27 June 2004

sch starting tmr...yay!! no need to rot at home anymore...
haha..but everytime its lidat one...when im having hols i would wish sch started sooner..den when its schooling time..i would wish the hols come faster..hahahaha...damn the jialat~~~

lalala....got sho many things to buy buy buy...n so broke somemore...hmm letz c...we hav tat shoes frm far east...den a new bag for sch...stationary n pencil case..old one damn dirty..haha..
a new hp case for my x66..threw the old one away...wahah!!

so many things to buy n yet so broke...

recently realised he v v v v v v xiao qi....so petty...haix... those small lil things den go n angry angry...*sighs* nothing to say lah.....

but i jus love his eyes..they make me meeelttt~~~~ hehe!!

lalalalalala~~~

20 June 2004



(thanks to jas mei for the lyrics)

he's just so awfully sweet to me.... =D

19 June 2004

2nd lesson of ARTISTE DEVELOPMENT CLASS:

woah..today i realised jus how impt my voice is to me and my future...and the stuff i have to do the protect it is...SCARY...

no more chicken rice for me..no more laksa for me...no eating for 3 hrs before class..no sleep for 6 hrs before class..(so pple!! fri nites no late nite fone conversations..n u wont find mi online...i will aslp as earlie as possible cos i hav to be up at 9am on sat morns..) water wif 3 drops of lemon juice before sleep...2 tablespoons of honey + water in the morning everyday...

and the list goes on............ *faints*

learnt so many stuff from li fei hui lao shi that i will most probably never learn anywhere else...priceless stuff.......

nikky gambatte yo!!! wahahahaha....

he's been really sweet and all....altho he loves to piss mi off and stuff.. but really sweet...hehex... everynite on the fone he will sing those v sweet songs to me to get me to sleep....den keep telling me rubbish to get me jealous....pig!! haha....

ytd he called me jus to ask mi turn on radio to listen 933..n it turned out it was playing PIN GUAN's TENG NI DE ZE REN...n he kinda dedicated it to me... *awww* so warm n fuzzy...

guess he's kinda slowly crawling into my heart already.... =)

*zong jue de you teng ni de ze ren.......*

15 June 2004

funny how the way things turned out..haha...really v weird....

duno how it will end...but lets just take a step at a time....

i hope this time im not making the same mistake i did the last time lor...

*cross my fingers...*

*smiles*

haha.. he just gave me his credit card number..haha..now i can go crazy with online shopping..hahahahahahha... *evil* no lah...i not so evil one...i jus helped him book our tics for tmr's movie online..........wahahaha....tink too much hur....

haix..duno lah...jus talked with cheryl about this...whether i should start letting benjamin in..and start letting alex out..den suddenly it kinda hit mi....maybe i am already doing that...its just that i dont feel it yet...cos i havent been talking to alex for a lot of days already..its that kind of thing that i c him online but i dont click on that name anymore....and when my hp rings...i EXPECT it to be benjamin....but maybe its jus that my heart doesnt start racing when i c him..or when i receive his msges or something....*argh* this is wad i call DILEMMA....

eyes closing...... ........... gotta go sleep ar...tmr meeting him...den at nite going airport pick up sensei..hehex....

good nitex ppl!!!~~~~

*xiang yao ba ni wang ji zhen de hao nan...si nian de tong zai wo xing li jiu chan...*

12 June 2004

today first day of lesson at tinybox.. hehex..not too bad..although the other 6 ppl in my class r like 20 plus yr olds...and im like the xiao mei mei in the class..so weird...den got tis damn pretty girl called jingjing..keep patting my head..wah seh..i feel like one little baby in the class....kenn wu let us listen our audition recordings again..n when i heard mine..i kinda wanted to dig a hole in the ground n bury myself..sheesh..so paisae..sound like one small kid....*sighs*
today jus got told wad im going thru for the next 6 months is actually not vocal training...its more of an ARTISTE DEVELOPMENT PROGRAMME... scary.. sound so ..... ..... *shivers*

benjamin.. haha... he's really sweet lah..for the past few days keep msging mi..msg mi when he wakes up..off work..having break..go sleep...haha..like he has nothing else better to do...but i dont think i will rush into anything...dont want to go into a relationship with someone when another person is in my heart...yet...i should b getting rid of that person asap...time..thats what i need...shall c how things go lah....

oh wells...finally my life is turning for the better already...
*grins grins* hope it stays this way........

*dui bu qi dui bu qi...wo ai ni.......*

05 June 2004

I HATE MY FRIGGIN HP!!!!!!!!!!!!

no friggin idea what the hell is wrong with it lor!!!!!

haix...at first i was supposed to b in the first class for li fei hui's training class (which has ALREADY STARTED!!)..den duno y earnest couldnt get mi...he said my fone nobody picked up..he called alot of times but no one picked up ar...but the friggin prob is..the fone is all along with mi..and even if there was a missed call i wouldve seen it!! but i saw no friggin missed calls from Tinybox ok!!! argh!!!!! now my placing got pushed back to a month later...which is the 4th class!!!!! argh!!!! WHY!!!! WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO MI!!! WHAT THE *TOOT* IS WRONG WITH MY STUPID FONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now gotta wait a month later den can start classes... haix!!!!!!
so saaaaaaaadddddd~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

now i gotta rot for another month..................

*sighs* i hate hate hate my hp.................

*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

*screams into pillow*

so upsetting..........................................

04 June 2004

its getting very very tired to hold on to smone tat isnt meant to b yours...really really very tiring....and im tired....

ok i shall stop talking about him before this blog turns into an A**X Shrine.....hahahaha....

11th june gonna go back to dear ol' phuture..duno if things r gonna b the same dere...so jus gonna go back n have a feel of the "new" atmosphere...haha....

jus got an email from chinablack saying it'll b RnB nites on tuesday nites...YES!!!! no more friggin trance to listen to!!!! they finally got some sense...hahaha.....they should do smething about getting a re-entry queue???

anyways...life is getting VERY VERY boring for me...wish that sch will reopen sooner...hahaa.....no income...den money keep flying away...damn it!!!! argh!!!!

nothing v interesting has happened so far so dere is really nothing much i can say in here....

oh yea...one good news though...JAY CHOU'S ALBUM WILL B OUT IN JULY!!! *cross fingers* hope they dont postpone the release date ar!! hehehex...............

*wo zhen de lei le...zhen de lei le....*