last 3 days of work and my assignment with recruit express is complete!!! im so proud of myself for completing this assignment that i thought i wont. i thought im just gonna give it up again. but i didnt!! and for that im giving myself a pat on the back, and buying myself a congrats present.

finally after a whole lotta thinking and thinking and more thinking, yes im gonna buy this pair of boots! no one is gonna talk me outta it!!! yes!!!!

there are so many concerts upcoming that i wanna go but i dont feel that i wanna spend money on the tickets. theres wang lee hom's, sandy lam's, the Global Chinese Music Awards etc. damn i wish i was somehow in the industry then can get free tics. haha!

i wanna find a job in a record company! someone helps me? *grins*

counting down to the end of my recruit express contract and office life...

p/s i need a tan soon.

ive been doing quite a bit of soul searching lately. its a few months away before i become a degree holder and then its no more sch life for me. full fledged working life for the rest of my withering years. i think on the bus, i think before i sleep. n i realised. I DONT WANNA DO SOME LAME OFFICE JOB!! i cant imagine life being 9-5 bustling office hrs. i just cant. in fact, ive come to a conclusion. SINGAPORE IS NOT FOR ME. i dont wanna be stuck in singapore for the rest of my life. eating and breathing the same kind of air. theres lots more out there for me. and i want to go and live it out.

thus, i am going taiwan. yes.

i duno how im gonna survive, i duno how im gonna eat, sleep, shit, and breathe the air there, but i will. and i want to. maybe id just throw my resume at every media company, tv station or record company i can find. of course first id hav to translate my whole resume into a chinese one, which would most prob kill me already. but i will.

heres my plan for the moment:

1) after i finish my degree next year, take short break. Mayb go live it out in taiwan for a month or so to see if i can fit in (dont see in prob in that though) haha. learn how to travel arnd n stuff.

2) start throwing my resume out to the tv stations n record companies and pray i get a job soon.

3) find a cute boyfriend who can god damn sing, den he can sing me to slp everynite. and if he's rich i can just live off him. (muarhahahahaha)

4) if no.3 doesnt happen in 3 months, i stalk JAY.

PERRRFECT!!!!

sigh. but ive gotta wait like about another 2 years before i fufil my dream cos ive got that stupid 3 year working bond with sg. wtf.

AFTER THAT ITS OFF TO TAIWAN!!! (anyone wanna join me?)