just got some of my unused shots at the findmytop photoshoot. just to share a few of the ones im more satisfied with. enjoy!! :)

recently my blog entries r all pictures galore!!! haha but looking back at these pics im quite glad i straightened my hair again. so much more easier to manage. and doesnt look so messy.

OCS social nite is coming. time for me n sam to go shopping for dress!! haha. eugene's gonna take sammy to the social nite. WHEE!! so much fun!!!!! *grins*

lots of pics!! lots to blog!! haha. well firstly, i would cut the long story short and use my pictures. had a chalet frm wed till fri last week. there are lots of other stuff in between that i gave up uploading cos they just take too damn long to upload.

anyway, there ARE the few pics we are saving up for blackmail. we put make-up on JACKY!! wheeeeee. hahaha. we were making a huge uproar in our house that i think we nearly brought the whole block down. haha!! bbq was fantastic cos the food was amazingly yummy thanks to uncle andy's garlic and soya sauce marinated chicken.

and also!! i got belated valentines and xmas presents from jacky and jamie!!! haha and i love them!!!!!! *grins*

mickey mouse gloves frm hong kong disneyland!!!

(from jacky and jamie)

me and samantha had a very very fun time using them to hit each other on the head while playing scissors paper stone. WAHAHA! so lame!!

a very nice huggable doggie i named XIAO JIE after jacky

(vday pressie from jacky)

2nd morning was beach beach beach!!! i was so freaking determined to get a nice tan i almost burnt myself. haha. but woah was it good. the HEAT was something!!

the guy in the middle ran the causeway for the girl on the far right. haha he is Sky - the guy on the bus ads for discovery channel.

jamie samantha nikky jacky

also known as GOLLUM AUNTIE MUM/HOBBIT MARIA

beach hotties!!!! oh so hot!!!!!

saturday: finally met up with my baby after so so so long!!! asked him for my vday present and guess wat he gave me? a jay chou EP. haha i was a LEEEEEEEETLE disappointed at first. den i gave him HIS present. a nice nice bracelet from charles stefano.

baby 's hands are all scarred from field camp :(

and then he went into his sis room and brought in a SK paper bag!!!! *eyes glimmers* and bling bling all, my valentines present!! :)

i love it i love it i love it!! my best best best valentines present in my entire life!!
"come alive, and shine with me"

some pics from a while back @ miss clarity cafe:

baby on the phone while i sneaked a pic of him!

a nice pic of me my baby took :)

been shopping ALOT lately. haha. i duno why i just cant seem to stop!! heh. some of my prized buys. they've put a smile on my face for quite a while :)

a very very nice pair of pumps from PARADE.

a new bikini - FINALLY. army green :)

there were also 2 tops i bought, a hollister and a abercrombie top. a green clubbing top as well. and also 2 cheapo white spagetti straps from WH store at only $9 each. *dance around* haha. work starts on wed so, will update again!!!

been watching lots of friends so i tink i mite start to get cranky. ALTHOUGH! i tink my flatmate is already getting cranky. she is turning into MONICA!!!! she's cleaning and cleaning non stop!!!! one day she's gonna buy a small vacumm to vacumm the big vacumm. shes turning into an obsessive compulsive cleaner. *faints*

time to sleep!!! tmr is ANOTHER day for nikky to get black black. toodles!!!

just got back from a CRAZY nite at MOS. girlies nite out tonite. haha. just me sam meihui and jacelyn. woohoo! how crazy can they get. haha.

decided to get 2 jugs of whisky dry when we got there. but whilst the whisky drys were in the making. baby called so i rushed to the toilet to pick up the phone call. after abt 1/2 an hr spent in the toilet talking him, i found them. ALL HIGH. whisky dry? ALL GONE. tsks.

made our way to the dancefloor and caught the attention of nearly EVERYONE there. gosh. i didnt know we were THAT hot. haha!! anyway, it was thanks to jacelyn dirty dancing with meihui and all. n me? 100% sober. no FEEL. haha.

after that it was many erxin guys, uncles and weirdos. and one malay guy who tried to fake an american accent. haha. can die. ask me where i stay i replied "SINGAPORE" haha. asked me if i have a bf. "YES I DO" he trottled off after a very huffy ok. haha. well, i dun really care to know him anyhow. WEIRDO. haha.

and MOS retro nite is filled with weird dancing people. they dance like theyve got spasms over and over again lar. i couldnt stop laughing on the dancefloor. its like many many steven lims and william hungs ALTOGETHER. pengs.

anyways, gonna b at sentosa chalet over the next 2 nites. oh! i got the job at km8!! excited to start work. hahas.

awright gotta go catch some shut-eye. tmr is the start of crazy-nites chalet.
wooooo.....

happy valentines to all!!!!

a small disappointment at the very start of valentines.

but tons of "sorry"s and "i love you"s always work wonders.


to my baby dearest,

i am not wat u can call the best of all girlfriends.

there have been times ive made u pissed, times ive disappointed u, times ive made u angry. but nevertheless, u r the one i love the most, and always will. i love u my darling. thanks for always being there for me. and i promise, i 'll b there for u,always. *hugs* wo ai ni. zhen de hen ai ni.

Happy Valentines Sweetie :)

my pics r up on www.findmytop.blogspot.com!!! the link is on the right. go click click and see see ok? haha. although i tink i look fat n retarded in some pics. hahaha oh well, first "modeling" stint. mai hiam buey pai lar! *LOL*

went MOS again on thurs for smoove night. A LITTLE disappointed with the crowd cos the dancefloor was kinda empty and the crowd wasnt to my liking. but anyways we had fun cos OUR group was happening wat! haha. but there was one little thing that annoyed me LOADS.

I FUCKING GOT ID CHECKED ON THE DANCEFLOOR!!!

malu or wat sia. the bouncer came up to me, tapped me on the shoulder and asked to c my id. yes yes, so i dun look 18 or wat. hmmfs. irritating bouncers. *BLEAH!*

went for an interview with sammy dear at km8 at sentosa today. woooo, haha it would b fun working there i guess. back to f&b. haha. although not exactly the PERFECT job i had in mind cos i wanted smthing related to mass comm. but it really aint ez finding one. sent in applications n nth. no response. oohwell. try smthing else for a change den.

valentines is approaching. me will be lonely. ya ironic aint it. im attached and im lonely. i know u single pple out there mus be say "*huffs* this idiotic girl is attached and still complaining." but dont u tink its even harder to go thru a valentines attached and yet ALONE!? i mean, ive got a bf in my life. but a bf who cant accompany me on valentines. *pout* ok he cant help it. wat i want him to do, AWOL?? haha. tats insane. even if he wanted i wouldve talked him outta it. but still, lonely lor!!! haix. gotta wait till end of the week before i get a valentines "celebration".

booooohooooooo.
lonely little nikky will roam the streets of orchard on 14th feb with _____.

(fill in the blanks)

was chatting with melissa abt my good ol days and i have this sudden rush of nostalgia. i really miss my younger days when everything was abt ninjutsu, training, my sensei and my fellow YDM guys.

i miss trashing guys every week.
i miss training like hell n sweat buckets.
i miss the annual camp every year in dec.
i miss killing people at wargames.
i miss the sparrings.
i miss getting tensed at gradings.
i miss the late nite outs with sensei.
i miss him driving me home n having heart2heart talks.

i miss listening to his new choice of music everytime.

i miss him asking abt my love life.

i miss listening to his flute and piano at hotel lounges.

i miss waking him up in the mornings.

sensei adam is most prob someone i wouldnt forget ever. my memory of him is still the same since i was 12. but of cos he was much leaner back then. heh. but the endearing smile, the warm hug the lots of very precious advice he gave - priceless.

i'd give anything to get those days back.

i seriously miss this guy loads.

its nearly 4am in the morning. and i had to see something i didnt wanna see. wat can i say. really. heartbroken? yes. i know smwhere inside she still lives. just that i didnt expect her to take up such a big space. an irreplacable place in his heart? i guess. time is supposed to take her away. but i guess it aint happening. i still have to live in her shadows.

dont say things you dont mean. when u tell me
"u r the most beloved girl in my heart",

MEAN IT!

tiring day for little nikky today. didnt have very much proper sleep. haha. will not go into details lah. but anyway, had lunch at baby's place today. and uncle opened a bottle of red-wine looking sparkling grape juice. was nice :) but a lil too gassy for me so i ended up burping ALOT. haha.

after that me headed down to town to meet up with my darling sammy and peiyan and yap - ALL IN GREEN. haha. den headed down to zouk flea market. there was alot of stuff there lar. but den it was really too crowded and dark to really SEE and BROWSE. its like glance awhile den gotta head forwards again. so i only managed to get a nice zara top for $10 and a pair of sunglasses for $5. now, the sunglasses hav a special story. i bought it frm CHEN HAN WEI. haha. he was there with a buncha friends. they had a stall there and i managed to buy from him that pair of CHANEL (mind you) sunglasses for $5. haha. nice guy. i wanted to buy some tees for baby as well, but the tees there werent really his style so i gave up. there wasnt much guys stuff there to begin with anyway. sheesh. haha.

after that we headed to cold storage at great world and grocery shopped like mad. haha. den we were too pooped to take bus so it was "take cab home!" haha. so now our house is packed with food. NO GOOD! means will get fat easily. haha. ah well, heck it.

alright, if u all blog visitors notice, theres a new nice animated link at the side, says FIND MY TOP. haha. its my friends online blogstore for tops - guys and girls. the tops r pretty nice and affordable. PLUS! i "modelled" for their new series. so, ya. haha. CHECK IT OUT OKS! the new series are not up yet. will be out most prob next week. keep it tagged.

*winkswinks*