question of the day:

prince + princess = ?

overwhelmed with the feeling of being alone. my mind tends to work on things tat i dont want it to work on. why!!!!

on a serious note, my 2k worded essay is due in abt 11 days. damnit. i hate essays. i hate exams too. sch's so damn stressful i cant take it. I WANNA GO SOMEPLACE ELSE AND START LIFE ANEW!!!!! *screams* stress stress stress.

my new pinku is weird. i cant seem to preset the fm stations on the radio. WHYYYY!!! grrrr. goodness. ya wonderfully its 4.17am now and im still awake. crap my life is soooo wasted.

ooh!! i found a leftover bottle of gin!!! totally forgot tat i could drink in my own room. its finishing though. should stash up more JUST IN CASE i need it again. which i predict wont be too long from now. heh. shall go pour myself a glass of gin + .... ok i dont know. wat the hell mixer would i have. root beer!!! fark it, i'll just drink gin root beer. doesnt taste too good though.

i think i just contracted night headache. ya its the kind of headache tat u get at night and night only. just keeps u soooo awake, its amazing. hurhur. oh gosh do i sound high????

bah!!! zouk out anyone? i need to get wasted!!!!

how apt are the lyrics as to my mood tonite.

another sleepless night for me.

its nearly 3 am.

my mind is a blank.

there is the optimistic side of me giving myself some shoutouts now and then, and then there is the pessimistic side throwing in some of its random findings.

is it me or do i just tend to give every little bit of detail the deepest thoughts, and thus confusing my already confused self, more and more.

optimist: enjoy the moments and take it as it comes.
pessimist: *red lights flashing* BEWARE!
optimist: you only live once.
pessimist: therefore u shld bring danger to the minimal. STOP!!
optimist: you're smiling more, whats so bad about that?
pessimist: the more u smile, the more vulnerable u are to tears. HIT THE BRAKES!!!

wat the fuck am i talking about.

seriously, WHAT THE FUCK?

ive gone tired.

im awaiting the day that ahwi comes online so that i can get her to send me ALL the pics from our darling aaron flabby's bday bash at FLO (www.flo-ent.com)

meanwhile, here's my new baby!!


after my samsung mp3 spoilt ive been meaning to get the newer version. and now it comes in PINK!! and im a proud owner of pinku now!! (maybe i shld name it PINKU?) many thanks to baby.

i cant help but to keep calling him that. as much as things have changed, "baby" is something that he has been to me for nearly 1 and a half years. guess he will always have that special spot in my heart no matter what happens. the one person u can never forget. the one person u will always "love".

cam-whoring!

today i learnt that all macdonalds have wireless. haha. shit im so mountain turtle. a weird incident at macs. left me wondering if i shld stop wearing my "nikky" necklace.

me: hi can i get 2 cups of ice water?

counter guy: *came back with water* SURE NIKKY!

me: *blur* thanks.

counter guy: no prob NIKKY!

me: *stun* err, u saw my necklace.

counter guy: yeah NIKKY!

and i quickly left the counter. scareeeee. but i tink id still continue wearing the necklace. I LIKE IT! its my fav lil necklace. im intending to get it again when i head back to thailand. cos now its a lil tarnished. hehh.

ive fallen in love with a phone again!

presenting the nokia 7390 that stole my heart:

so pretty rite!!!! *drools* i will make you mine!!!! mawr!!! <-- this was taught by my zhu darius. mawr mawr mawr mawr!!! hahahahahahahaha.

been stuck in a good mood these days. i like this feeling :)

alot of stuff going thru my mind now, but at the moment, i dont know how to put them to words. so let them hide in my mind for a lil while before i put them down in words here.

bedtime for some of u out there, so i'll end here.

*blows a kiss* gdnite! :)

been slacking lately. hopefully sony bmg calls soon. *grins*

ahh well, i finally got my pics from my makeover. FINALLY! but im really too damn lazy to upload here cos blogspots pic uploading thingy is simply too problematic.

been back to ipoh over the last weekend for my lil cousin - kaiwen's 1 year old bday. GOSH. kids sure grow fast. now that lil tart is sooooo damn playful. give him another 1 - 2 years he'll be a huge handful. that time i'll stay far far away! haha. gained weight over the weekend at ipoh. FOOD FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD! there wasnt a time when i was hungry. was feeling filled up all the way. gdness now its time to lose all the extra kilos!

awaiting the arrival of my pretty pair of boots. den i can parade it for the whole world to see. WHEE!!! i cant wait i cant wait!!!

feeling very JAZZY lately. been very addicted to a certain smooth jazz channel online. dave koz's careless whisper is playing endlessly on my playlist. SHITES. i never get sick of that song. ultimate make-out music. if there is one guy in the world who can sing that song to me (and make it sound good of course) i will melt for him. I SWEAR! of course pls have other plus points as well. ahh shitee.

i seriously have a soft spot for guys who can sing :)

feeling kinda old and worn out lately. time to spice up my life a lil. i need to tune back to FUN mode. clubbing really takes away alot of my stress. PLUS! the dancing helps me lose some weight too!!! haha. of course, the company makes a hell lot of a difference as well.

aights. nites lovelies.

so many things to blog about,
so many pics to upload,
so many stuff to share,

and IM LAZY!

haha. promise to do up a nice long entry very soon!

keep this page posted alrightes? *flykiss*