very aptly named killwithme dot com, and sets the scene in such a way that the more hits his website gets, the faster the victim dies. ranges from injecting serum into their body to cause this slow internal bleeding, to adding sulphuric acid to a man immersed in tank full of water. *winces* not really recommended for the light-hearted audiences. but do catch it if ure ok with blood, like me! :)

anyways, before the movie i was shopping arnd with mum and dar. and just testing random perfumes at sasa. then i came across the highly publicised escada moonsparkle.

love the name, love the packaging. but not sure if i would fall for the scent. so i went ahead to give it a try. a whiff of it, i was hooked!! it was sweeeeeeet!! too sweet at first, then after i proceeded to put the testing strip in my hp pouch, i was in lurrrvvveeeeeee!! now i pick up my hp pouch every now and then just to take a whiff. even my phone smells so nice!! its kind hard to describe the scent really, but im considering getting my hands on a bottle. or better still, the whole set with the body bath and cream. hehe. i just realised that im only left with one perfume at home now, which is my dkny apple. maybe i shld get some variety to switch arnd with. HEE!

just had a fufiling lunch and now im sleepy. LOL.

most of u might have heard by now that some man jumped down the cck mrt track yesterday morning, causing quite a commotion and train disruption. apparently, i was SO near the mrt at that time. was walking towards the bus interchange instead cos i dont take the train to work. though i did hear the loud wailing of the ambulance when my bus was turning out of the interchange. initially i didnt think much of the ambulance, until i heard of the train suicide news. the man was squashed under the train and dragged a 2 meters before the train came to a halt. omg, must be damn traumatising for the train driver and the pple standing at the platform. what a GREAT time to jump in front of an oncoming mrt to commit suicide - MORNING PEAK HOUR. duh! so inconsiderate lah. never even thought that he would be affecting a whole lot of pple with his little jump. pple who might not be able to take the shock of the situation, pple who might be on a rush to work and turn up late due to the train disruption, and children who might have sleepless nights after seeing the gory sight. anyways, i wont look at cck mrt the same way again. hurhur.

so now, im trying to convince myself thoroughly that i can survive 4 months without my dar. but it seems nearly impossible. and now, im left with no choices at all, really. and to add a mountain of salt to my wound, my xmas and 2nd year anniversary is gonna be spent ALONE. wtf. that totally sucks. we'll be seperated miles apart and never to see each other again for 4 whole freaking months!!! wtf!!! arghhhh!!! let me just wallow in self pity...

i desperately need to get myself a haircut and hairdye. but i never seem to find the time nor energy to drag myself there. im a lazy bum. haha!

on a one week block leave after this slow-moving week. whoots!!! imma enjoy muhself loads!!! chalet from 17-20 for my little bday celebration. but my birthday doesnt come till 21st. but keep your calenders marked pple!!!!

nikky's birthday on 21 april!!! :)

im in sucha pissy off mood today! think i got off on the wrong side of the bed. damn.

seems like im about to give up on my non existant ROM. its really too short a time frame for me to plan anything. plus im not getting any updates or info as to wats happening on the boyfriends side. dont know this, dont know that. how to plan for smth when NOTHING is confirmed?! madness! i dont want to go thru a whole lot of headaches and stress and find out at the end of the day that im not able to go US with him lor! i like to take my time and plan things slowly, and not go thru a mad rush. so yes, giving-up in process...

had a crazy crazy mambo night on wed. very memorable as the girls have not been this crazy for sucha long time. drinks after drinks were downed. i was cautious not to end up too drunk. i started off with a yucky mojito, followed by apple and butterscotch shooters, half a lambo (shared with sam) and ended with a lychee martini. the girls tried to force beer on me, but to no avail. haha. i cant stand beer! the smell puts me off.

THENNN... there were weirdo guys who thick-skinnedly stuck their heads into our group pictures. and this horrible chao ah gua (not that i have anything against feminine men but this particular one was just plain IDIOTIC!) and his annoying bag. obviously he did not realise that there is a baggage counter, and decided to dance with his bag on his shoulders. and his stupid bag kept bumping into me. im quite sure he knew, cos i was bumped pretty hard. well, by the 100th bump, i was about to tear his face apart. so i turned around. i saw this little accessory dangling on this bag and tried to yank it off. sadly, it was quite sturdily fastened to his bag. so after not being able to yank off the accessory, i saw a front pocket on his bag. and quickly, i grabbed ice, and stuffed it into the front pocket of the bag! WHOOPEE!! SWEET SWEET REVENGE!!!!!!! *grins* dont mess with me. im a mini dynamite waiting to explode. so we left at 3plus am.

woke up the next day with awful sore feet. and my energy was so drained i could hardly keep awake the next whole day. tells me something.

I AM TOO OLD FOR THESE MAYHEM.

why do i have so many forked roads in my life in 2008!!

its not even half the year gone and i had to face so many difficult choices. life changing choices to be exact. anyway so now im faced with a MAJOR life changing situation.

my boyfriend is most prob (v high chance methinks) posted to US for overseas attachment for 4 whole months. he can bring his registered wife with him, and expenses for the wife will be fully paid. lodging provided, and extra allowance added to his USD pay for that 4 months.

situation 1:
me have to sign my life away to an eternity of hell him to be able to tag along. then i can spend the 4 months being a couch potato and shopping tai tai and just basically be his 24 hr nanny and have a 4 month long vacation in US. how shiok is that! now comes the scary bit. he flies in sept. august and july isnt exactly a great time to get married. dont wanna have 好兄弟s around when i get hitched. so marriage HAS to happen by june. tats like *gasp!* 2 months away!!!! OH. MY. GOD. no time to plan for ROM ceremony at all.

situation 2:
stop giving ourselves a hell of a headache and just live out the 4 months apart. 4 months isnt exactly VERY LONG. (but not v short also lar) then i wont have to be MRS K so soon. then he will be oh so lonely in US, with no hugs and kisses when he comes home tired after work. nobody to sayang and give him massages and back scratches. nobody to share the streets of US with. and i have no one to sayang me to sleep. oh no, the more i type the more i realise, 4 mths without him is quite unbearable!!

die. im like at a loss lor. actually its not the registering of marriage with him that scares. THAT im prepared for. anyway we alrdy planned to do it next year. its the rush of it, and having to cramp all the planning into 2 short months SUDDENLY. and besides, what will my dad say?!

我的天啊！谁来帮帮我！

im hoping like hell they will postpone the attachment to a later date! that will solve ALL my problems. cos then i dont have to FLY into an ROM so soon. headache!