dots... dots... dots...

*crickets noise*

this is one freaking boring sunday....

xing hao fan....hao luan.....

*crickets noise*

went for hiphop class dis afternn...damn shiok!! haha...its damn fun lohs...den the instructor is a damn great dancer loh....liewx....

after tat went to find cheryl den went far east walk a bits den went to bugis liaox..cos far east so is bloody boring...hahaha....went bugis street n shopped arnd...den bumped in danqi..and afterwards xiuhui...its like machiem SSU gathering at bugis lidat...hahaha...

bought a pair of star earrings (AGAIN) and a pink crystal stud...hehex...the star earrings got special one wor.....actuallie its a pair (pink/white)..den marine wanted one side white n cheryl wanted one side pink...so i took one white n one pink...hahahah~

haix..smtimes i realie duno what is sm guys tinking...sometimes hot den sometimes cold...they always say girls r veri complicating..but i find guys complicating also lohx...

wed phuture...anyone??? hehehehx.... *happie!*

yeayea!! me hav got HALOSCAN to work for mi!! muacks!! hehehx!! lalalala....

i stilll feel ah lianx...sobx sobx...

anyways..today went shooting at old changi hospital..tat place realie givs me the creeps manx...no kidding...veri veri eerie place...always got leng feng blow past...*shivers* den got alot alot of mosi-s lah~!!! got bitten like siao!!!

today's shooting realie drained alot of my energy..damn damn damn tiring lehh!!! mus be also cos we din hav place to sit down...was standing most of the time..so wateva i could find n sit on..I SAT..haha...like the DOP kit...the camara box...etc.etc...just NOT THE FLOOR! crreeeepy.....

hahahahax....damn sian to stay at home siax...altho i like holidays..i would rather spend them with lotsa activities..no activities damn sian...from tmr onwards i wanna put lotsa activites in liaox...lets seeeee.....
thurs: meet marine & cheryl..
fri: pending...
sat: go hiphop n go town...
sun: meet sensei n max etc at nite...
mon: pending...
tues: meet cheryl in jb...
wed: PHUTURE!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!
thurs onwards all pending...

anyone wanna giv me suggestion?? oh yar..one of those pending days will b spent wif my dearest siew dearrrr... hahahx...pwomise!!! =p

*xiang ni yi jing bian cheng wo shi ling shui de xi guan.....*

jus went to holiday plaza n cut, dyed n highlite my hair....wooos......

*looks in mirror* i feel kinda ah lian...haha..cos my highlites veri gold lehx....hmms...i hope i dun get whacked out there..hahaha....hope it fades off a little...a bit too gold for my liking...but i LOVE my haircut lehx... hehehx...the hairdresser like can read my mind..i nv tell him what i want cos he said he design for me..den cut finish liao..its the style i wanted lohx!!! hahaha....he is very the powderful lehhhh....

*imagines* me cheryl and esp MARINE walk together on the streets....confirm heads turn like siao...haha...like machiem one ah lian gang~ *laughs like hell*

tmr got shoot le wor....hope i dun get attacked my mosi-s..at home attacked...go there shoot attack somemore ar..i tink i will get dengue fever anytime....

*missing you.........*

few days back..on sat me had tv studio recording..wah sehs...damn stressful ar...but it all went very smoothly lah..only screw up is something went wrong with the timing...so we under-ran by a min and a half...haix....

den after tat went to sentosa to c zhu's gig...hehex...quite horrible to go down sentosa clad in jeans n tee in the HOT sun...hahax..but bobian..hav to go n support the zhu lahx..if not he will kill me ar.....(rites zhu? haha..)

TODAY ar...went to holiday plaza meet sammie babe...den went shopping!! hahax...spent RM50 on a skirt n RM40 on a bag!! happie happie....hahax...den went to ask arnd abt highliting price....dennn....gonna go n highlite tmr lohx!! hehex..happie!!

now 933 playing ENERGY's di er ci ai shang ni...such an emo song...*sobs* one of the songs tat can make me cry.....haix....esp ah di's voice...wah sehs...*tao zui.....*

*i'm melting in the song....wo hai mei ting zhi ai ni..suo yi bu xu yao di er ci ai shang ni....*

*happie happie happie* me has been a happy girl for the past few days...cos of SHOW n cos of *erhems*... hehehex.....everyday living in a dream lidat....

ok larh..its not healthy..cos u r not facing reality..but for me...i dun like to face reality...so...WHO CARES!! hahax....

tmr gonna b a damn damn tiring day manx....haix.....

i dont know if my dream will ever come true...and will ever ever get to be with him...but i jus like liking him....so that's enough....

[03:12] 其他→SHOW 對 [ 星級SHOW聯盟-Nikky(18) ] 說： 然後我還對妳笑ㄝ妳記得嗎

SEE!! SHOW remembers me!! hahax..tats part of our conversation in the chat room on the 19th of feb 2004...i'll forever rmb tat line...heheheh....there was other stuff he said to me lah..but this is like THE MOST MEMORABLE! SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG AKA XIAO ZHU is the best!!!! hehehehe.....one of the sweetest artistes i noe...... =D

kk...gotta go back to my research paper for tv studio.... TATAXXxxx!!

p/s xing tong...he's sick..... =|

hais...really duno what's wrong with me...flashes of yesterday n 25/12/2003 kept popping back into my mind today...

i really dont know what is it...do i really like him?? i duno i duno i duno...

but i love being around him...i love the way he makes me laugh..i love his goofy smile...

*argh* what is it with me!! i really wanna be arnd him more...but i duno how...and i have no reason to ask him out...so.........what's the point rite...

ok larh..i'm crapping again...but who cares..it's MY BLOG so i shall write whatever i want...dun care!!! =p

xiang si bing...so many so many thots going thru my head...which one am i suppose to pay attention to?? i miss him....i really do......

*how am i supposed to let him know........*

changed the song on my blog...it really really makes me melt...

today...hmms...can say that it has been one of the happiest days? i duno...he was realy gentleman n sweet the whole time...offered to carry my bag...den open door for me....so sweeet......den he kept making me laugh the whole time~ hehex...den ask mi to msg him when i got home.... *hais* speechless...

he's realie veri sweet...but i know it's not only to me..so there's really actually nothing for me to go gaga about...but....i duno....*argh*!!

k k...i gotta go off to dreamland...

*will i be there when u call me in the middle of the nite...* <-- its spinning non stop in my head~

I PROMISE
Stacie Orrico

Will I always be there for you
When you need someone
Will I be that one you need
Will I do all my best to
To protect you
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you
Take your darkest night
And make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah (Repeat 1)

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I'll promise I'll be there for you
There for you

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

i lurrve this song...it just makes me melt... =)

i have decided to totally get rid of my shoutbox cos of those people who have too much time on their hands...u guys/girls have nothing better to do rite..u just LOVE to come and "dirty" my shoutbox...so bo bian..i hav to remove it....

i really duno what r all you people's prob...what i do is practically NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS so why dont u all just screw off!! i dont even understand why r all u coming to my blog ANYWAY...and...why do u all not hav the guts to even let known who r u...what a bunch of losers loh...

i'm not gonna waste any more of my time entertaining all ur useless msges..so....go channel yr stupidity somewhere else...

as for all my dearie frens who helped me bac in that "ordeal"...thanks a bunch~

thanks...marine...darius zhu...siew....etc.

bubblegum: i still duno who u r...let me know? n thanks too....

haix....my blog is gonna b so quiet again....

hope tmr will turn out great.. *smiles*

*jumps around* ladidar didar~~ my mood has turned a drastic 360 degrees!! right now i'm damn high loh!! *jumps around again* wah liews!! cant believe it...

yesterday was in sch when cheryl called and told me n marine tat SSU is now the offical fan club for Show in singapore!!! we were so damn happie we couldnt even stop smiling the rest of the day!! haha..then went down to town to meet her and went ktv to celebrate!! sang like nobody's business...sang some sad sad songs..felt a bit down when the thought of being alone (as in without any male species) on valentines came to my mind...quite depressing..but i couldnt get too depressed cos of the good news!! haha.....damn happie liao...

then...last nite went online and chatted with him...really shocked me..cos he really said alot more than he usually said to me on msn...so....really happy...den somemore monday going watch movie with him!! LAGI HAPPIER!!! *grins big big* this is like the best days of my life or smthing..all the great stuff happening at the same time!! haha...today whole day in sch canot concentrate..whole day thinking n wishing that monday will come FAST FAST!! haha... *dohss*

k larh..gotta go do my scriptwriting!! hehex...

*muacks* n *hugs* to all my darling galfrens!! HAPPY V-DAY!!! *throws flowers in the air* =p

okays..i'm sitting in my IS science tech class writing an entry on carol's lappy...liews...today has been one of the most pek chek day in my entire history of pek chek days...i duno why...canot b pms... =|

firstly...my stupid n irritating pqs lecturer is a plain asshole...his ears are not meant for listening and his brain is not meant for understanding...bloody hell....i dont wanna go into it manx..it will only make my inner flame ignite...

and now..i'm sitting in class with a bitch lecturer who doesnt know it when seats are taken up...quoted from her: "how many times do i have to say i dont want pple in the last rows of the classroom." yes..she's referring to us...but she doesnt have the common sense to see that every other seat other than the last rows are taken up by some person's butt or bag?!?! including her HUGE ass...so where the hell are we supposed to sit other than the last row?!!?!??!
BITCH...and can she not wear pink for one day?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! it doesnt make her look any younger loh!!!!!!!!

ok...for those who dunno..i'm screaming inside....i cant literally scream cos im sitting in class listening to pple doing presentation on NANOTECHNOLOGY...dont ask me wat the hell is that..cos i duno..altho i'll b doin a presentation on it later....I STILL DONT KNOW...

dohs..im pissed and irritated and pek chek and nearly every other feeling tat's negative...duno why larh..im thinking MAYBE its cos feb 14th is drawing near...but...thats ONE of the reasons i guess...

great..its my group's turn liaos...

wish the bitch luck that i dont give her attitude..altho i know i will...

ARGH!!! *curse* WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH NJSTAR COMMUNICATOR!!! everytime i try to open it..it will hang my whole windows startbar.. ANGRY AR!!!!

grrr...i wanna drown my whole pc lohs!! anyone wanna donate some money to my BUY-NIKKY-A-NEW-PC fund?? its all for charity purposes!! reallie!! noooo...reallie!!!!!

hais...14th feb is crawling near...its making me so depressed..haha...i spoke to sam abt this coming sat's schedule on the way home today..its realie damn depressing loh!! why am i even bothering to think about what i wanna wear on that day when the only pple im gonna c are my friends of the female species!?! haha..not that i dun wanna c them but....valentine's day is most definitely NOT about spending time with your FRIENDS rite...yups...i'll most probably b roaming the streets with marine and etc. single frens..unless i get a last minute date that I WILL want to say yes to...cos i noe there's ONE person who will ask me...and over-my-dead-body will i agree...hahahaha...

okok..i havent been updating my blog for sm time...so i shall be a good girl and put in a looooong entry today...hehehe....

i hate my computer.
i need a laptop.
why? cos i dont wanna sit in the study and feed mosi-s.
why? cos i dont wanna share the pc with my bro.
why? cos i wanna sit in the comfort of my wonderful room with jay & energy when i surf the net.

good enough reasons? yes...i need a laptop... =D

i havent got sick of SHOWTIME yet..its one of the best albums i've got!! besides my zhou jie lun collection of course...its on par with energy! hehehx.....
(siew ar...faster come n get yr cd wor!! its high time u started enjoying it like me & marine..) hahaha...

k this is definitely long enough already...im going bac to try sign in the msn..AGAIN!!

p/s: remember to watch la piao chao ren wang this mon. at 8pm!! got show!!
p/p/s: remember to watch ma ma mia too!! but duno the date n time.. =p

phews...*wipes sweat* its not ez being a tour leader for the open house siax..i did it for only 4 hrs n i'm so darn tired...kept bringing those young kids around the place and repeated the same stuff for at least 10 times...

haix...my eye bags n dark eye rings is getting worse by the days...i'm sacrificing so much of my sleep these few days...i need to sleep for 24 hrs before i can say "enough.."

14th feb is coming...its becoming a chore to see all the lovey dovey stuff tats beginning to happen...is it me or is everyone getting attached a few weeks before valentines...sheesh....ok i'm being sour grapes..but i dont care...i just hope that i dont get over pissed on valentines...*urghs*

show.......i miss him.........he said he's coming back soon...but when is SOON....

anyone wanna join STAR SHOW UNION (fan club for Show)?? =p

*ni zhe yi nian hai hao ma? zhong shi dan xin ni de na ge wo...dao di wei shen me...zhe yi miao wo ku le...wu fa duo kan ni de bei ying...*
Zhe Yi Miao Wo Ku Le - SHOW Luo Zhi Xiang (sighs)

my god...its been forever since i last blogged...hav been really bz these few days cos of SHOW (xiao zhu)... he's the sweetest artiste i've ever seen...he really cares alot for all his fans (esp. us!!) STAR SHOW UNION!!! hahax... he's been really nice to us these few days....kept talking to us....kept taking pics with us...awww....sweeeeet!!!

yesterday nite was the limit...my dad really pushed it....not that i wanted to rebutt and shout at him...and to the extent of FIGHT? but he really really pushed it...i shall not explain further...

back to SHOW...haha...but i a bit lazy to type everything tat happened for the past few days...lets jus say...they were the happiest days of my life.... =D

*mei you le ni..mei you ai qing..shen me dou yi jing shi kong qi...na xie mei you ni de ri zi mei you le zi ji....*
Mei You Ni - SHOW Luo Zhi Xiang (he sort of dedicated it to SSU.. =p)