someone painted a very beautiful picture for me last nite. i wish it would come true.

imagine:

Spandau Ballet's True playing in a dimmed room filled with scented oil and candles, plush sofa, and godiva chocolates.

of cos how could i miss out my loved one. (whoever it is..)

so beautiful, so perfect, so romantic.

*sigh* i could melt.



i hate being decieved. i said it before. is it me or am i just attracted to liars and horrible bastards. then again, i seem to be surrounded by too many. maybe i should have a change of environment. maybe i should stop thinking that MAYBE this bastard may change. becos somehow they never do. a leopard never changes its spots. i know now. *sighs* learnt it the hard way, but i still learnt.

i am oh so addicted to Spandau Ballet's True and Nelly's cover N Dey Say.


TRUE

So true
funny how it seems
always in time, but never in line for dreams
head over heels,when toe to toe
this is the sound of my soul
this is the sound
I bought a ticket to the world
but now I've come back again
why do I find it hard to write the next line
when I want the truth to be said
I know this much is true
With a thrill in my head an a pill on my tongue
dissolve the nerves that have just begun
listening to Marvin all night long
this is the sound of my soul
this is the sound
always slipping from my hands
sand's a time of t's own
take your seaside arms and write the next line
oh I want the truth to be known


*meltssssss*

It's in the way that you move me,

and the way that you tease me,

The way that I want you tonight,

It's in the way that you hold me,

and the way that you know me,

When I can't find the right words to say,

You feel it in the way.

feeling so terrible nowadays. my days have been like this for the past week. morning wake up go classes. any free time is editing. evening do up set and recording for tv studio till 10pm. after 10pm go straight home. sleep. next morning wake up go sch again. i have no freaking life.

ive been neglecting pple. pple have been neglecting me. ohdamn. im feeling pmsy.

i wanna cut my hair but i duno how i wanna cut it.

i wanna go back to jb to the comfort of my own home. but i cant.

i wanna take a break from everything and run away. can i?

lonelylonelylonely.

imsofreakinglonely.


i.can`t.put.my.fingers.on.just.what.it.is.that.makes.me.love *you

watched constantine yesterday. weehees! its gooooooood!!! althou there were some farnie parts that i couldnt help but laugh at. "my preeeciouuuusssss!!!" hahahahahahaha!!!! no i didnt mistake constantine for lord of the rings lah. only marine cheryl samantha n esther would know wats it abt. hahas. omigod. it still cracks me up! *laughs to meself* but yea, its a darn good movie. love the way keanu reeves points the middle finger to satan. best!

den went to meet my cousin n brought her shopping. *shakes head* she is madness. like one shot she buys 2 tops and a new pair of shorts. and after that a new shade of eyeshadow. she doesnt seem to find life miserable like i do. of cos, she doesnt LACK MONEY!!! darn. i lack it. ALOT. so many things to buy and so little cash to spend. DARN!!! *grumbles* nvm, i shall steal her tops to wear. hahas!

oh oh! and we were walking arnd far east when eagle-eyed me spotted...... MR POA!!! hahas. saw him going up the escalator so i pushed marine n cheryl to go up too. den walked to POA.(duh) hahas. den hung arnd look at men's tops. i think he must think we are insane, like everytime bo tai bo ji go POA look at mens tops. duhh. haha. aiyoh ppl go bio u can!!! hahas. aiyo he so cute!!! cannot take it. my horoscope in EVERY magazine says my month of march is super good for lovin! alot of guys will fall for me, find me hot, and according to seventeen mag, some guy tat i admired from afar will find me attractive and tell me he is interested. *squeals* MR POA!! hahas. ohmien.

oh but i found out horrible news yesterday. JAY CHOU IS FINALLY OFFICIALLY DEFINITELY ATTACHED TO THAT HOU PEI CHEN. *wails* oh wells, wat can i do. at least its not jolin thou. hahas. *wails* i still hate mooncake face S xiaojie. bleahs.

okie dokie. gotta run!! gotta go class at Quality Hotel. special special. hmms, wonder wat we would do today. hahas. kkays. toodles babies!!!

*aww.. MR POA*

weirdest. i cleared all my new msges in my friendster this afternoon and now there are another 8 waiting for me to clear. scary. hahas.

anyway today i bought a new top! abit perverted. it has hands pointing downwards and a line tat says "this way for pleasure". pervert! hahas. but i dun care. i likee! hahas. and also 2 ear studs and some nail stickers for me to play with. hahas!

damn! i tried to upload some nice piccies taken in tinybox music but blogger is not cooperating with me. so i shall give up. *makes faces*

bloggerhatesmetoday.

myfoodistastelesstoday.

imstillahappygirltoday.

*smile*

i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.
i cant believe it.

im sick on valentines day. *urgh*


supposed to be out n having fun n im stuck in bed. WHY LIDAT!!!! came back from the docs. spent $22 on medication n consultant and a freaking MC. ohwells. i wanna go outttt!!!! *wails*

7thgrade jiazu is becoming a freaky place. things are happening for no reason. SCAREEEE.

i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.
i still cant believe it.

im sick on valentines day. DAMN.

on a lighter note.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ME N U ALL. *muackies*

wee hee hee!!!

im in vals house now.. lalala...

just realised friendster can upload 12 pics already'!!! den now no nid to paste alot of pics together and post as 1 pic!! wheeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woowee...niunai is so damn free eh!!! haha... *grins*

my blog is so damn deglected nowadays..sighs...i miss going online everynite lah...aiyohs...

went out with jing..diana dear and val baby..heehee...went shopping arnd for a dress for jing for the MS SG UNIVERSE semis and den went looking for a top for val...den after tat went cafecartel to chill...carterllia frappe!! *yummmms* den diana kept going "kaka!! kaka xia lai le!!!" and the next thing i know..i see a mini cockroach on the wall behind me... -_-'' wooooo... hahaha.......

den val n diana left for zouk.. bweah...

i feel so pukish.. haha... been feeling nauseous since i took a bus frm toapayoh all the way to clementi... urghh...

for all those thinking...

NO I AM NOT PREGNANT!!!! *faints*


oh yeah...if u people r looking for a good place to chill and listen to gd music..i reccoment Harry's Bar at Esplanade...tat place is really nice to chill.....

aiyohs now they (val maisie aidi mindi marine) r all getting high..so i shall go n get high too!!!! wahahha!!!

*runs off*

oohs. my house is sooooooooo noisy today. haha!! but ok lah it was all fun!!!

heard frm aidi abt mindi's kukuness. *sighs* wat can i say. haha. limin jus sacrificed herself for aidi's future happiness. but since aidi says she chooses kunda over QQ den i shall take QQ for my own usage. haha!! right aidi??

ive been a couch potatoh for the past 2 days at home. just lie on my parents bed n watch vcds. haha. bth leh. but tmr gonna go out lah. movie movie!!!!

DARN! pimple outbreak on my forehead. *piles pimple cream on my forehead* oh nooooo!!! im pimplefied!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *runs arnd the house in circles n screams* !!!!!!!!!!!!!






ok. im just bored. (1k tone.)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!!!!

and not forgetting...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL COUSIN MEL!!!!!
stay irritating always k!!

hahas. yea yea. its chinese new year again. cant stand all the different different versions of chinese new year songs. esp the TECHNO VERSIONS!!! *headache* all the tok tok chiang tok tok chiang. WAKAOS!!!

ohhhhs. chris dear is posted to tekong. *sobs* hee hee..he v upset sia.. *sayangs chris* haha dun so upset lah kays.... still can take time off cos of your studies de lah... hee hee... u just have to b a monk for 5 days in a week only.. dun worrie kays!! *sayangs again* =D

starting watching this ou xiang ju series called hou niao yi ren..bit too bad lah..but abit SLOW...my bro borrowed it home so i jus watch oni lor...

thurs gonna watch movie rites!!!! *grins* oh yea oh yea.

oh ya. to SOMEONE: you ignore me i ignore u! as simple as that! dont call/msg me again asking why i nv contact you! now why cant YOU CONTACT ME?! hmfs.

oh yeash. aidi aidi aidi... *shakes head* GO BUY SPECS!!!! hee hee!!!

lalalalalala....

ahhh!!!! *screams* i saw tis beng in jb who freaking looks like Jay!!! even my mum says so can!!!! omg omg omg omg omg... if i could i wouldve taken a pic of him n posted it sia.... damn... the onli prob is - HE IS BENG. crap. haha!

im irritated. yesterday i typed a long n irritated blog entry n my comp decided to piss me off MORE! it HUNG!!!!! just when i hit PUBLISH!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

anyways, yesterday i was saying. I HATE TO BE DECEIVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun freaking bluff me. I WILL BITE U!!!!!! and dun in yr entire life think that i am that easy to bluff.

sighs. he changed so much. after he joined that freaking company. i duno how to explain how he changed but he changed. he became so... superficial. so un-true. so materialistic. so self-centred. so not him.
I LIKE SWEET-AS-EVER BARTENDER.
I HATE MATERIALISTIC MARKETING DISTRIBUTOR. (or watever u call yrself)
i wish u'd jus quit ur current job and go back to bartending. i like u that way. hmfs.

on a lighter note. Thailand here i come. hee hee! maybe planning a thailand trip with cheryl n peeps. haha!! yay~

and and and...TAIWAN!!! *gush* haha... ive got 4 people to meet there yea... JAY SHOW MILK DJ (he say he wait for me hor...) whee hee hee!!

sighs. kesper. i wish u'd go back to your old self. the one i adore.

lala.. im amused by someone... HEE!!

anyways...its been FOREVER since im last online..so horrible..im missing out so much on 7thgrade there..RIGHT AIDI??? RIGHT MAISIE??? RIGHT VAL??? RIGHT (enter your names) ??? haha..i lazy to type lah....

going shopping again later at bugis den going to NTU for impressario 2005 finals..yeeps!! i need to club like REAL SOON before i start getting fits...haha....yesterday lah!!! samantha!! all yr fault!! bleahs!!! oops~ tink i gtg and get ready to meet the girl before she accuses me of being super late again lah...haha...which i tink i MIGHT... haha!!!

*runs for the shower*

p/s:7thgrade ppl.. its time for u all to UPDATE ME!!! (i miss milk)