alright! im back from my homey town of IPOH and will be back to the sunny island of SINGAPORE soon. haha. right now im in between - JB. haha. so sad that i didnt get to c my baby thruout the whole of his chinese new year holidays. plus i didnt get to go hav lunch or dinner or gathering with him and his family at all. grr. but i did spend alot of time with my family over at ipoh so THATS a good thing. heh.

many pics! but first, i wanna introduce a very cute and special addition to my family.
*drumrolls*

(tis is gonna be a baby picfest!)

MY SUPER ADORABLE BABY COUSIN!! kai wen (terence)

cross-eyed little kaiwen!!

*pouts*

peekaboo!!

kaiwen and his mummy (who is my auntie of course) pretty aint she?

look at my lil ladybird shoes!

and then theres the other pics of me n the family!!

my aunt and me.

the cute lil dog at my grandparents house.

i straightened my hair!! for only RM130. cheapcheap!!

me fooling arnd with kaiwens hat. haha!

mah family. u can tell who's genes came from who. haha!

my angbao money was pathetic! meagre! haha. wat other hoo haa words can i use to describe the undescribable teensy weensy amount i got. RM178!!! shit. haha everything in ringgit nvm. still so pathetic. sigh. haha. so when i convert and use. i pratically got NOTHING. haha. darn. and baby went to lose $180 at gambling. *speechless* thats like almost twice of wat i got from angbaos ok. sheesh. how sad is that. haha.

my aunt grew so fat its scary. she was so skinny last time!! like model-material skinny. and now, BOOM!! fat fat pig. haha. thanks to giving birth. well, shes happy abt it. haha but this scares me a little abt giving birth next time. im alrdy THIS fat. fatter is crazy. fatter is like FATFATFAT!!! my god. the disaster i would become. well, i would leave that to fret abt when it comes. feb 14th is coming!! VALENTINES - i can alrdy feel the love in the air. *mwahs*

yours truly is in the homey town of IPOH!! doing wat? getting very fat. i just ate steamboat for reunion dinner and right afterwards we had bbq. goodness. sinful shit aint it? haha.

oh well, im so tired after a whole day of craziness and cuteness. cuteness in the sense of my lil baby cousin - kai wen. haha. shall post up peektures when im free. right now i gotta go get some rest. been a long long day.

p/s my hair is straight again! yes!!!

was walking home with baby yesterday and i saw this crazy sign on some plants. haha those pple really hate the flower stealers to hell. haha. so funny! i couldnt help but stop and take this picture. hahaha. funny neighbourhood pple in jurong huh. haha.

caught victoria's secrets fashion show just now. OHMYGOD. haha. i can jus die!!! farking orgasmic nosebleed i tell you!!! insanely hot models in super sexy sweet lingerie!!! and the hightlight of the nite, THE WINGS!! oh my god!!! pretty pretty big big fluffy wings!!! *squeals* i want a pair of fluffy wings for my 21st birthday!!!! *hintshints* hahah!!! and it was tyra banks last fashion show as a runway model. AWWW. she heats up the runway whenever she struts her stuff man. *wipes sweat* gosh think i'll turn lesbian for those models.

on a less heaty note, i met up with my long time qing ren today for sinful dessert at nydc. haha. had a nice catching up with the guy. clever lil me blasted him today. he asked "u have a blog? WHERE?" me said "erhhh.. ON THE NET?!" hahahah daniel *smacks forehead*

caught memoirs of a geisha over the weekend with baby as well. it was a good show. very nice. i am veeeery impressed by zhang ziyi's acting. a china girl who alrdy doesnt know english has to speak JAPANESE accented english. its not bad at all. she really sounds japanese. and her occasional spoken japanese is also quite real. niceeee :)

might not c baby for 2 weekends cos this weekend im heading back to ipoh den next weekend he has field camp so he wont be booking out. *wails & pouts*

i jus realised its the 24th of jan alrdy. my dearest girl vicki has been gone for a year. i can still rmb the day i got news of her passing away and cried like nobodys business in the middle of ngee ann's convention centre. sigh. i miss her. ALOT. i miss hearing her laughter. i miss her coming up to me and "nikky ni jing tian hen piao liang leh!" i miss her playing with my hair. this sweet girl was nothing but sweet and lovely. i dont c any part of her that can be a reason for her to be taken away from this world. or den again, maybe it was becos she was so angelic that she was "stolen" from us to be an angel - wat she started out to be and wat she was meant to be all along. a fallen angel she is.

and so to the fallen angel:
i miss you girl. i know u are up in the skies looking down at us. i can imagine your smiles as u see us down below. u fell down a long time ago and fate brought us together in our tertiary days. i just wish they gave u more more more time with us. *hugs*

al ameen-ed today. haha. so full!! ate quite a bit. the farnie bit - i ordered teh-o ice. den the uncle was like "teh-o ice or teh-o ice limau" den i said "teh-o ice". den after a while i decided to change so i told uncle "uncle! change change, teh-o ice limau!" den he went "I KNEW IT!" hahaha. so farnie. but the best part is when the drink came: IT WAS TEH O ICE NO FREAKING LIMAU!!! haha. but i drank it anyhow.

i chanced upon a very "familiar" mv just now on channel 51.

zhang shao han's zhen de. a part of the mv goes like this:

zhang shao han is at work. she calls her bf. he is with another girl at this romantic bridge. he picks up the call.

zhang shao han (chirpy): wei? ni zai na li ah? (hello? where are you?)
boyfriend: err wo zai gen da mao zai yi qi. (err im with da mao.)
zhang shao han (disappointed): na wo ne? (how abt me?)
boyfriend (irritated): ni jiu bu neng du li yi dian ma? (cant u be a bit more independant?)
zhang shao han (sad): ... ...

yes. so damn familiar. sighs.

im still still still waiting for a call from mediacorp publishing abt my application for editorial assistant. wish they would really call me down for an interview.

well, im gonna miss the auntie frm PLUSH! roadshow. shes very cute n very nice :)

work has been so damn boring. basically im paid $6/hr to sit and stare into space. really! nothing to do at all. just when u go work u set up. and when u end work u pack up. THATS IT. haha. paid to do nothing. quite a bargain huh? haha. but den id rather do smthing though. but today was quite fun. why fun? cos sam n enrique dropped by n accompanied me for the WHOLE AFTERNOON. hahahahaha. and we saw LAO HAM!!! hahaha. edmund chen lar. he is so handsome! haha. for a guy his age he is so *melts* hahaha. mus be yomeishu (is tat how u spell it?) haha. yeah.

i have a maria (in the form of jacky) and today i just earned myself LETCHMI (in the form of enrique) oh boy! two pple to serve me. how nice! :)

supposed to shop for mh's bday present, end up shopping for myself. haha. bought myself a freshbox tee and a skirt. SHEESH i can never refrain myself frm buying miniskirts la. im a sucker for them. i almost bought a bag as well but i really TAHAN lor. heng i didnt buy it. i wouldve regretted it i guess. feel so guilty alrdy. but i love the skirt!!! haha. micro mini.

sighs. im disappointed again tonite. he promised to call me and he didnt again.

gosh i miss him so much this week.

im a happy happy girl today!!! *skips arnd* haha i managed to find n OWN my fav pair of pumps. been dreaming abt my pumps for quite some time. n now i OWN IT! haha. of cos now im in the state of mind whereby my other pair of pumps is gonna be neglected. and to add to the sadness of it, it hasnt been worn by me yet.

im sorry silver pumps. u were taken for a spare tyre. i didnt get to own white pumps so i had to make do with u. but i realised u couldnt fill up the empty space in my heart so i had to go in search for white pumps. and i found white pumps. i wont disown u, but u have to make do with 2nd best. sorry. (teardrop)

oohwell!! *prance arnd in my white pumps* hahaha. ok lar basically i jus adore my new shoes! *makes kissy faces*

had a nice dim sum breakfast/lunch today at carlton hotel. yummy yum yum. haha. apparently i was the only one who eat the chicken feet. so i sup everything! so great to not have anyone snatching my fav dish. hee!

awright its late n i nid to sleep. gosh. NITEx world!

*goes to slp hugging white pumps*

went MOS ytd!!! finally. haha. we went absolutely NUTZ!!! firstly, im totally impressed by the free chupa chups and the candy floss. they totally know wat makes nikky high. SUGAR HIGH!!! woot!! and i love their toilets. so comfy!! can jus sit in there and gossip away. haha.

firstly, MOS didnt learn frm zouk at all. they should never make house n retro their main arena and make it extra huge, and den the r&b area so small. why not jus let r&b have the main arena for heavans sakes. that way EVERYONE can hav a piece of r&b!!! and not squeeze their guts out. r&b should have the biggest place damn it!!!

anyways, u pple should have seen the amt of drinks we got. FWAH!! haha. dont ask how and why, but we bought like 300 over dollars worth of alcohol. craziness!!!! haha.

i found out alot of things last nite:

1) sam has a new hobby in clubs. either she sits on the floor, or get leg cramps.

2) nat loves kissing pple. (females AND MALES)

3) meihui is a huuuuuge heartbreaker.

4) enrique likes to wear gay tshirts and is our grp photographer.

5) clubbing is never fun without us GIRLS!!!

check it out!!! :)

im gonna get a free haircut by an overseas stylist from TONI & GUYS!!! haha. was walking arnd bugis area with layhoon when we got approached. so funny! oohwell, im thrilled! cant wait at all for my new hairstyle. but i guess it wont be too big a change. wat i really want though, is COLOUR! my hair is very boring now. i need ash highlights!!! fierce riteeee :)

well well well, nth much been happening in my life nowadays. so there aint much to blog abt. everythings been stable n nice betwn me n my boy so lets nt go there.

caught derailed over the weekend. kinda predictable movie, but not bad. hard to portray Jennifer Aniston in a serious movie. in my memory she is always Rachel Green. haha. but she was raped in the show. that part was a little hard to digest though. baby had a tough time digesting that part too. haha. it kinda disturbed him a little. but overall it wasnt too bad.

ohwell, tired of writing crap. NITES!

my favourite piece of accessory

i've decided to be a good girl n listen to my lecturer in class. it seems to be easier as this mod's lecturer is so much more interesting compared to the last. (the cheena guy had a prob pronouncing his words) anyway, he talked about this history of asia. i felt like i was going thru a history class oks. but i had a very big distraction in class - CHRIS LIM ZHIKAI!! *pulls hair* the idiot never brings a pen to class, keeps talking n talking, can even pick up calls in class?! sighs. i dun tink i can sit next to him if i wanna concentrate. im determined to score for this module!!!GRRRRR!!!! *grits teeth* i promised him to be a good girl. i promised him to study hard n get good grades. I SHALL DO IT!!!!

hmmm, seems ive been making him a lil angwee lately. he doesnt like me getting too close with other guys. makes him paranoid. and also, things tat i promised him i didnt do. i promised him i will go SAFTI last sat. i didnt make it. i promised to get the photos developed by the time he booked out last week. i didnt again. i promised him to speak to my parents nicely. i couldnt. (well, who could, if they were being kinda overboard anyway.)

chinese new years coming. then its feb. means VALENTINES IS COMING!! haha. sheesh time passes really fast. everythings so hard to digest. den in the blink of an eye, im gonna turn 21!! and den im gonna reach 1 year with him. and the list goes on. gasp!! time really flies!!! haha.

sch timetables really tight this module. classes are mon, wed, fri AND SATURDAYS!! my sats are burnt!!!! *bangs head against wall* okie i hate sim for putting classes on sats.

sam went to sleep. so i shall go sleep too. haha. nites!!

HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE!!!!

my first day of 2006 was one filled with laughter smiles and tears.
it was also filled with many pretty fireworks by the streets,
filled with many ugly horny fat women and horny old men,
many many many foam sprays n running to the toilet,
and of cos, many many many many many hugs & kisses.

he is mine to keep and mine only. i love him.