am i happy or waaaaaaaaaaaaat..... hahahaha.....
..:: i.try.but.i.can't.seem.to.get.myself.to.think.of.anything.but *you ::.. says:
abit like gonna fall sick sia... *sniff sniff*
AlteR-EgO~~LIFE LEFT I alone says:
mi too
AlteR-EgO~~LIFE LEFT I alone says:
together fall sick ba
*meltz* hahaha..... romantic or waaaaaaaaaaaaat....... i tink i wanna b soooo sick i cant crawl outta bed..... i'm crossing my fingers and hoping that he'll come n find me during my break tmr..hehehx! he said he'll TRY!!!! pls pls pls pls pls make my wish come trueeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love him to bits!!!!!

i've found out tis DAMN weird thing about myself...i was just looking thru the list of my friends on my friendster...for fun n wadever..and i've been looking at his profile so many times that i know exactly where his pic is gonna appear in my list...and yet...whenever i scroll downwards and c his pic my tummy goes flip flop..haha...thats how big an impact he has on me hur......oh wells...... *grinz* bluenose is gonna haunt me like steve ann n may!! i know it!!! argh!! *pulls hair* and the monitors are so darn high up tat my neck goes stiff after 3 hours plus of editing...i mean...i know im SHORT n stuff..but the monitors r REALLY high up and the chairs are low!! waaaaaay low!!! cant wait for aug 3rd to come...i get my jay cd!! den aug 4th is PHUTURE!!! whee!!

butterflies in my tummy again... hehex! me n him... i duno..."you yi dian ai mei tou tou du zi de kai xin..." tat mus b exactly wat i'm feeling right now....im still so crazy over him...sighs..... how come i never seem to be able to create paragraphs!! 4th aug coming!! yea!! phuture wait for meee!!! hmmm..hope to c him on sunday..im not keeping my hopes high but he DID say he will try to make it......... k fine...itz jus coming over to nooch to lunch/dinner...but itz his thots tat count k!! haha... dun care..im happy im happy im happy!!! King Arthur is damn good....i caught it reali late..but better late den never rite.. haha.... sleepie.... gd nite to all u nite owls! Nikky is a happy girl tonite~ muahs! gd nite to u..... i love u.....

yay!! jus changed my blogskin with the help of angie!! (thanks a bunch!!) i had the other one for a tad too long.. tis is so adorable!! haha.. *points to the left of screen* the baby soooooo kawaii hor?? haha.... so pinchable...this blogskin got one teensy weensy prob...the scrollbar totally white...no arrows no nothing...  FARNIE..i still cant seem to press "enter"...like cant PARAGRAPH.. u know... im not like SOMEBODY who duno how to paragraph lor..its becos I CAN'T! haha.... today spent almost the enter afternoon to evening in avid editing the bluenose...wah its another assignment which is gonna haunt me like the Steve Ann and May project....then the evening to nite spent at alumni clubhouse...wif dowell sam perry and christopher..haha..jus sit there talk cock sing song...then went home lor...lalalala............ someone teach me how to PARAGRAPH!! i hate it when everything is one whole big chunk leh!!!!! esp if its a letter without any punctuations!! wahaha!!       

happy birthday to ah di!! haha..

I jus heard jay's new song!! qi li xiang!!!! oh man.... so damn good lor!!! *meltz* gonna go n pre-order the cd tmr..oh yea!!!!

there's tis new show tat 933 & chan 8 are doing..something abt finding good looking guys n girls in tertiary schs...haha..and i found HIM lor...but the pic abit not so nice..should use some of the pics I hav.. haha... =X

my heart still races everytime i MENTION him...haix...

FROM ME TO YOU:

I Wanna Be With YOU

I try but I can't seem to get myself
To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth
I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I`ll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeah
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeah)
(I wanna be with you) I wanna be
I wanna be with you...

*can u make my wish come true*

why r some pple so damn bloody immature!!! like... "im gonna jump lah...tmr go c newspapers lor..." wah biang oei!!! how old are u man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arh go jump for all i care lah hur..jus don come back as a ghost n irritate me lor........... ah...den again.....can u jus bloody grow up!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dun get it!!!!!!!!!! is it really so impossible to live without me?!?!?!?!?! kk... for the past 1 month i've been attracting the very very wrong kinda pple....itz v v v v irritating?!?!?! like why cant guys that i like get attracted?!?!?! why r all those WEIRDOS getting attracted to me?!?!?!?!?! SO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!! i'm in a v pissed off mood right now...and this bloody new thingy with the taskbar on blogger irritates me..... i cant bloody ENTER!!!! i cant put spaces in between!!!!! like cant make tupidz PA-RA-GRAPHS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? gotohelllah!!! irritating...

ooh man..blogger has all these new stuff to play arnd with..like this whole new taskbar...but abit irritating...duno why i cant seem to "enter"...as in the cursor cant go down lor!!!  weird sia.... so spastic...anyone figured how all these buttons n everything work?? they dont seem to work? hmm.... anyway i was sick the whole day...lying in bed like some sick kitten....fever n tummy ache...*argh* so sian zi pua.... had to call tinybox n speak to laoshi to postpone my cai yi biao yan....if tmr u wan me to prance n dance arnd i will faint ar... totally no energy to even walk sia..head so heavy... oooh.... i hate to b sick lah!!!!! haix....... spoilt my whole day................

me in proplan lab!! haha...so bored heh...haix...damn stressful weekend.....hope this week's gonna b better........

yea yea...actually im kinda blanked now....got nothing in my head except SLEEP...haha...i need SLEEEP!!!

oh oh..we watched tis clip frm Joe's Aparment..tis movie i watched eons ago.."welcome to joe's apartment!!" haha..or so the cockroaches sing....lalala...their damn cute..the first time cockroaches seem cute to me man....haha...lamee.....

bored...*zzzzzzzzzzzzz*

i bought JJ Lin Jun Jie's album!!! Wheee!!! hahaha..its damn damn damn damn damn solid!!!!! oh man.... *melt* his singing is getting better n better.....

those of u reading my blog who wans to go take a test listen at hmv or smthing...check out the tracks 2,6,7,15...7 & 15 r actually the same song...one in chinese n one in eng....these 2 songs really can melt me totally sia....

went town with darius today..found out some stuff ar...hahahaha...
ok i shall not spill it here..the concequences will be rather horrible..hahaha.....oh oh..i met darren's lil sis today..fsv yr 1...hehex...i real sweet girl...cute cute chio chio one....v dif frm darren....hehe.....

sleepie... nitex!

things r getting a little outta hand lately...haix....

maybe i really jumped into something TOO FAST...i duno....

i guess he doesnt noe me well enough and i dont know him well enough...but he doesnt seem to REALISE it....

i mean...friggin ask me to MARRY him when he knws me for less den 1 month?!?! is he insane or wat..... obesessive is the word...

and which boyfriend in the right state of mind would say that his girlfriend's life-long dream is STUPID?!?!? i mean..i have a v good tolerance..but when it comes to my DREAMS...dun EVER try saying anything thats unpleasant..its a HUUUGE NONO!!!

guess THAT PERSON still has a huge place in my heart..or should i say..he has ALL THE PLACE HE WANTS..or doesnt want...i miss him...i always wonder what is he doing...is he ok...does he even think of me...all those stupid stuff...SHEESH!!!!

ah what the heck....too many other stuff to keep me bz at the moment...ive got my wonderful specialist project..which is gonna keep me VERY VERY VERY bz...getting mi so stressed up already...then there's my ADP with Li Fei Hui...and then work..which is getting better!! haha...so shall keep all these uncalled-for problems at bay...and FAR FAR AWAY...

gotta go email marc jonet abt my specialist shooting date...

toodles!!

sch has been rather nice lately..haha..quite slack...n marc jonet is so nice!!!! haha.. love it when he bitches to us abt a certain clueless lecturer...hahahaha!!! but i realli miss JENN!!! go cage to find shukor..den the place seems so diff without him....less one person to disturb..haix~~~ oh well........

jus realised our batch damn heng...all the good n nice lecturers end with us...like after teaching our batch they leave...for eg. Robin Carmichael (is tt hw u spell it??) Andrew Rodriguez (is tt hw u spell tat too??) Daniel Chan..Mike Migliacci...etc...

im sooooooooooo gonna die on sat lah...li fei hui lao shi purposely wan!!!!!!!!!!!! *pulls hair*

Go sch liaox!!!! lalalala~~~~