got so many things to blog abt!! where to start!! hahaaa... hmmm.. we'll take it one event at a time..

ADP GRADUATION DINNER
had alot of fun...laughed like hell over the video they compiled...haha..although there was tis segment abt me which was... *sweat* indescribable...after dinner we all went to ZOUK!! hahaa....first time go chiong with laoshi...quite amazing..haha!! hmm..laoshi dancing not bad lah...hehee....den quite alot of gays tat nite..!! ADP is over..now...its on to the extended course....all the way!!!

JAY CONCERT
fwah!! fwah!! n erm...FWAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tell u...its really superb...dun say $150..$250 i also think its worth it!! esp to c the way he n yuhao play the piano...my god...my mouth was WIDE open....oh n taufik n sly were there...juz a few seats from me...den me saw Lin JunJie too!! haha..star studded nite...den after tat me n zoey intended to chase lah..but those ppl who were supposed to chase with us TUA!!! bloody hell...so we found our own way to find them...din manage to c jay n nqmm...but!!! we managed to chummy chummy with jay's dancers...jay's band..the the guy on the scratchboard...super nice ppl i tell u!!! haha..but biased towards us..which is a GOOD THING!!!! mr scratchboard n fish kinda chummy with us abit more...cos me n zoey r both their wifeys..haha...den last nite we went up to their rooms with them...i was standing outside JAY'S ROOM!! MY GOD!! haha..but couldnt enter....hmmmm.....amazing eh..so near yet so far......den hung out with them awhiles...den went home to slp abits.. cos next morning got "DATE" at 11 to bring them shopping..but in the end mr scratchboard was the ONLY person who could wake up..haha..so shopped abit n den went back to the hotel room with them...den went airport send them off.... heeEeeeEeeeEee!!! oh oh!! exchanged numbers n msn with them...so tat when we go tw they gonna bring us around!! yipppeeee!!!

den...went back toapayoh..slp abit...den came home..now? super shag.

the end.

hee.

hmmm....funny way how things work out......

it felt nice.... *smile*

although in the end it ends up to nothing....

i'm still glad it happened....

but i want it to work out..i really do......

please let it work out...

*muacks*

do u want my love....

wadda boring sunday...sheesh...how much more bored can i get...

been feeling rather weird lately...somehow...i cant figure out this feeling...its like i duno wat the hell im feeling....duno wat the hell im doing.....

if only someone could tell me.... hmms.....

i love this song.

i love the lyrics.

its for *you

COCO LEE - Before I Fall In Love

[Verse 1:]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been fooled before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now
Before I fall in love

back from sentosa!!! hahaha....

letz see...deres loads to blog leh....how to start?!?!?! k letz go day by day....

day 1:
reached sentosa too earlie so we kinda werent allowed to check in..so we went to the beach to plaaaaaaaaay....haha...swam for quite some time....n i tried to climb the "platform" but...haha...i hav phobia!! ever since tat time i got cut so badly by the barnacles at the bottom of the platform i have developed a phobia...so bobian...den karho had to give me a hand...in the end still cut myself..blerh...but not as bad as before larh......den after tat went to sit by the beach awhiles...den it seemed like it was gonna rain..so we quickly headed for the chalet...but when we were ALMOST dere...its started to POUR!! hahaa....wad bad timing ehh...but if we left a tad later...it could get much worse...den we went to the room...hang arnd awhile..den went to swim at the pool!! haha...den went back to the room slack abitz den get ready go club!! yea yea!!! hahaaa....

nite 1 @ phuture:
it kinda sucked in the beginning...ok..it sucked pretty badly...but after 1am it became all good...haha..good music...good company.....juz goooooooooooooood.... tats all im saying.. haha...

day 2:
rise n shine...go mdm wongs to "club" in the afternoon..haha...u guys must tink we're crazy...ok lah...we were helping out as "clubbing" extras at sam's clubbing scene for her specialist...tis the first freaking time im so sick of dancing non stop..haha.......weird lah!! dancing in an empty club in the afternoon with glaring lights n a roving camera...hahaaa....den its off to buy bbq stuff n go back chalet for bbq!!! and dennn....yrs truly got a lil pissed cos of some ppl who juz cant make up their mind whether or not to stay for bbq...wadda hell...anyways...den we realised we had to go buy the grill cos we tot we din nid it but we did...so karho n me set of to faraway palawan to buy the stupid grill...n along the way the idiot kept freaking me out i swear i nearli had a heart attack...but he kinda made my wish come true..he brought me to the tower i wanted to go since forever....the view was fwah..n the wind blowing on yr face when yre up dere....its like...i nv wanna leave tat place..hahaa....maybe im exaggerating a lil..but its realie lidat...altho it was kinda spoilt by tat gundu who tried to throw me over the railing..i swear tat siao kia literally CARRIED me on his shoulders n threatened to throw me over!! haha..SCARY SHIT I TELL U!!!! den we went back..bbqed till quite late...laughed till we cramped....n went to slp...for a lil while...cos before u noe it...ppls hp alarms were ringing n we hadda hit the beach again...hahaaaaaa..which leads us to......

day 3:
spent a short while at the beach...n before u noe it...we were heading for the showers...duh...sam n carol had to leave earlie cos of their SHOOT...damn...so left me angie n karho go shower...i swear i nearli wanted to slap these girls at the toilet..blooody hell u go beach!! not some babehunt!!! dun freaking stand in front of the mirror n turn left turn right n SLOOOOOOOWLY apply yr sunblock...its irritating...and taking up space!!!! crazy bimbos!!!! anyway den we lunched at mac till the 3 of us wanted to DIE...den me n karho took a bus down to town for MOVIE! haha...the both of us were so freaking tired we slept all the way...n luckily karho woke up..if not i tink we wouldve overshot or smthing...hahaa...met windy n yy n watched SAW...tats scary shit!!! i was freaking out most of the time n kept grabbing karho's shirt..i tink it expanded or smthing..hahaaa.....

den after movie head HOME...which is where i am now...woahs...*scrolls up* this is one long entry!! haha..oh well!! im surprised YOU read it all the way till here...

im slpy...haha......

gdnite!!! *smiles*

chalet tmr!! YIPEEE!!!! hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

plus clubbing..plus bbq..plus swimming..plus i wanna go to the tower at nite!!!

but..there's no one to go with me... *sobs* i still havent found tat special someone to bring me there..........anyway i bet im gonna have a hellova time...even if my parents r being super idiotic these few days...

seriously...i have no idea wats up their arses...being super anal these few days..all of a sudden for no reason come n screw me....waddafuck!!! wat the hell did i do man!!!! like go out for lunch also wanna bitch me....den now i wanna go chalet u all come ask stupid quesion like "why mus go for 3 days 2 nites?" HELLO!! ITS A FREAKING CHALET U ASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

duhs....

ah wadever.......i cant wait to move to sg....at least i wun get nagged for no damn reason....altho i knw after staying a while im gonna miss home..haha.....

wadever...now the onli thing on my mind is CHALET!! n PHUTURE!!!

oh boy oh boy oh boy!!! *grins*

my hair is now highlighted REDDISH PURPLE!!!! yeaaa!!! hahaaa...i love my highlites!!!! *jump jump jump*

now my hair colour is like FIR's Ah Qin..haha.. YO YO!!!!

wed wed wed wed wed wed... fast fast come?? haha...

finished watching zhan shen...

nice show. horrible end.

bleahx.

yay!! all my ADP exams r OVER!! haha...no nid to stress...hmm actually still have lah....28th dinner...me gotta have tis lil speech..den got short performance with my class..hahaa....but not AS stressed.....

todays exam was easier den i tot...haha....hmmmm...its like one more class to the end....so saddening.......wish it wouldnt end leh....haha.....

tmr gonna go highlight my hair!!! gonna b super special!!! not the usual highlights lah...me gonna do purplish-pink underhighlites...hehee!!! hope it turns out chiochio!!! shall take pics to post up when im done...hehee!! tmr gonna go shopshop with cheryl... *grins* go find my dress for dinner....as well as my aunts wedding...

yay!!!

hmmmm......recently v luan....xin li mian luan luan de...hahaaa....i duno how to explain but.......hmm...guess i nid to sort out my priorities.........

oh well...im super bored tonite...its so late n i got talked into coming online by cheryl...to do NOTHING...haha....so crappy.........

next week got upcoming chalet!! clubbing!! wheeeee!! cant wait!!!!

i love phuture yea!!! *grins* wahaha....

cant stand my parents...wat kinda parents would save tat money n let their little princess travel UP AND DOWN EVERYDAY when im so tired out after sch alreadie...wat the hell...im super super super sick of losing sleep n waking up super earli to get to sch on time....$350 per month to stay at a condo with my own room is a FARKING GOOD DEAL ok...ex ex ex...ex yr head lah!!! its not like apartments r renting for $100 plus onli lor...they r abt the same!!! and to tink the condo is like 2 bus stops away frm my sch...WAT THE HELL R YR PROBLEMS MAN!!!! ITS A FREAKING SOONER OR LATER TAT IM GONNA MOVE TO SG ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!! AND STOP TELLING ME HOW MUCH $350 IS IN RINGGIT..I KNOW MY MATHS....AND SERIOUSLY DOES IT MATTER?! NOOOO!!!!!!

im pissed. super pissed.

i hate them. urh.

oh yea!! my testimonials r back!! haha..so happie to c them.....!!!

my wrist hurts....i wonder wat happened...suddenly one.... *worried* it better not b serious....bleahx.......

*zou chu ling du kong jian..zhong yu yi qie fen lie....*

u know wat ppl?? SCREW HIM!!! haha...i think im juz gonna go on with my life...not worth it lah...him?! haix....... *dust shirt* forget it.....

im happy... i know i am!!!! cos at least ive got my friends...i can live without a bf....no problem..........

according to darius...i can do better....yup!!! *hugs darius* yea yea...zhu i am gonna get over him...haahaaa......

lots of things for me to do....

lets get them ALL done!!!

dreams..here i come...........

great.

jus yesterday i felt i was gonna hyperventilate...i was having the best time of my life...i felt that FINALLY something was going my way...

a few mins ago i find out some GREAT news.

CONGRATS!! I HOPE U DUN BREAK SOMEONE ELSE'S HEART!!

and wadever happened last nite?? i dun think is gonna lead anywhere. so why bother go tinking abt it...

seriously? im sick and tired of all this shit.

leave me alone.

oh yea!!! im back..haha..i was back yesterday lah..but i super lazy to blog...so many happy stuff happened for me that i duno where to start.......in short......my dreams came true....haha......

to niunai: thank u for making my trip so amazing...ilu.........
1. thank u for putting my lil card in betwn yr passport..away frm the others...
2. thank u for calling me by my name...tat meant EVERYTHING
3. thank u for taking pics with me before everyone else...
4. thank u for writing my name n drawing me the lil hearts on my albums...
5. thank u for making me blush again n again...
6. thank u for searching for me even after u crossed the boarding gate..

so mushy.. bleah.. haha....

my lil escapade in the KLIA was trully a dream come true.....

cant imagine tat xuan chuan left niunai all to me..haha!!!

hmmm...on the way home frm changi airport ytd..i made an amazing discovery....sg ppl duno eng n duno how to read eng...damn ah...at the jurong east platform..there was an announcement saying that the train in the middle platform is not for passenger service....do not board...n the bloody overhead sign also said "DO NOT BOARD" somemore the announcement was repeating again n again..and when the doors open..those idiots rushed in...i was like "..." wats their prob....sheesh......

watched TAXI with my baby sam today...haha....it was super cool!! haha....i wanna watch it again...hmmm.....cant wait for chalet ppl!!! *lol*