went to meet him and give him his nice nice present today...i guess i had a great time with him...altho it wasnt anything really SPECIAL...we just sat down by this "fountain" at causeway pt and had this really long talk...not those serious talk but a real light hearted one..so..yup.. *grins* im amazed at his drawing ability..*wows* its really damn good..i mean...GOOOOD....i am most definitely impressed..........
so happy that i got the tshirt at a correct size...hehex! *so happy wif myself* altho i duno where tis will end..it mite end in disappointment...damn big chance esp...but...i'm glad i am giving myself a chance..instead of wallowing in despair....
im really amazed at myself..shessh...
my results suck..blah!! sucks sucks sucks....urgh!!!
wo de xin love..love...love......
23 May 2004
HAVE YOU EVER
by Brandy
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
yes..i have..now...
by Brandy
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
yes..i have..now...
haix..i finally plucked up all my courage and TOLD HIM...but...it's nt gonna go anywhere lar...
but somehow i feel better letting him knw...at least got a big rock off my heart...
many stuff happened on the 20th at rouge..can say it was good..but can also say it was bad...i duno....
i duno how things got this complicated....its scary.......
im a person who will try n try n try..even if i fall n break my neck and hurt myself too many times...i will pick myself up and try again....so.......yar..i can get ready to b hurt a million times before i giv up......stupid...but tats mi.....
its not so ez to give up..so why force myself to give up...when i can give myself hope instead...maybe i wont get there in the end..but at least i knw ive tried...
and..im trying....still.......
cos now i knw i can say...i love him...yes...love is such a strong word rite..but i know i do...not to the extent of killing myself for him..but i know i do.........
but somehow i feel better letting him knw...at least got a big rock off my heart...
many stuff happened on the 20th at rouge..can say it was good..but can also say it was bad...i duno....
i duno how things got this complicated....its scary.......
im a person who will try n try n try..even if i fall n break my neck and hurt myself too many times...i will pick myself up and try again....so.......yar..i can get ready to b hurt a million times before i giv up......stupid...but tats mi.....
its not so ez to give up..so why force myself to give up...when i can give myself hope instead...maybe i wont get there in the end..but at least i knw ive tried...
and..im trying....still.......
cos now i knw i can say...i love him...yes...love is such a strong word rite..but i know i do...not to the extent of killing myself for him..but i know i do.........
17 May 2004
ok my life officially sucks. i jus need somewhere to vent everything and i guess this is the best place. now i really noe wat is call depressed until cry. why isit that everything is not going well for mi. everything is going against mi. ARGH!!
missing someone is soooooooo painful...
esp when that person is right in front of you and u cant say anything. i feel like jus disappearing from the face of the earth for a little while. somewhere no one can find mi. somewhere i am alone and nothing is gonna bother mi. or if possible..take away my feelings. take away my emotions. take away EVERYTHING. let mi be coldblooded for a while. let me jus not feel a single thing. maybe that would b better for me.
oh well. this sux. everything sux. life sux. i suck.
the end.
missing someone is soooooooo painful...
esp when that person is right in front of you and u cant say anything. i feel like jus disappearing from the face of the earth for a little while. somewhere no one can find mi. somewhere i am alone and nothing is gonna bother mi. or if possible..take away my feelings. take away my emotions. take away EVERYTHING. let mi be coldblooded for a while. let me jus not feel a single thing. maybe that would b better for me.
oh well. this sux. everything sux. life sux. i suck.
the end.
15 May 2004
TAKE IT FROM HERE
by Justin Timberlake
Sometimes (mmm)
Sometimes the world gets hard
Oh na na na
I'm gonna take it from here girl
Don't you worry
I wanna be your lake, or your bay
And any problems that you have
I wanna wash 'em away
I wanna be your sky
So blue and high
And everytime you think of me
I wanna blow your mind
I wanna be your air
So sweet and fair
So when you feel that you can't breathe
Ma, I'll be there
I wanna be your answer, all the time
When you see how I put your life before mine
With no question
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
I wanna hold your hands
Review all your plans
I wanna make sure everyone of your dreams is there
I would be your broadway show on review
So I can act out how God was when he made you
I wanna be your lighthouse when you get lost
I'll light a bright and shiny path to help you across
I wanna be your mother, wait
See what I see
And when you see that can't nobody hold you like me
Cause I love you
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here
And when there's no one there to hold
And you realize the world is cold
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
That's what I'm gonna do
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
(Don't you worry, baby)
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Give me one reason why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving, the time is now
Let's fly away speeding
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet breathing of love surrounds
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here
Give me one reason
Why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving
The time is now
Lets fly away speeding
(We'll fly away)
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet and breathing
Of love surrounds
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'm-a take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'm-a take it from here
Love ain't always the way they write in books
(No, no)
See there's the good guys
And also heartbreak crooks
Your hearts the real one
Just take a look inside
'Cause it's a colorful illustrated guide
So there you go
Don't worry
To help you weather the storm
I'll be there mami
No matter what time
No matter what place
You can always count on me
I'll take it from here
oh mannn..i love love love this song..soooo nice..and the lyrics..*melt* if someone loves me THAT much..*whooh*
by Justin Timberlake
Sometimes (mmm)
Sometimes the world gets hard
Oh na na na
I'm gonna take it from here girl
Don't you worry
I wanna be your lake, or your bay
And any problems that you have
I wanna wash 'em away
I wanna be your sky
So blue and high
And everytime you think of me
I wanna blow your mind
I wanna be your air
So sweet and fair
So when you feel that you can't breathe
Ma, I'll be there
I wanna be your answer, all the time
When you see how I put your life before mine
With no question
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
I wanna hold your hands
Review all your plans
I wanna make sure everyone of your dreams is there
I would be your broadway show on review
So I can act out how God was when he made you
I wanna be your lighthouse when you get lost
I'll light a bright and shiny path to help you across
I wanna be your mother, wait
See what I see
And when you see that can't nobody hold you like me
Cause I love you
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here
And when there's no one there to hold
And you realize the world is cold
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
That's what I'm gonna do
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
(Don't you worry, baby)
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Give me one reason why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving, the time is now
Let's fly away speeding
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet breathing of love surrounds
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here
Give me one reason
Why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving
The time is now
Lets fly away speeding
(We'll fly away)
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet and breathing
Of love surrounds
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'm-a take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'm-a take it from here
Love ain't always the way they write in books
(No, no)
See there's the good guys
And also heartbreak crooks
Your hearts the real one
Just take a look inside
'Cause it's a colorful illustrated guide
So there you go
Don't worry
To help you weather the storm
I'll be there mami
No matter what time
No matter what place
You can always count on me
I'll take it from here
oh mannn..i love love love this song..soooo nice..and the lyrics..*melt* if someone loves me THAT much..*whooh*
12 May 2004
oh man oh man!!! i saw this damn nice pair of shoes at far east today lar!!! damn nice damn nice!!! so sweeeet!! hor marine?!?!?!? haha..not like she comes here to read lar..she very zhong se qing you one..(direct translation: heavy colour light fren) wahahha!! means cos guy den dun wan friends liao lar...wad the hell...haix...oh mannnnnnnnnnnn....i still tinking abt tat pair of shoes lar!! sooooo nice!!!! $23.90...haix..if i din buy my black dragon sneakers i sure can buy this shoes lor...but..i bot sneakers nt too long ago..den now buy shoes again..my mum sure strangle the hell outta mi....n i freaking need a job lar!!!
shoeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams*
ok im going abit mad lar..oh yar..20th may!! we going rouge club!! haha..i hav invites babie!!! hahahha....any queries pls call..91515***..hehex..u all noe wat no. lar hor...lalalalala~~~
met daniel today..after a friggin long time..had quite a fun time lor...but den..he looked so farnie in his formal office wear den go arcade n play..n play until so power somemore...buey tahan...
hahahahahahahahhahaahaha...
oh man..im going mad...................
i wan tat pair of shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
$$$$$ pls drop frm the sky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shoeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams*
ok im going abit mad lar..oh yar..20th may!! we going rouge club!! haha..i hav invites babie!!! hahahha....any queries pls call..91515***..hehex..u all noe wat no. lar hor...lalalalala~~~
met daniel today..after a friggin long time..had quite a fun time lor...but den..he looked so farnie in his formal office wear den go arcade n play..n play until so power somemore...buey tahan...
hahahahahahahahhahaahaha...
oh man..im going mad...................
i wan tat pair of shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
$$$$$ pls drop frm the sky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
08 May 2004
van helsing power!!! haha.. it was really nice lor...
these kinda films ar...suspense starts onli at the middle or 30 mins into the show..but this one...suspense frm start to end..no space to breathe ar..haha...
me and christine screamed at one pt sia..nt becos its scary but becos we kena shocked..hahaha....haiyohx...damn farnie......
soooooo pissed today....
didnt get to watch my golden melody awards... argh!!! angry!!!!
tmr gonna watch repeat..dun care!!! blerhx!!!!!!
these kinda films ar...suspense starts onli at the middle or 30 mins into the show..but this one...suspense frm start to end..no space to breathe ar..haha...
me and christine screamed at one pt sia..nt becos its scary but becos we kena shocked..hahaha....haiyohx...damn farnie......
soooooo pissed today....
didnt get to watch my golden melody awards... argh!!! angry!!!!
tmr gonna watch repeat..dun care!!! blerhx!!!!!!
06 May 2004
okay...here is my entry as promised.. *glares at sam*
yeahh!!! wed nite was awesome!!!!!! *dance arnd*
ok lar..the music sucked at the beginning...all the trance trance n more trance...
a bit is ok...too much is... .... AND THEY EVEN PLAYED A TRANCE VERSION OF SPICEWORLD!?!?!?!? how crazy is that....
stone stone n TRIED to dance (but cmi lar) den 12am RnB started!! oh yea oh yea!! haha...its so good to immerse yourself in RnB lar..den saw darius chris they all on the platform..first thot: WHAT!? haha...i nearly fainted..den go over find them and got dragged on it wif them.. sheesh... but it was quite shiok cos up dere the fan nicely facing u..so no need sweat like shit.. hahahaha...
den..after RnB finish came ABIT of trance..den i was tinking (die lar...) den...they started playing funky retro-ish songs..quite shiok ar!! haha....
den after tat tired..den went back esther's place to slp..haha..wanted to ton wif yongfui and patrick lor..but den esther's mum wanted us bac by 2 so had to fly home..n i tot i actually lost my money..30 over bucks lor!! den ended up it was wif carol..haha...blur girl.....but i also blur lar..couldnt rmb where i put it..maybe cos i was a lil tipsy already...haha...
oh ya oh ya!! i met layhoon siying and qianbei there!!! haha..wat a coincidence..tat girl ar...saw me den scream her head off in chinablack dere lor..*hides* haha...but it felt damn good to see them all lor...gonna try to find one day to club wif them..hehex...
but they left v earlie lor..most prob cos the trance shit..haha..but they didnt noe tat after tat got RnB leh...if nt they shure hav alot of fun by den...
anyways...next time lar..haha....
there's this BLOODRUSH poly bash on the 20th of May at chinablack...duno if i will b going..if can find pple to go den i will go lor...
im a clubbing freak...
maybe should find one day n go bac to good ol' phuture..i miss that place...alot of happy (and sad) memories dere... i choose to rmb the happy ones.. hehex...
*dance dance dance.........*
yeahh!!! wed nite was awesome!!!!!! *dance arnd*
ok lar..the music sucked at the beginning...all the trance trance n more trance...
a bit is ok...too much is... .... AND THEY EVEN PLAYED A TRANCE VERSION OF SPICEWORLD!?!?!?!? how crazy is that....
stone stone n TRIED to dance (but cmi lar) den 12am RnB started!! oh yea oh yea!! haha...its so good to immerse yourself in RnB lar..den saw darius chris they all on the platform..first thot: WHAT!? haha...i nearly fainted..den go over find them and got dragged on it wif them.. sheesh... but it was quite shiok cos up dere the fan nicely facing u..so no need sweat like shit.. hahahaha...
den..after RnB finish came ABIT of trance..den i was tinking (die lar...) den...they started playing funky retro-ish songs..quite shiok ar!! haha....
den after tat tired..den went back esther's place to slp..haha..wanted to ton wif yongfui and patrick lor..but den esther's mum wanted us bac by 2 so had to fly home..n i tot i actually lost my money..30 over bucks lor!! den ended up it was wif carol..haha...blur girl.....but i also blur lar..couldnt rmb where i put it..maybe cos i was a lil tipsy already...haha...
oh ya oh ya!! i met layhoon siying and qianbei there!!! haha..wat a coincidence..tat girl ar...saw me den scream her head off in chinablack dere lor..*hides* haha...but it felt damn good to see them all lor...gonna try to find one day to club wif them..hehex...
but they left v earlie lor..most prob cos the trance shit..haha..but they didnt noe tat after tat got RnB leh...if nt they shure hav alot of fun by den...
anyways...next time lar..haha....
there's this BLOODRUSH poly bash on the 20th of May at chinablack...duno if i will b going..if can find pple to go den i will go lor...
im a clubbing freak...
maybe should find one day n go bac to good ol' phuture..i miss that place...alot of happy (and sad) memories dere... i choose to rmb the happy ones.. hehex...
*dance dance dance.........*
02 May 2004
okok..i noe...i have been neglecting tis blogie here again..haha..aiyah..nothing really happening has been happening (?!) these days..so...nothing much to write wad...
hahaha...
but SOMETHING happening tis wed~~ *woohoo* haha...chinablack here i come!! ok altho i had a damn shitified time the last time i went..tis time is gonna b different..i am NOT stepping out of chinablack after i enter..not even if there is an earthquake..who noes..it mite be a hoax to get me outta dere..i will CHAIN myself to a chair and not budge until the music comes on..den drag the chair wif mi to the dancefloor..waha!! n hopes hopes..no more trance shit..i wan R&B ALL NITE LONG!!! yea yea!! and pls gimme a good dj..and BLAST THE AIRCON!! hot lehhh...i will sweat like siao...n its not a good sight.. hahaha...
alrighty... pple...i hav been really CHEENA these few days...like emailing in chinese typing in chinese msn in chinese... so... i shall end this blog entry wif chinese..a very very nice song wor~~ hehex...
**MISSING YOU** by ENERGY
(courtesy of siew dear)
*插插眼淚*
hahaha...
but SOMETHING happening tis wed~~ *woohoo* haha...chinablack here i come!! ok altho i had a damn shitified time the last time i went..tis time is gonna b different..i am NOT stepping out of chinablack after i enter..not even if there is an earthquake..who noes..it mite be a hoax to get me outta dere..i will CHAIN myself to a chair and not budge until the music comes on..den drag the chair wif mi to the dancefloor..waha!! n hopes hopes..no more trance shit..i wan R&B ALL NITE LONG!!! yea yea!! and pls gimme a good dj..and BLAST THE AIRCON!! hot lehhh...i will sweat like siao...n its not a good sight.. hahaha...
alrighty... pple...i hav been really CHEENA these few days...like emailing in chinese typing in chinese msn in chinese... so... i shall end this blog entry wif chinese..a very very nice song wor~~ hehex...
**MISSING YOU** by ENERGY
(courtesy of siew dear)
*插插眼淚*
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