oh yea!! been a great 18 years..now on the my 19th year..the last few hours of my 18th year was FANTASTIC!! 1/2 of my wish came true..*grins* the other half will nv i guess..but it feels great to b spending it wif someone special...

oh wells..no regrets for my 19th bday~~ hehex...
i wanna thank cheryl dearie for arranging tat SPECIAL surprise..haha...and alex n bryan for coming...*grins*...marine ar..thanks for yr crappy digicam lar..haha..it spoilt my pic wif him...!! haix...but at least got a chance to take pic wif him lar..jus tat it turned out like shit..hahahaha....so no chance to keep as momento le...

lalalalala~~ im still like in heaven... *floats*.... hehehehehehehe....

i abit not stable now leh.... *bwahahhas...*

*floats somemore*

someone tie me to earth.... =D

ooh..been real long ever since i last blogged..seems ive been neglecting tis little bloggie here..haha....hmm..i shall stop doing tat....hehee...

3 more hours n im turning 19!! woohoo!! all grown up!! haha.... *blerh* still i am not gonna "grow up" yet... so...*bwahahaha...*

hmm..tmr shall hopefully b the best birthday ever k?? hehex.. *cross fingers*

dear darius zhu:
this is for you...pls pls recover soon ok...i dont wanna c u upset...i wanna c the ol' zhu i knew weeks / months back... =) *smile*

ok i shall not blog too long today...cos i got a major regional cinema test tmr...which i would most prob fail..haha...but still gonna go study lar...

so... toodles pple!! *poofs!*

im hoping tat this yr's birthday wont b shitty...i noe i wont b celebrating it with a bang..but i still hope it isnt SHITTY...haix....

wanna noe what i REAAALLLIEEE want for my bday?? its something no one will b able to give mi..ok..maybe ONE person..but i doubt i will b getting "tat" as a present anyway...what am i blabbering about.... *sighs*

miss him miss him miss him miss him.....

ARGhh!! i tink i gonna go mad!!! someone jus stab me with a knife!!! ok dont...i changed my mind...i still wanna go thru alot more before i die..but....i really really miss him so much!! gawd....i'm jus gonna go insane one day.................

someone save me.....

SO MANY CDS TO BUY!!! NO MONEY!!!!! *JUMPS ARND*
I HAVENT BOUGHT SOOOOO MANY TAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO~
Tension...Penny Dai...Edison Chen.... OH GAWD....

*goes hysterical*

this week will b driving-myself-insane week...got so many DEADlines...
1. term paper for regional cinema
2. final script for scriptwriting
3. trailer for non liner editing
4. skills test for tv studio

OH GAWD.... *goes even more hysterical*

*died*

i cant believe i actually met chris n darius on the first day i wear my new shoes..now its pratically BLACK?! sheesh...*blerhhh!!*

bought a new pair of levis 593 at $85!! hehex..wat a bargain!! *happie* but i realised i bought it a little loose? duno isit the jeans prob..cos i bought it the same size as my other pair...hmmx....bwahahahas...

i am missing someone alot!! i really v v v long nv see him liao lorr!! miss him soooo much.... haix..........

been sick for more than a week..... this is getting serious...i'm starting to get worried whether its terminal.. hahahahha!! but u noe whats the good part? tat he cares...hehes...makes me wanna be sick more often..den can fish for caring words from him..hehe...makes mi feel so warm and fuzzy inside...*feels stupidified*

*its reallie the little things u say that mean the world to mi....*

yay!! went to heerens to collect my shoes from X:odus!! sho happie!!! *grins grins* sho pweety!! bwahahahs....well well...its been a real boring day...other than the shoes..nothing special happened.. hurhur... i'm realie broke nowadays..duno where all my money go..isit my pocket got hole?! sheesh...i need money manx!!! and not to mention i jus splurged like 55 bucks on my shoes..kk..i noe..its reallie ex...but then its the kind that i would DIE if i dun buy...u noe........ hahaha.... well...spent 55 bucks and made myself real happie...i tink its well worth it....

*i cant really explain it...i am so into YOU......*

this is one boring day...haha..and friendster is losing business to hi5 and zorpia...haha...but according to my beef steak hi5 is better than zorpia..so pple!! go join hi5 k!! haha..but the irritating part is...u hav to do the whole friendster fill in profile all over again...bwahahhaas....well....its fun while it lasts....

hmms..duno y but the song on my blog wont play? its a v power song!! but it wont play leh!! hmxx... melissa!! <--(tats my baby cousin) HELP?! hehehehex....

www.hi5.com <--the hi5 webbie!! whee!!

*grins* so happy..i finally got the pqs shit off my back!! woohoo~ feels so great!!

haix..havent been feeling v well lately...throat hurts like hell..its sunday now..and it has been hurting since wednesday...my voice totally change and i cant even make noise now...sheesh...(darius zhu mus b laughing his head off now...) fine!! i cant make noise NOW...but when i do...i make sure i irritate the hell outta u!! bwaahahahahas!!!! *smacks your head*

erherms...*regains composure* ah wells...went bac to mi cousin's house yesterday...haha...she jus re-rebonded her hair and cut a dorky china-doll fringe!! hehehehex.. narh lah..it looks ok on her... X)

haix...specialist is gonna take its toil on mi already...gonna b the editor...*wipes sweat* means i gotta take post pro for elective next sem..means i wont b able to take b&w darkroom as i planned...hurshurs...sianx....hope erik wont b going so soon...den i still can take his b&w darkroom on the last sem of yr 3... Xp

*coughs like hell* liews..hope i dun start coughing blood sia..or i can practically go and write my will alreadie...hmm can imagine...it will go smthing like..my zhou jie lun cds will go to my babe samantha...my energy cds will go to marine oon...and my posters will all go and be auctioned off at charity...and my computer will b buried with me...and...my ashes will be divided between all my babes... *BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH*

ok i'm being totally bored and lame.........

well...at least i humoured myself for a few minutes...

*back to dreamland......*

today's aprils' fool...n also "korkor" zhang guo rong's death anniversary...
so saddening...now tat the memories of his death came back....*hais...* did he hav to take his life like that?! leaving so many pple who love him in grief... =|

was listening to his "yue liang dai biao wo de xin" on 933...so gum dong...

and time passes so fast?! it was like not too long ago that i heard the news about his death..and now..it's been a year!? *swoosh* time reeeealie flies...

anyways..wanna wish carol a beeeeg beeeeg happie burfday... hehehex...
oh oh..and wishes my dearie siew a beeeg beeeg happie belated burfday!!

so mani burfday babies coming up... *bangs head on wall*

dun u pple forget mine k!! if nt i will... *ARBISH* wahahahahha!!!!!!

feeling so drowsy now cos of da medicine...was sick yesterday and still sick today...feel so horrible...throat hurts like shitz....today whole day in school is like zombie walking around...so D.E.A.D... even smone slightly push mi i also cant stand straight....*dohs*... so terrible... k k k...i shall go slp earlie tonite..not NOW..but EARLIEEEEE.. hahaha....

*the tune of leslie cheung's "zhui" is running thru my mind...*