should i? or should i not?

life is starting to get a little mundane due to work.

his commissioning is drawing near. suddenly im filled with lots of mixed feelings. things are getting blurred. things that i thought was supposed to be isnt anymore.

bah, im writting gibberish. maybe its cos of my fever.

nites world.

* Miss Reef 2006 *

semi-finals

me and ahwi.the top 19 girlies me and ahwi tries to be sexy, TREVOR comes and makes monkey faces.

(spoil my "sexy" pic) -_-"jeremy and me me and my partner!

(taken during one of my most awkward moments in my life)

these are the more showable ones. the rest i either look RETARDED or FAT. so im not gonna post it up for the whole world to see. the nice part is, i get to keep all the nice Reef goodies including a very very very revealing bikini. good for tanning!

work has left me totally shagged. headed to rest. toodles.